Title: Love is the Thread of Life (1/1)
Author: L. M. Shard
E-mail: lsshard@home.com
Date completed: 10-23-01
Rating: NC-17
Category: S, R, A
Spoilers: Season 8
Keywords: Doggett/Scully romance, Mulder/Scully, post-
colonization
Distribution: Anywhere, just let me know where.
Feedback: Yes, please!
Disclaimer: These characters are the property of Chris Carter, 
1013 Productions, and Fox.  No copyright infringement 
intended.
Special thanks to: Megan, Ginger, Kimberly, and Diandra.
Summary: The world as they had known it ended that fateful 
autumn day in the year 2001.




LOVE IS THE THREAD OF LIFE
By: L. M. Shard



The world as they had known it ended that fateful autumn 
day in the year 2001.  The aliens had invaded during the wee 
hours of the night, destroying buildings, roads, automobiles, 
everything made of human hands.   Human life was 
extinguished except for a few hundred thousand scattered 
lives around the globe.   The aliens had attacked the earth and 
in one clean sweep, lasting less than half the night, they 
cleared its surface, making way for the new inhabitants of the 
planet: them, intelligent life forms from another universe, 
little grey men.  The devastation was swift, unexpected, and 
utterly final.  The humans that did survive were quickly 
gathered up and set to work building their own prisons.  They 
became the slaves of the aliens.  Men and women were 
separated, with children five and under staying with a female, 
their mother had she survived, and children over five 
segregated by gender sent to work alongside the adults.  
There was one exception though: William.  He had been in 
Dana Scully's arms as the aliens had attacked and both she 
and her baby had survived.  But the moment the aliens 
captured them, they tore William out of her arms and kept 
him separated from her.  They allowed her to visit him for 
half an hour twice a day in a special room.

Life for the remaining humans was bleak.  It consisted of 
working manual slave labor during the day and spending the 
night in a cage comparable to the size of what was once 
considered a modern-day prison, but without the luxury of a 
mattress or a running toilet.  A deep hole in the ground with a 
makeshift lid served as a toilet, and a bowl of water, 
refreshed only every couple days, served as a sink.  Dirt 
floors and cement walls were what they now called home.  
An alien barrier, which looked like some sort of dim light or 
energy shield, kept them locked in those new homes.

The aliens used them as human pincushions as well.  Running 
test after horrid test, they studied them and took detailed 
notes on the results.  They scanned the humans' brains 
weekly, capturing all thoughts that ever graced their minds, 
gathering the information and documenting it.  This was a 
sure way to nip any potential rebellion in the bud.  The aliens 
also discouraged talking among the humans.  Any 
communication not related to the task at hand was punished 
by an electric shock from a small hand-held device each alien 
work-detail guard carried.  

The sun had set once again over an alien earth and Scully was 
practically carried in utter exhaustion to her cell for the night.  
The aliens clicked off the energy shield and unceremoniously 
threw Scully inside.  She collapsed to the cool ground in a 
tired heap.  Every day was the same.  She and about two 
dozen other women moved rubble, the remnants of what had 
once been human civilization, from one spot to the next, 
eventually reaching a huge land fill that the human male 
population in the area had dug.

Carefully she rolled herself on her back, wincing at the pain 
in her muscles, and stared at the cold, white concrete ceiling.  
Now, in the semi-privacy of her cell, she let the tears flow as 
she had every night in the last six months.  How often she had 
prayed to God asking Him to let her and all of mankind 
somehow escape this life of hell.  How often she thought that 
all hope was lost and contemplated ending her shadow of a 
life as a freedom from emotional pain and physical torture.  
But there were three things that kept her alive: William, 
Doggett, and Mulder.  She could not abandon her baby, and 
perhaps one day she could figure out a way to free him and 
herself from the aliens' evil clutches.  Then there was the 
thought that Doggett and Mulder might still be alive and that 
she would some day be reunited with them.  Those were the 
threads of hope she had to hold on to.

William.  He was on the forefront of her mind every day.  
Why had they taken him from her and kept her separated 
from him when all other mothers with babies and toddlers 
were kept together?  Why did she only get to visit him in his 
room and never in her cell?  Not that she was complaining, 
but why did they let her visit him at all?   She thought of what 
Krycek had said the day before she had given birth to her 
baby.  He was superhuman, lacking of human frailties.  What 
did he mean by that?  Was it true?  And if it was, was that 
why the aliens took him from her and kept him in a special 
room?  But why hadn't they taken him the day of his birth?  
Certainly Monica Reyes and she were no match for all the 
aliens that had lined up to witness the birth.  Why had they 
turned around and left them unharmed?  That they had not 
harmed William then was the driving factor that gave Scully 
hope that they would not harm him now.  She let out a small 
cry at the thought of how completely powerless she was.  
Completely powerless in every facet of what remained of her 
life.

A sudden noise broke Scully of her pained thoughts as a tray 
of food was passed through the light shield of her prison and 
set on the dirt floor.  She had found it odd that the food as 
well as the aliens could pass through the shield without any 
repercussions.  When she had tried to do so, she was 
practically electrocuted.  The force had knocked her back and 
left her breathless with an intense tingling pain pickling 
through her entire body.  She had never tried touching the 
shield again.  

