Missing You

Looking through the pictures
of our time together
I thought that this
would last forever

Saying goodbye
seemed easy at first
but everyday
this feeling gets worse

Sitting here
sad and blue
nothing to do
but miss you

I would call
but you're probably sleeping
who am I to wake
you when you're dreaming?

Wishing that things
were like before
when you were here
I had so much more

Reaching out to hold you
and grasping air
Sadly I realize
You're not there

Being with friends
Playing pretend
When I wish
I was with you instead

What caused things
to go wrong?
in a love
I felt was strong

I love you
You don't love me
This is how
It has to be

I lost you for good
I let you go
and this is what
you'll never know

I miss and love you
my words are true
I wish I hadn't
done this to you

From this day on
I swear it so
If I find love again
I'll not let it go

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*I wrote this because I'm missing someone really important in my life. I miss him a lot and I wish I could just call and make things better, but I've lost him for good and that's my fault...

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