Donkey
Mood:  down
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Well where do I begin, today I was suppose to meet up with my project mate to complete a whole lot of documentations for submission on Friday. Now, we have to complete it sooner as well so we would be able to make corrections if need be as well as submit a copy to our clients and get them to acknowledge that they have received a copy from us, otherwise submitting the documentation and product to our subject convenor on Friday would be pointless.

I guess it was my fault. I was doing some quests with my friends in World of Warcraft and lost track of the time and I postponed it to like 4:30pm when it should have been 3:30pm. Then he goes and say he won't be able to make it through the rush hour and suggests to meet at night. So I went to sleep. Sure enough, he said he had to make it later. This isn't something new with him so I just gave up altogether and said we would meet tomorrow at the university at 10am in the morning. Hopefully he doesn't come late with excuses. YEAH RIGHT.

Oh dear God, please help us finish our documentations by end of tomorrow.

Okay enough of that. Now its time to rant again.

I'll be honest with you, I can tolerate alot of things, but there are small things which I just can't. Like seeing some people come online my msn messenger's list. Now you may be thinking "why doesn't he just delete them off his list?"

You know what? Maybe I should! In fact I will do it now.

Also I'm somewhat unsatisfied at times seeing people all happy with their lives. I guess there is still a part of me where I would like to see people miserable because thats what I am most of the time. Yes I am aware that it is wrong of me to be this way but hey, there are no good reasons for me to not be.

There will always be a time when I just am tired of being nice and patient. I would revert to my normal self where I do not care about anybody or anything, and people could just go die a horrible slow painful death for all I care. Being nice and patient is not easy. It takes alot of self control.

At the same time, a feeling of uneasiness is about me, I do not know if are evil intentions discouraging me, battering me down, trying to have me think that I would have to stay back another semester to retake some subjects. It makes it all the more difficult have confident that I wouldn't have to do so.

Also... the part where I have to move out really really soon and hoping that the place which I want to move into would be available. Which originates from many other more complications. Sigh... complications.

I try to deal with them step by step, but its all entangled. If I remove one, something else will come along or it would be dependent on me doing something else first and so on and so forth.

ARGH!