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The way I felt for you, never again in that way.
I look you in the eyes, and I don't know what to say.
And though the color may shine through your eyes so beautifully,
You were never there to comfort me.
I thought we were supposed to use our path in life
to try and find someone with a path that's alike.
I'd sacrifice anything, for someone to have and to hold.
I always cherished you, you're love was my gold.
I would think about you all day long.
Never letting go, always holding on.
When we were together I was so happy I could die.
I sit here now only wanting to cry.
I thought that we'd be as happy as can be.
Feeling like God put an angel on earth just for me.
You used to make me so happy ... relentlessly.
And you're now treating me worse than you have ever treated me.
Running between my classes just to be by your side.
I'll never do that again because it hurts so much inside.
How do I forget you? I hate the emptiness you've left.
I was there more than you ever knew, I wish we never met.
You used to be the girl who was nothing but a dream.
All that's left is a silhouette in my mind.
A painful memory that
screams.
You were too cold, too distant, too naive to understand.
Too selfish, out of reach, and unwilling to lend a hand.
I selflessly did everything I could.
I have every right to hate you, and maybe I should.
You said it had to work itself out, for things to be right.
You never loved me, you wouldn't even stay to fight.
I gave you so much of my blind trust.
You threw it away, and so I'll do what I must.
And that's to hate you, but I don't.
I never lied. Stop caring...I won't.
Nevertheless...you left me here all alone not knowing what to do.
I don't deserve that...fuck you.
-Jordan Lee
