| Uncertainty. That's what my life is based on right
now. Am I living how I'm really want to be? What am I gonna make of my
life? Am I doing the right thing? What does the future hold?
Now to answer my own quandry. Someone once said "Have no fears of what
the future holds, for God holds the future." Going along with my beliefs,
I'd probably say "Have no fears of what the future holds, for you hold
the future." The world is at your command. I mean, if you're truly not
happy with something, you can change it. The quote I use most is this one
from Quantum Leap... "You will only do this as long as you want to…What's
the catch? The catch is that you have to accept that you control your own
destiny." And maybe I should take my advice for once. I'll only live like
I am as long as I truly want to. I DO control my own destiny. And right
now, I think I'm actually happy with most parts of my life. I'm still feeling
overwhelmed, and it's hard for me to talk about it, and I don't know why.
For the first time in my life, I can't put something into words.
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Image of the Day
Going along with my feelings as of late, here's my latest piece of art
from the Computer Sign-Up desk at work. What's really gonna get you is
the meaning behind it. I'll put it in the rambles sometime. |
Quiz of the Day - Emode's
Inkblot Test
If you take it, let me know what you get in the
guestbook, via AIM, or by e-mail!
I took this test, and my results are as follows:
Ross, your unconscious mind is driven
most by: Curiosity
This means you are full
of questions about life, people, and the potential of your future.
You spend more time than others envisioning the possibilities
of your life - things that others are too afraid to consider.
Your curiosity burns with an almost physical need
to know and do more. It's only through new experiences that you feel a
greater understanding of yourself or the world - which ultimately is the
greatest way for you to feel satisfied.
It is possible that the underlying reason for
your drive towards curiosity is a deeply rooted
fear of boredom. That means that you are probably
more susceptible than others to feel like you're falling
into a rut when life slows down into a comfortable routine.
You need to make sure you have stimulation
in your life - that makes you feel like you're
innovating or being exposed to the ideas and experiences that truly
inspire you.
With such a strong orientation towards curiosity,
you're also prone to a rebellious quality that shows up when you feel you
are just going through the motions, and are unable to really influence
the world around you. But interestingly enough, your drive towards novel
experiences also indicates an openness others don't
have, but wish they did.
Unconsciously, your curiosity presses you to learn
more, experience more, and get the most out of life.
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