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August 22, 2010
last night a storm blew in,
these wonderful Thunder beings
walking across the land,
big wind, lovely song..
so I brought in my plant
and when I awoke I had the distinct impression that in
her sleep she had vibrated out of her body and was
standing close to my head, which was at the other end..
and it felt as though she was watching me slumber..
Well then I went back to bed and
dreamed a dream in which in the midst of the dream I
went back to bed and dreamed a dream within the dream..
In this dream there was a man who seemed to always act
as my escort, where ever I went he was there. He was
very tall, at least 18 " taller than I and I remember
feelings of being held gentle inside his embrace, and
the feeling that when I spoke my words in soft whispers
to him he cherished the ground I walked upon, and then
again the soft feel of being held by him as every where
I went he was there..
I was out tending to the garden,
looking around at my creation when I realized that when
I looked up to the second story balcony of our place the
plants had grown so thick that they had formed a
beautiful canopy that made the deck very private, so I
ran upstairs to see if it was as private on the inside
as it appeared on the outside.. and thought I saw
orchids growing on the deck..
About that time my grand daughter
came along and was saying something about wanting
something to eat, so told her that I would travel with
her in search of food..
at this point I realized I was
bare breasted, tried to grab a pink shirt, but instead
the shirt was plaid and would only button enough for me
to go in search of food, so I button 3 buttons and told
my companion the very tall indigenous long haired dark
skinned man that we were going in search of food. The
moment I stepped close to him, his arm automatically
came around me to hold me in a gentle embrace, and I
don't think he understood the effect his holding me this
was having on me because I totally wanted to flirt with
him, but he just held me and listened to my whispers
like he was holding something sacred..
I awoke with my grand daughter and
I traveling in search of food..
and it was a short time later
that I realized that I was inside the plant and she was
dreaming me... I believe that i was seeing her world
through her eyes, and the talk dark skinned man was a
tree that held her in his embrace as she grew...
and I believe the reason I put the
plaid shirt on to go in search of food was because she
searched for food with her root...
It
was totally awesome... and I am so honored that she
dreamed me, and I dreamed her..... I learned about
her..... I am so touched, because I have been talking to
her and photographing her in her splendor for 3 years.
I also think she was telling me that in her roots she
looks for food where the mushrooms grow because the
pizza we were looking for had mushrooms on it.
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In a
dream I found myself in place that was ancient,
more
ancient than this world we know.
It was a
mansion with many rooms and I was only in one of the rooms. In the
center of this room was a large circular table. I had been placed on
top of the table.
Even
though I knew I was in my 30’s, the ones standing in front of me were so
ancient I felt like a little child sitting there, crossed legged, in the
middle of that table listening to them talk amongst themselves about my
progress and what should happen next in order that the vibration of love
would begin to emerge within me.
I saw
through time how I was first a thought in their minds and that I had
been created especially to vibrate a certain color of pink within the
rainbow spectrum. I saw how everything that had ever happened to me was
all leading to the moment when from my spirit would emerge the pink ray
of love, and how this ray of love would grow in its fullness. .
I
listened to them talk for a while and then one, a male, in a long
flowing robe stepped towards me.
Just
like a movie that plays in the theater, he held in his hand a living
picture of the life I had already lived, the trials I had already been
through and the progression of my growth.
Then he
began to show me what was about to take place. “And this is what is
going to happen to you next. We believe this is what is needed in order
for you to undergo the transformation that will bring about the
emergence of the ray of love that we created you to emanate.”
There
was almost a fear in his voice and his face was so grave that I could
tell they were saying this was not going to be an easy road and they
were acting like they were not even certain I would survive it. I knew
he was saying that this road would be far worse than anything I had ever
experienced. The pictures he was showing me were dark and shadowy and
they were filled with terror and I was running away in fear for my
life.
In the
dream, it didn't matter what was going to happen to me next. I knew the
special connection I had with them. I knew that when I prayed they
would send visions and dreams to show me that they had heard my prayer.
I knew they heard me when I cried. I knew that when the darkness around
me got too intense and I began to cry, they always sent a guide to point
me back to the light.
The only
thing that mattered was their ultimate goal, that I should be a
reflection of Love's light.
When he
asked me if I accepted this challenge, I said yes.
