Is It Hot In Here?
Now Playing: Mercy Me - In The Blink Of An Eye
Summer's typical weather came today all of a sudden.
Yep, its hot. Really uncomfortably hot. The "central air-conditioning" is not really doing it's job either. I just hope it does not blow a hole in the electricity bill.

In other news, a couple of days ago I was on the train back home and was reading some newspapers left in the train. It is normal to find newspapers left on seats in the train. People just read them and then put them back where they found them and leave. New passengers come in, do the same as well and the cycle goes on.

The two main news that caught my attention was firstly, that the numbers in the Australian police force are increasing each year, having more and more fresh young policemen recruited and having like 100 men in each station. I was so impressed by their efficiency; patrolling and answering the call to help citizens. Go go Australia!
Secondly, government has been discussing the issue of introducing national identity cards to the citizens of Australia. Which made me realize that Australians have been going about their business daily without a proper form of identification card. I mean back in Malaysia when we hit 12 or 13 years of age, it was compulsory for us to get one made. Half of people concerned are for the implementation of identity cards with the point being able to help fight against terrorism whilst the other half are against having that system saying that they value their privacy and their personal information are only for need-to-know basis.

Personally I think it might be a little difficult to introduce such a system since the country has been established and advanced for so many years now, focusing towards the elder generation. I mean if they had a rule like "from this year on, all 12 year olds have to register for a card", then it would not be so bad as oppose to what I have in mind, where everybody has to go register. I do not know, it is really none of my concern really, since I am not an Australian to begin with. Well just my two cents.

Least I got...
Still on dial up, but I felt like I had to blog this down.

Yesterday for the first time in my life, I ate 10 pieces of Kentucky Fried Chicken. I never thought I could do it, but I did! The most I ate was 7 pieces and I thought that was too much also it was like a few years ago.

I was so hungry and had not eaten anything the entire day. Suddenly I had the urge to eat KFC. So I took a train to the city; which was the nearest KFC branch I could think of, and bought it. The thing was they came in pieces of 1, 3, 5, 10, 15, 20. I thought of ordering like 7 or 8 but then it was my turn to order and I just responded with "Ten pieces of chicken." and in my mind I was like "Why did you do that!?"

Trains arrive every 30 minutes or so during the weekends, which really annoys me because it only took me a few minutes to get the grub and I had to wait near half an hour for the train to arrive just go back, which was like only 3 or 4 stations away. Thankfully the food was still warm albeit with a soggy cardbox box it came with.

After that experience, I told God, "thank you for teaching me not to overdo it ever again!" Well hopefully that KFC lasts me a few months before the "addictive chemicals make me crave for it" again.[you have to watch Mike Meyers' "So I Married An Axe Murderer" to understand]

Interesting fact, according to KFC's cookbook, their guide to teaching how to make your own Kentucky Fried Chicken does not show the 11 herbs and spices, rather all they wrote there which takes place of the tasty factor was... MSG. If anybody is interested in having this e-cookbook, I'll mail it to them, its in .pdf format. It supposedly teaches you how to make all the KFC's products on your own.

like... whoa...
My first appearance online after a few days of not being able to get online. I'm currently using a prepaid dial up account. I could have used my own pc to connect but apparently I have somewhat misplaced my dial up modem card hence I had to hijack my housemate's (Irwin) laptop as it has internal dial up modem.

So here I am in my new crib. Moved in last Wednesday (4th January) and that was my last day of having broadband connection. Due to that ISP was a share with Shawn under his name of course and the payment made for that was via credit card. So like I have to create a new account with them with my name on it with a non-credit card payment, which might take forever for them to process. Anyways enough about that for now.

All of my stuff have moved over here with great thanks to Attila! In total we made 3 trips back and forth from Auburn Grove to Domville Avenue with my stuff, some of Shawn's stuff, and my cousin's stuff (which he wanted me to sell but I had no time to do so). According to Attila, the moving of stuff would not have been so hectic had it both places not been situated on the top floor. Heehee... He is truly a blessing to me and I thank God everyday for friends like him. All that he has done for me, I do not think I can ever do enough to repay back...

