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1931 Part IV  “C” - Spring and Summer

 

The next items are quite clear in my memory, but the timing within the seasons are definitely out of focus.  Much of the time in our tour through the past, chronology has been the real sticker.  If, perchance, it is discovered that certain details seem irrational or they begin to crowd other features into the wrong context, then it’s time to use the brakes!

Sometime before summer vacation began, Clyde, my step cousin came home from school one afternoon with me.  It seems like Dad had requested that I bring him along.  Dad was asking Clyde to come stay with us that summer and be the “hired man”.  In addition to three “square” meals every day Dad was offering to pay him a little bit, seems like it was ten dollars a month; it couldn’t have exceeded fifteen!  And was Clyde ever enthusiastic!  I even liked the idea; it must have been contagious.  Clyde is a little older; at present (1998) he is 80 or 81 to my 78.  He had a heart attack in 1997 and last holiday season when I heard from him he was using a “pacer”.  He stayed with us the remainder of that year, and way over into 1932 when he was reluctant to return home.  Clyde was a good worker; I can still see the sweat on his face as he sat next to those Jerseys and Guernseys at milking time.  And in the long years between then and now he has done well.  I am eager to hear from him again this coming Christmas. (‘98).

It must have been on a weekend and probably sometime in May that we were back with Forest and Ruby Kennedy.  The event was confined to the sunlight hours of a single day.  I would guess that it was Sunday, but my sister, Margie, also remembers the day; she says it was Saturday, and who am I to argue?  Planning for this trip into the hills south of Tomah had no doubt fired our imaginations and stirred up much anticipation.  As indicated before, Ruby had grown up in the Kickapoo country, and her family, the Hartley’s, still lived down there.  Like most folks she would often speak of her kindred and of the “old home”.  She didn’t get back there very often.  This trip may have been something of a consolation gesture, considering the loss of their baby during the preceding winter.  Then again, it could have been in anticipation of a trip in the near future when we would be out of the state for a few days.  We will perhaps come to that in the next event of 1931 when Forest and Ruby would stay on our farm and assist in the routine associated with dairy cattle.  Then, too, our father was proud of his car, to say the least.  He was positively inclined to “show off”, and any act of goodwill toward our neighbors could easily support his “ego”.

We must have been well loaded as we headed south that morning.  Those sedans of the late ‘twenties were cramped compared to what would become “wider on the inside” in the late forties and early fifties.  Two adults in the front seat with a skinny kid wedged between was about the limit.  The rear seat was only slightly more spacious, but folks back then could adapt to such things.  On our trip that day there were two adult men, two adult women and two kids grade school age.  Glennie would no doubt be along.  Help me out on that, Margie!  Bill, our baby brother, would complete the list.


I don’t remember the conversation at all.  I was completely absorbed with the winding roads, the nearby hills, the creeks and the farmyards we passed.  There were several places where the barns had burned, made obvious by the brick or tile silos which remained, something like monuments.  There was a design among the masonry type of upright silos, in those days which was really neat.  By arranging the color of brighter blocks among the more drab the builders worked in an appearance which resembled a huge chain clamped about the upper courses.  The country was pretty in the spring.  There were forested hills with fields and meadows in the valleys, some narrow and some more expansive.  Many of the pastures and clearings extended right up the more gentle slopes and on over the hilltops.  This was stimulating compared to the flat lowlands around home.

Somewhere south of Tomah we crossed “the divide” where the watershed drained southward by way of the Kickapoo.  We followed this river for miles and it seemed like hours.  Much of the time we traveled no more than thirty to thirty-five miles an hour.  On straight, level roads back then Dad seldom exceeded “forty”.  The road was winding as it followed the crooked watercourse, and there seemed to be a major bridge every few miles.  Overhead steel trusses predominated.

At Lafarge we bore off east from the river toward the object of our journey.  Ruby now knew the country well and we counted on her for directions.  We entered the hamlet of West Lima, hardly more than a general store of sorts.  This was a stark frame building looking very tall with its second story (as I remember) and presently we were there!

