The Only One

Three words spoke, only two in question. Where from here? Why like this? No one can speak unwillingly. Everyone knows the pain of the truth. You feel it now something new. You throw it all away, nothing true. You dropped it, you missed. So easy to lose. Fear of whats true. Wanting the fantasy. What do you need? What do you want? Nothing true can hide. nothing real will fade.

I hate myself. I love you. I wanna die. You would never lie to me. Why can't I figure it out? If its lost, blame me. If its real let me know. How can I know the truth? Wrong so many times before. Is the what I feel or is this what I want? I don't wish to hurt you. I don't want to lie to you.

Something special trown away by me. I wait for you. Something can, but will never be. The way it feels. I say its true. The way the past is. I'm confused. The way I think. Its all fake. Three words spoke, only two in question. I believe. I know I couldn't do anything wrong to you. Left me here, speak slowly. Left me here, speak slowly. Everything I see in your eyes lets me know. The idea alone makes me want it more. Is this what I feel or what I want?

Gives me such strength. Lets me know I could be something. I tell myself I will never leave here, never move on. Tells me i'm wrong. Gives me such currage. Lets me know I could be something. I let myself think I will never leave here, never move on. Something that tells me. Something that shows me. Something that lets me know I could do it all. Lets me know I could be something. I lie to myself, say I will never leave here, never move on. The only one that could make me think diferently. The only one who could convience me. The only one that would say I love you. The only one who could prove it. Three words spoke, only two in question.