Family? Meh.
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Ishida Yoko - Shiawase no Iro
A series of shitty events happened these past few days.
First and foremost I would like to thank God for giving me some job opportunities. A fellow church member has asked me to help him get computers assembled and later also develope a website for his company. Although I find it a bit sudden and somewhat a chore, I am glad to be given opportunity to help out with those situations. Another friend of mine has an uncle who needs some stuff 'put together' for his website. Sounded simple but I do not trust those words and have yet to meet up with him.

Ever since I came back my mother has been giving implications for me to get a job as soon as possible and also start paying for things in the house. Yesterday I was just thinking about our family situation. Here I am being pressured to get a job and all that while my sister all her life has been doing whatever she wants to do and had my parents to support her. She has this job in the States where she told me she makes barely enough to survive on her own. This was when I asked if she could help support me while I was studying in Australia. Of course I am putting what she said in a filtered and nicer way and I cannot remember what exactly she said. Now I hear that she might think of stopping her job to do her masters and my mom is going to pay for that. Do I really need to give my commentary on this? When I said I wanted to do a masters, I got told to work and support myself for it.

I remember telling those people that asked me if I missed my parents while I was in Australia. I said no. I said I would miss my friends and the food more than anything. I was right. I was never close to my family members at all. They were always so involved in their own lives. The most they would ever want to do is just make sure we do not die from lack of things like food. I may sound dramatic to some of you but it is the truth. Those of you who know my real personality would know that I am speaking the truth.

Meanwhile I still have to write up a resume to hand out in hopes of getting a job that I would actually enjoy doing. Life sucks. There is no rest.

Oh and also I woke up today from a dream where I stabbed some guy in his throat with my house keys because he stole something from me and acted like an asshat. After waking up I went downstairs to see if there was breakfast for me and there was not. My mom was eating her own food and said "I thought you said you didn't need to eat one meal a day?".

So she assumes from my statement where I said I can go on everyday skipping a meal be it either breakfast or lunch; that I want to actually do it and that I wanted to skip breakfast on this particular day.

What a great way to start the day!
I am so not in the mood to do anything productive today.