Pillow

The night comes, I am scared again.
I look up to the starlit sky and wish for something real.
Scared of looking back to you. So afraid of the cold touch.
Looking you in the eyes. Always afraid of being alone.
Why you whisper when you speak to me.
Why you turn your head when I look to you.
Kiss me again and I'll believe forever.
Touch me once more and I'll forget the past.
Look into my eyes and I'll love you again.
You can be my drug. My selfish gift.
I don't care if I have to leave. My heart never stops, beating for you.
In hours the sun will rise and you will awake.
The truth is the only thing I never knew, never believed.
Now I sit in silence watching you sleep. Becoming immortal as the truth sinks in.
I wait for you to awake so I can tell you I love you....