I am currently mad (in love) for this guy named Jeff. Ahhh..... sowwy daydreaming. I have no idea what it's like to be in love. I think i'm in love but the only thing missing from this 'love' is Jeff returning it. I'm such a shy girl... I utterly want to talk to him but i'm so scared and I have no idea what to say. I've read every freakin' magazine they don't help one bit.
Think of it as the movie "She's all That." I'm shy... yes yes.... and he's a sporty guy... tall... handsome... smart... but I just have a gut feeling i'm gonna get with him eventually... someday...
My belief is if you really love someone you'd do anything for them... ummm... what have I done for Jeff? Stare at him as he walks by.
I am also currently mad for (you'll laugh... please laugh... if you're laughing... nevermind) my former teacher named well let my respect his privacy Mr.B ..ahhhhhh... he's everything I want in a man. He's handsome, nice, funny, and the best blue eyes i've ever seen. Too bad he's twice my age plus 2 years.... him and Jeff are good friends.... both the same height (6'5" but Jeff's skinnier)
I started liking him the day I laid eyes on him for the exception that I thought he was fat but then he got skinny.
Now, this is a crush... I know i'll never get with him... he has his morals and girlfriend (gosh she's lucky) and I have mine. I love him with all my heart and did anything to be in his class and presense (I am one of his fav students and i'm not a teacher pet)
I mean i'm really I did anything....like I suck at sports, but hey he was the damn sports coach and even though I got cut... I got to spend 2 hours with him then i joined track and threw a damn shot put.... and then applied for his elective class
(he touched my arm! see he was telling me how to release the bowling ball and I was really lost in staring at his blue eyes and then he said, "Do you get it?" and I'm all "I guess...." and he said, "No you don't," then he gently grabbed my arm and taught me) You should him bowl...ahhh that ass...opps! LoL
The Two Guys I love