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The Poetry Of...
John Sweet............................................................
tidal
this idea of
believing in countries
this idea of believing
of my hands cut off in
the name of god
of my teeth kicked in
by the soldiers of christ
women fucked
in anonymous motel rooms
by anonymous men and all of
the money that can be
made from it
my house nothing more than
a cage
at two in the morning
my father dead and
my wife's father dead and
this vast space between us
my bare feet silent
from room to room
my children asleep
their games and their toys
scattered everywhere
and the pain of knowing
that they will grow up
only to lose faith in me
that they will see my words
for the pale lies they
really are
and what choice
do i have
but to love them?
outside the palace
of innocent flesh
or this baby left crying in the filthy snow
or sylvia found dead on her kitchen floor
an infected blanket for every indian
if that's what it takes
their corpses thrown into shallow pits
then burned
then the blackened bones left for the dogs
the churches built next to bars
the rivers of blood that pour out of
the factory doors
and what if there are no easy choices?
what if money is god and
god is addiction?
you start smoking at twelve
or you rape a girl at sixteen
you believe in the bible
that you buy at walmart
and nothing is promised and so
no promises are broken
and then a stranger approaches you
on the street
says that the man with the most money
is the one who will be king
and you can either bow down willingly
or you can be forced to your knees
you can either drive your bootheel
through the baby's skull
or you can die trying to protect it
don't ever believe
that winning doesn't matter
no great evil
saw you kneeling on your father's bones
heard you breaking like waves
listened in the cold white light of october
and the air tasted like plastic and
there were no more jobs
there was the dying man in
his house of dust and pain and there
were his children
there were blinds pulled in every room and
when i found you again
you were naked
when we touched
the poison was washed away
what i remember is
waiting for the moment to end
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