Does life always pertain to you?
Your there to always obscure my view.
I don’t understand you motives,
Or the direction that they are sent to.
Or maybe it's just me.
Maybe inside of me I sing you praise.
Maybe my heart condones your ways.
Maybe I'm a fool and should be punished for being so blind.
Maybe someday I may.
You can't really tell on the outside,
But on the inside it's hard to fight what I feel like.
I don't understand the way I feel.
But, I know it doesn't feel right.
I need to come to terms with my feelings.
Come out of denial, and start this slow process of healing.
I want my life back so I can be who I was yesterday,
And end this mockery I've created.
