It has been a while since I was able to get an entry posted. Daniel was out of work for several months and we lost phone and internet, and sometimes even electricity. I don't know if anyone is even still reading any of this, I hope so, I noticed that many people have left messages of help and encouragement in the message board. I appreciate that, a lot.

It doesn't seem so cold this winter. We are living downstairs in the office rooms and have a better kerosene heater than befor so it isn't nearly as bad as in years past.
I had a miscarrage a couple months after the last post to this site, that did a lot of damage to me. There are others out there that will understand what I mean I'm sure. It's a strange kind of grief. A grief of potential, of what might have been...