I remember the conversation emanating from a young child in that old house.  He was still close to the toddler stage, but he could talk!  Like most young children, the little guy was out to capture his share of attention.  He was going from person to person among these newcomers, and the news he was anxious to share concerned “Little Muggie.”  Apparently there had been another young child who had now “joined the angels.”  Or perhaps a case of mental problems or other debilitation.  This humble home was pretty much the same poverty level as was the Kennedy’s.  Children didn’t have much of a base as a springboard toward life, and yet they were willing to accept things as they found them.  This young one, like many of his kind, could put so much of expression into his young vocabulary.  An older person could just see the feelings and emotions in those young eyes.  The tragedy of circumstances “beyond their control” could really strike home.  In a few short minutes each of us had been informed, “they took little Muggie!”

I was absolutely absorbed in the wonder of all those hills.  I could not take in enough of their grandeur to satisfy my yearnings.  The more I could see of them and their secrets, the more I wanted.  I was soon exploring around outside the old house where the Hartley’s lived.  There opened away in an off direction from the building a most inviting glen, or ravine, which led downward through the woodlands; and I was soon following a small brook where the clear water flowed around numerous bends and curves and along the straight-aways.  I followed it on and on as it wound in and around among the trees and between the rather steep walls where the hills reached back towards the sky.  At length I came to a cross fence where I decided to retrace my course.


At such times I never recall having a “lost” feeling as I wandered alone through natural wilderness.  As a rule of thumb there would be but two directions: up and down.  I would become at one with nature, and there would be an overpowering “feeling” that I trod where I was designed to be.  Come to think of it, I never in my lifetime have learned to adjust and feel at ease when “lost” in the crowds and throngs of humanity.  Back at the house I may have been away for up to an hour, and that time had been solid enjoyment!

I was back in the presence of assembled relatives and friends.  They acted a bit startled at my return; but when they began enquiring as to where I had been I didn’t think any of them had really missed me at all that much.  Anyhow, when they got it out of me as to where I had been, right away the older folks who lived there (or was it Ruby?) began telling wild tales of blacksnakes which lived down there, where I had just been.  Those reptiles were in those woods for only one reason: to dominate the natural scene and to threaten and persecute people who dared invade that territory, especially boys!  Why those cursed things actually lay in ambush in the tree branches overhead, and they had a vicious habit of dropping “right out of the sky” upon their unsuspecting victims; and of course, these vermin were the most poisonous of all, even worse than rattlesnakes or scorpions!  It mattered not that I was right at the point of leaving childhood.  But after all, I was growing up, and becoming calloused and more or less skeptical of these “authoritative” descriptions.  I had been exposed to these “scare” tactics for at least a decade, or, in other words, for my entire lifetime.  I was beginning to understand that people in general derive a morbid satisfaction from throwing a scare into their kindred human beings and then laughing loudly at the reactions.  Or is it sadistic?  I have never bothered to learn the definitive difference.

As we wound our way back toward home everyone seemed contented; it had been a grand trip, one to be remembered.  Nowadays we “breeze” north on I-5 from Salem, Oregon, to do some errand in Portland and we are back home in a forenoon; but in 1931, especially in the hills south of Tomah, fifty miles there and back was more in proportion to a modern drive to Port Angeles, Washington, or say to Walla Walla in the same state.

There is somewhat of a postscript which I am happy to attach.  When Dad brought home the car that spring there was also a special present for our mother.  As things developed, this new pair of shoes, purchased in Madison, did not fit correctly.  Mom just could not wear them, period!  But there was a solution: our mother passed the new shoes on to her neighbor, none other than Ruby Kennedy.  Ruby was delighted!  Best of all”, she exclaimed, “I didn’t even have to pay for them!”  This bit of the past was supplied by guess who!  My sister Margie, sure enough!  Another favorite expression of Ruby’s was “Every little bit helps!”  Abraham Lincoln once said, “God loves poor people; that’s why he made so many of them.”


