The "I love you" day! We were having a wonderful time, as usual...cuddling on his half deflated inflatable bed that he has until he buys a real one. And he gave me the letter...which I read and was crying while reading because it was the absolute most wonderful thing anyone has ever written me. I feel so unworthy of being loved so much. I'm crying right now just writing it. He loves me SO much. I can tell every time he looks at me...and every time he touches me. He just wants nothing more than to make me happy...I just don't know what I did to deserve this. My life was the worst it's ever been two months ago. I almost killed myself...and now I'm so happy that I could die. I feel like I could explode when I'm with him...I'm just...I'm crying so hard. I can't even picture anything ever getting better. Tonight I am spending the night with him, and it's going to be so amazing to wake up next to him tomorrow. I hope we get some sleep because I have an 8-hour work shift tomorrow, but even if we don't, my adrenaline will keep me fueled at work. The letter is the most amazing thing I've ever received. I've wanted to tell him I love him so much the past two weeks...and I finally got to say it today after I read the words...and then once I said it back, we said it a few more times. It's just awesome to be able to show someone how I feel without having to worry about being hurt. Sigh. I'm so happy. Thank you God for finally answering my prayers!