Madness Inside
Madness is swirling
Mind twirling
Reality warped
Thoughts of all sort
Burning like hell fire
With vengeful desire
Feelings of rage
No longer caged
Feeling no concern
My anger continues to burn
Inside I feel lost
No place to call home
So I shall roam
Forever lost inside
With this madness I hide
Evil Life
My evil life I have lead
Looking at those who are dead
Innocent children will never return
They know fire will burn
Hastely reactions causes us to moain
The day will come and evil will
Be scoarned
Fake
When I waz lost you came to me
And filled my head with hope
You wrapped your arms around my neck
And held me untill I woke
But your selfish pride decieved you
Disquising your true demise
Now your arms are scarred
With the burning of your lies
Your plastic smile is cracking
Upon the love you thought to grasp
You slip away unseen
Another chapter in my past
Forgiveness
Souless with caring
Words without meaning
Pain unforgiveable
Never to hurt again
All those hearts I have broken
Please forgive me
Souless without caring
Words with meaning
Pain I have inflicked
Always to be in pain
My heart wishes no hurt
Please forgive me
Blood and tears
is what I have caused
Sweet souls
I have damaged
Mine without feeling
Please forgive me
Hate
I want to kill
I want to be killed
I see the sins
I eat the blackness
I become whole with
The evil of your soul
I live for the pain
That I cause to you
I love the sour taste
Of each tear you shed
The more you fear
The more I love
I bite into the heart
That pumps with evil
The shadow of my soul
Becomes more and more
With all the pain I hold
My Fear
Not to cry,Not to fear
But to only stay strong
You say the word love
Like it was nothing
But what you call love
Is what I call my worst
Fear
Why Do I Cry
I dont know why
but I had to cry
the pain inside of me
would not die
I felt the pain
of the sharp knife
as if you stabbed
me over and over
I couldnt tell
if you fucking cared
As the drops of blood
let up steam in the
cold night air
and flowed on the
dark wet ground
with the moon lighting
the midnight sky
I cry sometimes
when I look into the sky
to ask why am I here
is it a bad joke
Sometimes I wish
I would choke
Embrace
You feel the urges embrace
As it surges though your soul
Making your heart race
Almost making you whole
You move at a slower pace
Lookin for that cold hole
Where you will find a warm
Embrace
Dull
My life is as dull
As the knife
You used to stab
At my pumping heart
Feeling the flesh rip
As you plunge it
Into my chest
I can finally feel
My soul at rest
Heart of Darkness
Inside I feel
Temptation to kill
Anger burning
Madness yearning
Grasping my mind
Making me blind
Emotions running like a race
Faster the pace
Like an explosion of blood
Becoming a great flood
A twisted nightmare
That no one dare
Be a witness
To my sickness
The voices screaming
Am I dreaming
