Well, big news in the life of Ross. Not good news,
but big news. After quite some time being with Betsy, we've decided to
call it quits. I think she's an awesome girl... but we are quite different
when it comes to lots of things, and like I've said, opposites attract,
but that doesn't mean they're right for each other. I did have many great
times with her, and they are times I'll never forget... but maybe, just
maybe, things will be better this way. I feel like her heart is aiming
at someone else, and if that's where it's taking her, then so be it. The
worst thing a person can do is not follow their heart, you know? And letting
go is a hard thing for me to do. I mean, no one wants to admit that the
life he's been living or the path he's been on is the wrong one. And I
don't think I'll ever totally get her out of my heart, no matter what comes
in the rest of my years. But this time, it doesn't feel like one of those
"break up and get back together" kinds of things. Whatever it is,
I'll miss what we had... But I'm sure that we'll still talk and stuff.
I guess all I can do is hope everything turns out okay for both of us in
the end.
One day until Christmas.
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Image of the Day
"Goodbye Moon" by Robert Stephens. |
Poem of the Day - "In Emptiness" by TJ
Holland via the loveblender
I will say nothing and in that emptiness
all will be revealed. Such a secret, that it would be
kept by unwilling lips. To speak amid the noise
of my mind...all words rushing to escape. Held
back by the darkest eyes. I'll not pretend a
glance
or smile would send the warmest weather, so
I will pray for rain or snow, but a tempest would
be better.
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