Limbo

Crying in silence so the others don't hear
I can't stop this shaking, mind aching
The pain sifts slowly through my body
bringing back all those memories
and the damage done .. long ago
haunts me forever, remains with me
in the form of scars, visible and not
inside and out
sometimes it seems to be getting harder, not easier
to carry the burden of my self
through this limbo land known as life
yet, what is the alternative?
there is none, so i must continue on
shoulder the load and walk
bent over by the weight, wearied by the distance
with only love to keep me moving forward
that is a good thing, right?