I'm going to tell Nathan I just want to be friends for now. I think that that way I'd at least get to know him as a person, which I don't feel like I do right now. It's because he doesn't TALK. He just listens to me talk. I don't know if it's because he's nervous or if he really doesn't have an opinion on anything. That's kind of starting to bother me. So, yeah, we'll be friends for now, and if something happens in the future, great. I really wonder if I'm gay sometimes. Though, if Nathan had some piercings and tatoos, I'd probably be all up in his shit...haha.

I'm turning 21 in 2 days...rah rah rah. I'm going out to eat with Jess and Zach tomorrow. I'll probably do something with Melanie and Corey tonight after work (despite that I have to get up at 5:30 tomorrow morning to work). And Sunday night after work I'm going out with Ruth, Rose, Tammy, and Di...to Metropolis. This should be interesting. I'll probably go out to eat with my mom Sunday afternoon after church.

Well, I have to go finish cutting the grass. We need a new lawnmower so badly.

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