I used to spend hours of leisure time gazing at those distant hills to the south and to the west of our place.  There were only a few times when I was introduced to their secrets and treasures.  Somewhere not far south of Tomah was a legendary road over “Humbolt Hill”, but I have no memories of ever having traveled that way.  At the end of summer, 1935, there would be a fulfillment of sorts.  This, of course, was still in the distant future from 1931.  By now you should have detected, I’ve had a lifetime infatuation with “Trains, Tracks and Travel”. (mostly at a distance).  On a late summer day in 1935 Dad put me aboard the brand new “Hiawatha”, and I rode on that streamliner all the way from New Lisbon, Wisconsin, into St. Paul, Minnesota.  Wherever track would permit that train would cruise at just over 100 miles an hour.  Otherwise her schedule demanded speeds of, or in, the high eighties and above ninety miles an hour whenever possible.  Stream locomotives were often given feminine names or referred to with female pronouns; and yes, the “Hiawatha” was drawn by a bonafide steam engine!  Just a short distance west of Tomah, maybe five miles, the track penetrated the ridge of bluffs through a dark, dark tunnel.  This was the highest elevation on the Milwaukee Road (often called the “St. Paul”) between Chicago and the Rocky Mountains far to the west in Montana.  At least, that’s what I had heard my dad say!

This is, or was supposed to be, the story of Grandpa Johnson.  So far in this section there seems to be no mention of him whatever.  It was Grandpa’s last summer.  If we had only known?  That question carries too many implications; but we had no foreknowledge and there were no premonitions.  However, had we known, I’m sure we would have treasured those last months of his life.

1931 was a busy summer.  There was the usual tilling, planting, cultivating and harvesting.  Over at Grandpa’s place there was the added activity of rebuilding.  I know we were over there at times, but the memories did not last.  There was so much at home that would be high priority in our attention.

There was now a good car, and that spawned numerous trips to various places.  Previously such excursions had been few and far between.  It’s safe to say, we made more casual trips to Madison than we had accumulated during the previous four years.  There was the day trip into the Kickapoo country and we would go clear across Minnesota and way out into South Dakota.

On an occasion several neighbors had gathered at Grandpa’s farmstead.  This could have occurred during that last season.  Whether it was a birthday or some other event, I am no longer certain.  Some of the Kennedy’s were there and some of the Fuzee’s had come.  Others had also stopped by.  Maybe it had to do with the building project.  I remember because it left a lasting impression.  Wes and Marthee Kennedy had brought their youngest son along.  Age wise Kenneth was close to me and to Chester.  He may have been a little older, it would be hard to say.

Kenneth Kennedy was an idiot boy.  His mental age had never developed beyond that of a normal three, or four year old.  At the table he often used gestures rather than verbal communication.  He would make a few quick jabs with his finger toward the beans or potatoes, and simultaneously that same finger would reciprocate with the same quick jabs at his open mouth.  He would be more than eager to begin eating.  Along with the gestures there would be a vocal accompaniment somewhat in resemblance to the distant wail of a yodeling coyote.  Otherwise the boy talked incessantly; well, he would try; but as he would go, salivating, spitting and sputtering on his way, it took all kinds of imagination and guesswork to deduct any meaning from his lingo.


In that locality and in those times “exceptional” people of his category were often kept at home.  There were several besides Kenneth among our acquaintances.  While the others may not have had problems identical to the Kennedy boy, they were all handicapped in various degrees with their individual difficulties.  There was Vesta Jones and there was Della Cady; there was Ervie Edwards and there was Bill Bauman.  Along with these extreme cases there were a number of “border line”: individuals, some of whom were in grade school with the rest of us youngsters.  Marthee”, the boy’s mother was definitely what we, nowadays, describe as a positive thinker.  She maintained high hopes that Kenneth would “grow out of it”, talk about a mother’s love!  She had sometimes chided us boys, “You stop picking on Kenneth”!

