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You know what?
I am so sick of dealing with people's screwed up behaviour. God only knows how they were brought up.
I just came back from the supermarket. Well I would say with Shawn but technically it is wrong. We both went in the same time but did not left the same time. Why? I will tell you why.
We both went in to get groceries but then later realized that the bottle cap opener was quite hard to find. So I decided to take an extra round on the aisle to make sure I did not miss it. When I was going to pay for my groceries, I saw Shawn waiting outside. Went I finally paid everything he disappeared. So I called his mobile asking him where did he go. He said ' I jalan already '. Isn't that just nice?
See that is what I don't get about him. When people wait for him or do things for him it is alright. But he just can't do the same for people. I wonder if his whole family was brought up that way or not. Maybe he just doesn't "feel like it". Screw this la. I've had enough of this. When people do something to him similarly then he would keep quiet about it and keep angry over it. I know this because the last time when I asked him what was wrong with him, I got a free verbal assault for nothing. This time, if he is pissed, I'm just going to not give a damn about it. If he wants to start something with me, I say bring it on. I am sick of being nice and not retaliating when being picked on.
I had enough of people saying the word 'sorry' to me. Apologies don't mean a thing to me anymore. It has been overused until the meaning itself is not there in the word anymore to me.
I heard somewhere saying that; If apologies really worked, there would not be wars in the world.
Maybe to him it is nothing. Well if him and his friends and families behave this way on not waiting for people then what is the difference of being just merely an acquaintance?
Yah then it just tops it up when you see him being nice and courteous to a girl he likes. Oh well perhaps that is normal human nature. Whatever it is, I'm done tolerating that kinda shit.
I can't expect him to be like me. So I won't give a damn about him no more. As far as living under the same roof is concern, everything in the public area like bathroom, kitchen and dining room is neutral grounds. Anywhere else, he's on his own. Since he likes it like that.
He is such a lame ass square.
When with a group of friends, he rarely even smiles or looks interested in the conversation. He doesn't even reply nicely. If he meant to, it does not give people the impression that he is being nice.
And if he is reading this, which normally I assume he does not, hmm I wonder if he would get offended by what I say and experienced. Quoting from him "I am telling it like it is"
The world is full of different people. He is one of them. I am on of them. The challenge is not to get into a brawl with him.
I came here predicting what I am living now.
I predicted that I would share a place with him, but then I will only be sharing the place with him and nothing else. He lives his life, I live mine. I thought that my prediction was off, but then it is starting to fall into place.
I will be so glad that when my time in Australia is done.