Unwelcomed
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Simple Plan - Addicted
First things first, let me remind you all that this is my blog, so I have the right to express myself however I see fit. If you do not like what I say, then just dont like it. Nobody is like forcing it up your ass or anything. Okay? Okay. Lets start.

Well it all happened when I was sleeping... and suddenly my computer picked up this message...

I woke up in the morning to get ready for class to find that. Now to any ordinary person it would be like... "What a way to start the day off!" but I made a resolution to be a better man regardless of situations. Well mostly of the anyway, I'm only human and I can only do my best.

So the whole day I've been thinking about that situation... I sent that image to Shawn and he read it and on the way walking to campus we talked about it, eventhough it might have seem not much I appreciated him for talking with me about, shows that somebody in this world actually cares.

Anyways enough about that... After my second and final class of the day ended, I went to a restaurant called Red Bean near the campus to eat lunch. One of my uni-mates said this shop was ran by Malaysians, and he said Ipoh to be exact. I don't really know about that but yeah, anything goes. Their portion was really huge. So I had to get it to go. The aunty there; probably the owner of the establishment filled the container with more food O_O and told me about tips when bringing home curry and stuff. Well probably because I go there quite often and they sort of know me.

So anyways... there was this one moment where it was so surreal like a movie or something, when I exited the shop, the sky was cloudy and sorta gloomy looking, while walking home, I folded up my jacket and carried it on my arm. John Mayer's No Such Thing started playing on my mobile phone and suddenly the sky became clear, bright and sunny.

For some reason listening to music whenever I am feeling down really blocks the pain out. It's like listening to the music won't allow my feelings to be hurt.

Tomorrow beings Easter holiday which lasts for 7 days and tomorrow Delirious is coming to perform at Planetshaker's Easter presentation. I feel demotivated to go but then I should because it would probably be (as Mathew said) a once in a lifetime opportunity. All this while I listen to Delirious' songs but never saw them perform life. I am still contemplating.