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a haircut grown out
from last May...
he knows all the song
i don't know the words to.
i never know if he understands.
i cannot tell you
anything about him
but...
brilliant curls
chameleon
face-could tell you anything
leaves me blank-so curious
i guess i'll just never understand
laughter
rumbles from the depth of heart-
i think i'll never have nor mearly embrace.
nervous movement.
soft.
scent stationary.
tender stomach.
revealing eyes.
my pinnicle of
desire-bare with honesty
undressed
lies unsteady
under his skin
coursing blends of
beauty
spontinaety
and a touch
that leaves my fingertips burning...
you make me crave seeds of genuine truth
from your creation,
from my impact...
i know what i've come out of
where i've come from, where should i go?
it may be here
close to where i've been before
but
i've surely never loved
quite as
brutally.
~Brandi Ledesma

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We each find something
we like to commit to.
Keep with us always.
Stagger with or without
comparison.
We may
unleash ourselves...
Draw back forever.
My commitment
is unjust...tainted.
Suddenly nonexistant
Turned back...
Ran away.
So now I'm left
stranded
in the desert
with no shoes on my feet
The faster I run
The less it will hurt.
~BL

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he's sleeping.
such a natural being.
reginerated
like from childhood
or even birth
just
beautiful.
maybe he's the reason
why i'm up after only
5 hours of sleep.
to watch him so gently.
he twitches.
how i want to be
such a part of him.
his skin looks like cream.
that x is still on his hand
from 3 nights ago.
i feel the urge to go and
stretch beside him.
no one
sleeps
quite
as beautiful
as you.
~BL
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