The day after, the appliance rental people came to bring the washing machine, dryer, television and fridge over. They were 2 old guys and seemed out of shape. They were breathing heavily as if out of breath but they got the job done. I'm glad that there are people that are willing to perform these type of jobs. I also believe that these services are worth paying for. Often I am told things like "its too expensive" but when I put myself in those shoes, I wouldn't do these kind of job for that mere fee that they charged. So yeah not only do I find their prices reasonable but I also am grateful for such services.

During the weekend Irwin tried to use the dryer, and it tripped the fuse box which turned off all power to wall sockets. Thankfully thats all it kept doing when we were testing the dryer. I have to make a phone call as soon as possible to get them to replace the dryer I guess.

Well moving has been really hectice and an experience for me. It has further enchance my skills in handling situations, of course thankfully with the help of God and friends.

There are a few more stuff which needs to be settled before I can actually be "free". Well first would be the broadband connection, second would be the confirmation of enrolment in subjects for my coming semester. After the enrolment is settled, only then can I plan to renew my visa for studying here. After these 3 have been settled, I might actually think of flying home for Chinese New Year. My sister is already back in Malaysia but she will be leaving on the 13th of January. I hope to be able to make it back home before then so we can have a family reunion. It is very doubtful though... but I still hope to fly home for a bit to see my family and most of all, friends.

Dial-up connection is like life support for me. It really is torture. I can never remember how we used to be able to survive back in the day when broadband was still a new technology and expensive. God bless technology!

Post-Birthday
Now Playing: India Arie - Wonderful
Well its been 2 days after the date in remembrance of my first existence into this world.

Yes it was my 21st birthday. It was suppose to go out with a bang and great stuff should have happened because of that special number. Here's the real life situation for you. I spent the night before 5th December playing computer games and only ended up sleeping at 9am and waking up at 6pm on my birthday. Nothing happened. I bet my housemate was oblivious to is as well but I could not care any less. It has been a recent occurence whereby bad things always happen around the date of my birthday.

But earlier today, I decided to not care and called my housemate Shawn and my friend Irwin out to go try the T.G.I.Fs at Chapel Street @ Prahran. We got caught in the rain few times on the way there. The place was huge but quality of food was somewhat lesser compared to back home in Malaysia. The prices was similar to Malaysia's as well. Just that instead of it being in ringgit, it is in fact in australian dollars. Oh well at least I can say I have tried it out.

I want to thank all those whom remembered my birthday and appreciate their kind wishes.

Well Irwin (the guy whom I was gonna share a place with), a few days ago said that maybe him, his girlfriend (Joy) and I should get a place without his girlfriend's friend and her boyfriend. I was happy when I heard that but then later found out that his girlfriend's mom insists that she has to get a place with her friend. *sigh*

The agency (Jellis Craig) whom we had to apply for the place (Watermark) was suppose to get in touch with us today. Apparently they did not. Which now makes me worried because that is the only place we ever applied for, thanks to Joy's friend being very very choosy with places and somewhat impractical too. Do not get me wrong, I am not playing the blame game with her but it is obvious that most of our opinions on choosing places do no matter to her. I heard from Irwin that Joy's friend does not know how to look after her current place and that is not a good sign.
I only pray that in the new area that we would be living together, she would not cause problems for me. Also I hope that I do not have to stay for another semester which leads to my next worrying bit.

Today (7th December) is supposedly the release of our results for this semester. I tried to be smart trying to access my university account to see if the results were out (yes it is 3:43am) but their server was crapped.

God please help me...

Home Is Where You Make It
Mood:  down
Well earlier today, I went to inspect 2 apartments with my friend, his girlfriend and her friend.

We went to see two places today, both were on the same road, one was nearer to a junction(Scotch Hill) while the other was further away(Watermark).

We went to see Watermark first, it was a new establishment and looked rather impressive but the rooms were kind of small. It was nice and all but to me it was a bit far from my university which made me less interested in the place. The rooms were slightly bigger than Watermark's.

After that we went to see Scotch Hill which looked more like a hotel than an apartment area. Obviously it was older than Watermark but it did impress me. The place was bright and classy looking and also nearer to my university. I would've preferred this place but the girls liked Watermark better.

