Sleep

At night I lay awake and wish for something that can never be. I lose myself and fall fast asleep. I dream of you smiling down at me. Lost and confused, everything inside feels so cheap. Dreams and nightmares fill my mind, hold all I have tightly, will never let it go. I slowly awake as the moonlight shines down on me. I open my eyes and realise thease thought you can never know. As i close my eyes I know this pain, I will never let you see. Once again I fall fast asleep.