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 Archive -- Week 63: 9/8/03 - 9/13/03
Song of the Week: Peter Cetera - After All

September 8, 2003 - a not-so-lonely loneliness
Another recent reflection on college life: I spend a lot of time by myself. Like, not completely alone, as there are people all around me... But just, you know, by myself. I walk to class alone, I spend the class pretty much alone, at times I eat alone, and even in my dorm room I am alone most of the day. Steve may be physically in the room, but we both do our own things and don't interact. Now this all sounds like it's not something to enjoy... But I am really liking it. I'm used to spending a lot of time talking and interacting, asking questions, hearing input. But now for the first time in as long as I can remember, I am sitting back and not saying anything, not interacting... just observing. I have so much time to think right now, and it's been very... liberating, I guess. Don't get me wrong, I don't want to spend the rest of my life like this, or even the rest of the semester... But understanding the brevity of this current feeling and behavior, I'm definitely enjoying this. You know what they say, "A change will do you good." (And by "they" I mean Sheryl Crow.)
 

Image of the Day


Yeah, yeah... I know, I used this image last year. But hey, JCCR Day only happens once every 365.25 days, so I might as well go all out and use the JCCR Seal as my IOTD.

Sociology Excerpt of the Day - "Manifesto of the Communist Party" by Karl Marx and Friedrich Engels

The bourgeoisie, wherever it has got the upper hand, has put an end to all feudal, patriarchal, idyllic relations. It has pitilessly torn asunder the motley feudal ties that bound man to his “natural superiors,” and has left remaining no other nexus between man and man than naked self-interest, than callous “cash payment.” It has drowned the most heavenly ecstasies of religious fervor, of chivalrous enthusiasm, of philistine sentimentalism, in the icy water of egotistical calculation. It has resolved personal worth into exchange value, and in place of the numberless indefeasible chartered freedoms, has set up that single, unconscionable freedom – Free Trade. In one word, for exploitation, veiled by religious and political illusions, it has substituted naked, shameless, direct, brutal exploitation.
 
September 9, 2003 - a little bit nutty
Not too much news today... I had my first college quizzes today and yesterday. I got a 10/10 on my Calc quiz and a 16/20 on my Psychology. The latter one sounds not-so-high, but the class average was about a 13. I had an Astronomy quiz today, which I haven't gotten the results of yet, but I think I did fine. I really enjoy my astronomy class... The subject is just one I've always been interested in. Anyway, I'm finishing up my homework now, so I'm gonna hit the road. I have to get done before The Joe Schmo Show comes on. Man, that show is great.
 
 
Image of the Day


Not only is this photo intriguing in it's weirdness, it also has an intriguingly weird story to go along with it. This is Mark McGowan, and he is pushing this peanut using only his nose for seven miles down busy English streets. Why? Because he owes $25,000 in student loans, and he's hoping to push the peanut to the Prime Minister's residence, and in turn have his debt waived. For more info, check the full story.

Quote of the Day - Bernard M. Baruch

Approach each new problem not with a view of finding what you hope will be there, but to get the truth, the realities that must be grappled with. You may not like what you find. In that case you are entitled to try to change it. But do not deceive yourself as to what you do find to be the facts of the situation.
 
September 10, 2003 - ahh... but what about that other 10%
Well, I got my results from that cat scan thing I got last week. As usual, they know something's wrong, but they don't know what's causing it. So I may have to face some more tests and whatnot so they can try and figure out what the scoop is. No sense in me worrying about it now though; there's a problem either way, whether I worry or not, so I figure while we try and see what's going on inside me, I might as well enjoy myself and not get caught up in worries and whatnot. Anyway, college life is still going alright. I'm really looking forward to Friday night and going to see all my friends from high school at the Euclid-VASJ game. The age-old expression seems to be true; Absence makes the heart grow fonder.
 
 
Image of the Day


In honor of our new dormroom artwork... Want to see the artwork? Come visit me!

Quote of the Day - Theodore Sturgeon

"Ninety percent of everything is crap."
 
September 11, 2003 - the years go by
Not a whole lot to talk about right now.  Classes are going well... I'm still in some kind of rut around here, so I am definitely excited to be going to see my friends tomorrow night. It seems like only yesterday that I didn't even know them all, and after all the amazing adventures I've had with them, I now head off to stop knowing them again. In a year, I'll know who they were, but I won't quite know who they are... if that makes sense. Perhaps I'm just tired and can't really think... I guess I'll be going off to bed now. Peace out, y'all.
 

Image of the Day


An obvious choice for such a day. This piece is by one of my favorite editorial cartoonists, Clay Bennett. It's kind of interesting how these two years have just passed by so quickly.

Lyrics of the Day - "These Days" by Powderfinger

It's coming round again,
the slowly creeping hand
of time and its command.
Soon enough it comes,
and settles in its place.
Its shadow on my face
puts pressure in my day...

This life well it's slipping right through my hands,
These days turned out nothing like I had planned.

 
September 13, 2003 - saturday the thirteenth
Sorry for the lack of update yesterday; I had a pretty full agenda. The Euclid-VASJ game was alright last night... I'm not very into competition and such, so the whole "rivalry" thing meant nothing to me except seeing lots of loud, frustrated people. After that, I just went back to my house and hung out with a few of friends... And at the moment, I'm doing the exact same thing with a different cast. I really enjoy these "chill" days... just sitting around, hanging out... bringing up random topics and memories. I've never been the kind of guy who always has to be "doing something"... like, I don't have to be out somewhere or whatever.

Anyway, on a final note... I always feel like Doogie Howser when I update.
 

John Ritter
September 17, 1948 - September 11, 2003

Quote of the Day - Chuck, The World According to Chuck weblog, September 8, 2003

I like coincidences. They make me wonder about destiny, and whether free will is an illusion or just a matter of perspective. They let me speculate on the idea of some master plan that, from time to time, we're allowed to see out of the corner of our eye.