Some Things Never Change

I sit all alone staring into nothing. Is what I do actualy woth it? Doe's it mean a thing to anyone? Is there a god, if so why do I feel this? Do I realy believe? I watch all the happier ones smile, I wonder why I can't be one of them. I don't want this. Please don't walk past without a look? I am the scared insacure little boy you made fun of. It doesn't matter what you say about me anymore. I can take it. I am a liar. They all forgot about me. They don't sit for hours thinking of what they done to me. Fuck all of you.

I sit back and remanise, thinking of the ones I hate. How did I make it this far? Why couldn't of just get away? Why do I have to take this? Somethings never change. I want to be happy. Somethings never change. Just leave me the fuck alone.

I just need an exscape. Take me away from here. I can't stick it out, no matter how hard I try. Why the fuck doe's it still bother me? Teased and picked on. Smacked and kicked. What did I do to deserve it? Johnny couldn't take it and killed himself, was still laughed at on the day of his funereal. Friends are hard to find, have so few. Leave me alone I can't take it anymore. Leave me the fuck alone, I can't take anymore. Leave me alone, I hate you. I can never let it go, I can never forgive, nobody cares. Fuck all of you.

I sit back and remanise, thinking of the ones I hate. How did I make it this far? Why couldn't of just get away? Why do I have to take this? Somethings never change. I want to be happy. Somethings never change. Just leave me the fuck alone.

Somethings never change......