Also signs show that the girls would have their way in deciding which place all of us are going to live in. I was rather iritant about the way they made comparisons and their reasons for choosing one over the other but then I realized that it was me who wanted to move in with them, so I should respect their decisions and also, hopefully, very hopefully I won't be around long enough to bother. I just pray all goes well with my university stuff.

Also another thing which is worrying me is whether the rooms in either places would be big enough for my desk and my bed. My desk is quite big; the desk's width is 3/4 of the length of my single bed, and it's length(front of table to back) is almost the same as the width of my bed. As long as the room can fit my bed and desk comfortably, I guess I do not really care which place it is because I would be spending most of my time in my room anyway like I do now so the common living area would pretty much be theirs to do whatever they wish.

More rantings tomorrow.

5:50am
Mood:  irritated
Well I do have much to write about what happened yesterday (friday). It was really a miracle. God really intervene in things. He helped me out of a sure-trouble when I didn't deserve it. I'll save it for later when I have a clear mind.

Its 5:51am now and I just saw some stuff written by some people that really pissed me off. Well to make it more precise.

1. I hate it when people do wrong and they just can't see that they are doing wrong.
2. I hate it even more when people do wrong but try to compromise the situation with shitty lame fucked up excuses like "but we're not hurting anybody"
as if like as long as it doesn't involve other people around them (to their awareness) so it makes it okay.
3. and I hate really hate most of all, people that do wrong, know that they are doing wrong, but continue doing it anyway.

I know a fellow christian who does this.
When I asked him why, he said "because I am being disobiedent"
And when I asked him why he was disobidient, he says there is no reason why, it was just because he is. Its like he just admits openly that he is doing wrong and doesn't care about it. He assumes that he can do whatever he wants and expects all his wrong doings to be forgotten just with a few words.

What is the use if a person says he is a christian, says he does all the christian stuff but personally he doesn't live it. What is the point of talking the talk but not walking the talk? Who are you trying to kid?

A tip to everyone out there, if a person tells you he/she is a christian. Don't assume they truly are until you witness their true behaviours. They may go to church, they may pray (at least when others are around) they may talk about being good and all but that might just be it nothing more.

What ultimately angers me is that I am in position to do anything about these people.

When Will It End?
Now Playing: Eufonius - Bokura no Jikan
so its 5:34am and I've finished my part of the documentation for my now 2-man project group.

I have done 3 documentations within the span of 2 days. Although it might seem to other people, an easy job as to just updating/modifying current documentations to submit, it is very very tedious.

My project mate is still working on the making sure the website functions properly as well as create the user manual on how to set up the whole system once it is handed over to the clients. I don't dare say to him that I'm going to go sleep now, because it would seem like I am abandoning him to complete stuff on his own. So I guess I shall sit up and wait for him till everything is finished.

I am at home and him at his. We're working and communicating via msn messenger.
We have to handover the the product and documentation to our clients at 12pm and a copy of those stuff to our subject convenor at 3pm.

After today, it will all be over!
All I can do then is wait and pray that I don't fail this subject

Donkey
Mood:  down
Now Playing: Joey Yung - Ngo Dik Kiu Ngou
Well where do I begin, today I was suppose to meet up with my project mate to complete a whole lot of documentations for submission on Friday. Now, we have to complete it sooner as well so we would be able to make corrections if need be as well as submit a copy to our clients and get them to acknowledge that they have received a copy from us, otherwise submitting the documentation and product to our subject convenor on Friday would be pointless.

I guess it was my fault. I was doing some quests with my friends in World of Warcraft and lost track of the time and I postponed it to like 4:30pm when it should have been 3:30pm. Then he goes and say he won't be able to make it through the rush hour and suggests to meet at night. So I went to sleep. Sure enough, he said he had to make it later. This isn't something new with him so I just gave up altogether and said we would meet tomorrow at the university at 10am in the morning. Hopefully he doesn't come late with excuses. YEAH RIGHT.

Oh dear God, please help us finish our documentations by end of tomorrow.

Okay enough of that. Now its time to rant again.