But boys will be boys, and Chet and I were among the chief offenders!  Chester Fuzee was “Chet’s” full name.  I thought , as a school boy, that Erna, Chet’s sister, was absolutely the prettiest little girl that ever existed.  She was my age, and as I was a withdrawn and bashful kid, I don’t think she ever “caught on”.  And, of course, with passing time my own ideas were subject to change.  However Chet saw in his sister something a bit different.  He would tease, and badger and quarrel with her until the kid would become desperate.  In self-defense she would appeal to their mother, “MA make Chester behave!”

Chet and I often singled out Kenneth in our idle, undisciplined moments.  We both understood; that was out of order.  But if we could go unobserved, it could make a difference!  We would not be doing anything bad, and we could still have fun!  It was the easiest thing in the world to frighten him, and we thought it hilariously funny to scare the boy.  That required no effort at all.  Sometimes we would ambush him, maybe we would display an open jackknife.  The poor thing would howl with fear; he could make the most unearthly sounds!

On this particular summer day at Grandpa’s, Chet and I had Kenneth all to ourselves, fairly isolated behind that old farm house.  At least that’s what we assumed.  But Grandpa had gotten wind of what was up, and this time it was he who had ambushed us!  We were caught, “cold turkey” in our harassments.  He (Grandpa) did confront us, but he made no “big deal” of the thing.  And he had our “eye contact.”  He uttered just three words, well emphasized, “Lee-if him Alone”.  Whether or not, I have long forgotten if these were the last words I ever heard from; but I am positive that the message hit the target, and it’s been retained to this day.  There was something of eternal value in that rather small package.  Grandpa obviously had a concept of the meaning of decency.

1998 is on the Wane.  Less than two months remain and the holiday season will have become history.  (For this year).  We will have entered the final year of the twentieth century.  We will also be completing the final of 2000 years, AD.  I want to back up, say to the 1860's.  I agree, this is impossible.  I never saw light until 1920; but for the moment I freely admit, I am fantasizing!  I pretend to be in the cab of an old coal-burning locomotive, similar to what Casey Jones died on in 1900.  If I can get this old “Armstrong Johnson bar” moved over onto the “reverse” position, I know we can make it.  There, we’re on our way.  OK, I’ll snap out of it!


We are back in those horrible Civil War days.  Remember, Grandpa Johnson was born about that time.  As near as we can tell it was December, 1859 (based on Jan’s research) We hear the GI’s of that now distant time.  “We’re tenting tonight on the old campground”, they are singing! - - -   “We’re tired of war and we wish ‘twould cease. - - - Many are the hearts that are looking to the right, to see the dawn of peace.”  If it were humanly possible for me, I would give full credit to every American soldier who died back then, either “Blue” or “Gray”.  They did it in good faith.  And I would desire as much for all American soldiers who have since given the best of their lives for their country.  (This happens to be November 11, 1998) It is so many years following Gettysburg; The Battle Hymn of the Republic survives: “As He (Christ) died to make men holy, let us die to make them free.”  This idea, us making men free is virtually impossible.  Eventually we must be brought to the living reality.  True freedom can come to us only from the Supreme God who created us.  He tells us that!  And it’s no simple matter for the Holy Spirit to penetrate our calloused hides and our thick skulls with that idea!  We want so desperately to “do the job” using only our meager human resources.

