9/30/00

Visuals: The dancing reflections of humanity amidst the night

Soundtrack:I'll Be, Lunatic is On The Grass

Time: 11:30 pm

Sorry, my words are still hiding away from the darkness, her light pulls me from it, gives me something to hang onto and something to strive, live for, and fill my life with. Love conquered, passion fulfilled, now to just fill in "what I want to be when I grow up". The other night, our souls touched again, our bodies came together, as we made love, we talked, we laughed, we cried, we held each other, and as usual, she was there for me. Our love is stronger than ever, as fate draws us closer to each other, mentally, spiritually and physically. She is the stability amidst the madness, the guiding beacon that forever shows my future, and keeps my heart safe and warm, a debt I shall return with my lifetime of love.Th

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

Chorus:
I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said

(Lyrics by Edwyn McCain, 1999©)

I love you my Katarina, every sunrise, your beauty warms my heart, through the days, your hands reach inside and keep my soul safe and loved, and through the darkness of the night, your passion, desire and gentleness take away the pain, show me that goodness and love exist in the world, and as our spirits cross into dreamland, on Morpheus's arms, the eternal cycle begins again, growing deeper and stronger with each passing day. A journey, into discovery, into love, into forever.