I'll be honest with you, I can tolerate alot of things, but there are small things which I just can't. Like seeing some people come online my msn messenger's list. Now you may be thinking "why doesn't he just delete them off his list?"

You know what? Maybe I should! In fact I will do it now.

Also I'm somewhat unsatisfied at times seeing people all happy with their lives. I guess there is still a part of me where I would like to see people miserable because thats what I am most of the time. Yes I am aware that it is wrong of me to be this way but hey, there are no good reasons for me to not be.

There will always be a time when I just am tired of being nice and patient. I would revert to my normal self where I do not care about anybody or anything, and people could just go die a horrible slow painful death for all I care. Being nice and patient is not easy. It takes alot of self control.

At the same time, a feeling of uneasiness is about me, I do not know if are evil intentions discouraging me, battering me down, trying to have me think that I would have to stay back another semester to retake some subjects. It makes it all the more difficult have confident that I wouldn't have to do so.

Also... the part where I have to move out really really soon and hoping that the place which I want to move into would be available. Which originates from many other more complications. Sigh... complications.

I try to deal with them step by step, but its all entangled. If I remove one, something else will come along or it would be dependent on me doing something else first and so on and so forth.

ARGH!

I Don't Know About Tomorrow (But I Know He Holds My Hand)
Mood:  not sure
I just got off the phone with my friend; Irwin.
I was talking to him about the plans of sharing an apartment. Well the situation is, come 24th of December, my current housemate Shawn, will be flying home for good, and I won't be able to afford rental for this place alone because its too costly seeing it is a 2 room apartment.

A couple of weeks ago, Irwin said that him and his girlfriend were looking for a new place soon with her friend and boyfriend. He offered me to share an apartment with them, and they were okay with it. You had no idea how happy and relieved I was when hearing that. Thank God.

So anyways yeah, their current choice of apartment was not too far off from my current one. Okay its further away, but I can always take a tram to uni (if I have to resit anymore subjects T-T), its one straight road away but that stretch of road is long. That apartment is nice and I'm totally sold. The only thing now to pray is that it is available to us, and that I can move in before 24th of December or the very latest before 13th of January. Also to hope that they don't change their mind about wanting to get another apartment somewhere else (meaning somewhere inconvenient for travelling to campus for me). I also need to confirm everything as soon as possible so I can make plans to shift all my furnitures and stuff over via hiring a shipping truck or something.
My uni-mate suggested www.bluecircle.com.au, it looks professional and stuff, I might just give it a go, seeing that I do not know of any other shipping businesses.

I feel excited with the thought of moving in with another friend. I have to admit, that I fear living alone in a foreign country. It is not that I am afraid of being alone in a house, it is the fact that I have nobody to communicate or interact with that would eventually drive me crazy, or make me do stupid things. Also I think it would be a more exciting friend to share a place with, not that I'm bad mouthing anybody (hush hush) but yeah I could have better comparisons, but I also have to say that I am fortunate and grateful for having the experience with my current housemate, for living with him has taught me so much and also given me much experience in these type of situations.

So yeah all I can do now is pray and hope that we do in fact get that place, and that the transition of stuff moving would be smooth and without problems, or damage.

Still working on presentation items for tomorrow.
The subject's presentation is called Multimedia Project 2. It is like the final boss in the final stage for my Bachelors course. I am currently waiting for my project mate to come over and contribute his share and finalize it for tomorrow.

After that, all I can do is enjoy myself until I get results (hopefully) indicating that I passed all my subjects this semester, so I can quickly proceed to applying for a "Last to Complete" exam for a subject I failed last semester, and pass that too.

Then and only then I can go home back to Damansara Utama, Petaling Jaya, Selangor, MALAYSIA!!! for good!
Otherwise... ugh, I would have to spend another semester here. Either way, I still managed to secure a living place for end of this year. I feel excited and worried at the same time, though I know God is looking after me, I just can't help feel anxious about the whole situation.

Okay got to get back to freaking out over tomorrow's presentation.

Peace out.

Daylight Savings (yesterday)
Yesterday started the day of Daylight Savings for Melbourne, where we adjusted our times to 1 hour ahead.
So now I am 3 hours apart from Malaysia, as oppose to only 2 hours.