I will share one more memory surrounding Chet and Erna, his sister.  As with my step cousin, Clyde, I also saw a great deal of Chester while we were boys.  Often as not he would stop at our place on his way home from school.  Sometimes he would even assist me with my evening chores.  I would certainly approve of that!  He was fascinated by a pile of discarded car parts Dad had stashed behind the barn.  He would spend hours arranging and fastening some old Model T carburetors into different shapes and combinations.  Really, he was quite creative.  And there was something else at our place which appealed to the boy.  He told me one time, “You sure are lucky, your mom is such a good cook”!  Funny thing, I had also heard the very same line from other boys at school.  School kids often traded various items from their lunch pails.  Any time he showed up, Chet knew there would be a treat from my mother, like a cookie, or a homemade “fried cake”.  You wouldn’t believe the poverty some of those rural families endured, and Fuzee’s were no exception.  Somehow, being with Chet made me feel so very well off!  I remember remarks from other neighbors about what a thin little girl Erna was.

The nucleus of this part of the story is that if Chet had a sister, I also had one!  If Chet and I happened to be together, those two girls would also be amusing themselves, probably not too far away.  There are memories of long winter evenings when the four of us would be together.  Their old house was another of the “tar paper specials”, but inside there was an old organ, the kind you “pumped” with foot pedals.  Chet was a real “Whiz” at music.  “By ear” he could get melodies out of almost any instrument, and nearly everyone enjoyed listening.  It was what you might call a natural talent, or endowment.


Chet would get seated at the keyboard; call it the console if you prefer, that could be a bit more impressive, or sophisticated.  One of the pedals had become disconnected, but by working the other at top speed, he could more than make up the difference.  The two grade school girls and I would be standing about Chet and all four of us would be singing.  “With all the stops out” we could at times become quite dynamic! Some one wrote, “singing is as much an act of worship as is prayer”!  Try it; that can be very true.  I’m not saying that gospel hymns were all we ever sang, but “Jesus Loves Me, This I Know” was a favorite.  We did pretty well for a quartet of “just kids”.  And I am also saying, this was truly a case of integration, or was it ecumenical?  Fuzzes claimed to be Catholic, and Joe and Margie Carr were from the Adventist side of the fence.  We decline to ask whether we were being Charismatic, that would extend beyond my ability of comprehension.  What we knew: we were experiencing one of the finest forms of recreation, and we were enjoying it.  Enough said!

1998 - Just last Monday, I held in my hand a real source of enjoyment.  The calendar indicated 11-09-98.  It was a paper which a high school boy had submitted.  November 9 is also my brother’s birthday and this week he turned 68.  Bill has been mentioned in my attempts as historian of 1931.  By any concept, or from whatever viewpoint, it’s miraculous; Bill is still with us!  I am grateful for that.  His health has been “shot” ever since he returned from Korea in the early fifties.  As to the assignment just referred to, it is obvious the teenager had put his very best efforts into his work, and his teacher had recognized the paper as a worthy piece.  At the end of the story the instructor had noted “in red” that it was a strong conclusion, apparently a quality sought after these days among teachers and such.  My mind immediately reverted to 1955 and my final pursuits in formal education.  Our textbooks and our instructors were adamant on one point: when writing or telling a story, you do not “moralize”!  Don’t get me wrong, I had no idea of becoming a writer, neither journalist nor author.  Now I am “struck” by a new nagging question. What’s the difference?  If it’s desirable to form a strong conclusion, then what’s wrong with attaching a “moral”?

A former teacher used to tell us “when approaching an assignment or a problem, don’t bite off more than you can chew”!  That’s good advice.  When confronted with, say, a steam locomotive, you had best focus attention upon its “cowcatcher” or the ladder into its cab.  There I go again; do you call it obsession?

I have tried to remember Joe Johnson in relation to the last year of his life.  That can be only a portion of what he said and did in those 365 days.  In the process I’m sure I am now just a little better acquainted with him than I was back then.  There are still other anecdotes from preceding years.  These are as clear today as are my memories of his intervention on behalf of the idiot boy.  If there is any interest at all, I am ready to oblige in that direction; but I warn you, it’s going to “take time”!  There is no way I could resume my efforts within the present year.

 

- End of Part C -

 

 

 

Also the end of “1931" and its four parts. 

Including ramifications and subdivisions

 

Joseph M. Carr

November 12. 1998

Salem, Oregon

 

 

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