Now she eyed the food tray, seeing a piece of most likely 
stale bread, a bowl of slop she did not have a name for, and a 
cup of water.  Her mouth salivated at the sight and her 
stomach rumbled loudly.  Only being feed two meager meals 
a day, she had learned to block out the constant hunger pangs 
her body sent her.  She crawled, inching her way to the tray, 
unable to stand for sheer exhaustion.  Finally reaching the 
tray she pulled the bowl of slop to her lips and hastily 
scooped it into her mouth with her fingers.  Eating utensils 
were something she hadn't seen since the world had come to 
an end.  Having finished nearly the entire bowl, she forced 
herself to slow down.  The last thing she needed was for her 
body to regurgitate the nourishment.  She savored every bit, 
imagining it tasted like a grilled chicken breast with a side of 
rice and peas.  She grabbed the piece of bread and looked at 
it.  Was she imagining things?  The piece looked 
considerably larger than usual.  Come to think of it, there had 
been more slop in the bowl than usual as well.  Whoever, or 
whatever, dished out her ration, must have been in a generous 
mood.  She finished her meal and dragged herself to the far 
corner of her cell.

Within minutes the guards returned, taking her tray and 
shutting off the energy shield.  They picked her up by the 
arms and hauled her out of the cell to William for her regular 
visit.  The nightly visit was difficult because of her 
exhaustion from the day's toiling labor, but she looked 
forward to them and the morning visits immensely.  They 
were what she lived for.  The room was almost completely 
white with odd images hanging over the baby's crib.  Scully 
noticed that these images were different each time she 
entered the room.  They were teaching him something, what 
she was afraid to imagine.  In fact the mere thought of having 
William in the aliens' care almost all of the day and night was 
simply horrifying.  What they were grooming him to be was 
too terrifying to envision.  

The guards placed her in a chair and left.  Then another alien 
handed her William and left the room as well, lighting up the 
energy shield on the way out.  Scully and William were alone 
and as far as she could tell, unwatched.  She lifted him to her 
lips and kissed his little face all over.

"I love you, Sweetie," she cooed, nuzzling her face into the 
crux of his tiny neck.  "Mommy missed you so much!"  
William giggled and she looked into his large blue eyes.  A 
smile spread on the baby's face and Scully's heart ached 
thinking of all the smiles she had been forced to miss.  She 
had missed his first attempt at crawling and his first attempt 
at standing on his own.  Now he was doing both like a pro.  
He would probably be walking any day now.  She smiled at 
him, fighting back the tears that threatened to fall.  Was she 
doomed to miss ninety-nine percent of the rest of his life as 
well?  That thought was just too overwhelming to 
contemplate.  Life was complete misery as it was, even 
without thinking of the future.

Before she knew it, her precious thirty minutes were up and 
the guards arrived promptly to walk her back to her cell.  She 
gave William one last kiss as the alien attendee took him 
from her arms.  A single tear rolled down Scully's cheek.  
Minutes later she was back in her cage.

Curled up in a corner, she thought of the two men who had 
been a part of her former life.  She wondered, as she did 
almost every waking moment, if Mulder and Doggett were 
still alive.  How she missed them both!  Mulder had been a 
part of her life for almost a decade and she felt utterly close 
to him.  He was her best friend, her soul mate.  How she 
longed to see his eyes light up like they did when he had 
received a strong lead in his quest.  How she longed to feel 
his arms around her like the day he showed her how to swing 
a baseball bat.  How she longed to see his look of incredulous 
disbelief, as she once again was not convinced of the 
existence of alien life.  Oh, how wrong she had been about 
that!  How very, very wrong!

Sleep was tugging at her consciousness, but before she let 
herself go into the world of nightmares and dreams, she 
thought of John Doggett.  She and Doggett had become good 
friends in the time they had known each other.  After William 
was born, he had really been there for her, helping out by 
bringing her dinners, babysitting from time to time, sharing 
his experienced baby-care tips.  How she longed to hear his 
rough, accented voice and gaze into his vibrant sky blue eyes, 
feeling protected and safe.  And that was exactly how she 
always felt around him: protected and safe.  Where Mulder 
was flighty and playful, he was secure and dependable.  Sleep 
overcame her as the image of his face hovered in her mind 
then sank into her subconscious.

Morning came too soon and the alien guards blared ear-
piercing sirens as a wake-up call.  Moments later trays of 
food were deposited in each human's cage.  Doggett woke 
abruptly from his dream, a dream he for change would have 
rather let continue.  He walked over to his food tray and 
began eating, knowing that if he wasted any time, he might 
not get a chance to finish everything on it.  Any nourishment 
at all was a blessing.  Images of his dream came pouring back 
as he bit into his slice of bread.  The mood of his dream was 
comprised completely of love.  It had been an intense, all-
encompassing feeling of love, mixed with comfort and joy.  
He had dreamt of Dana Scully.  Again.  They had been sitting 
in a park, on the lush green grass of a lifetime ago with a 
clear lake shimmering besides them, reflecting the puffy 
white clouds above.  Scully had had William in her lap and 
they were talking and laughing, carefree.  He had leaned over 
and kissed her tenderly on the lips then pulled back to look in 
her eyes.  They were deep blue, full of life, and sparkled with 
love.

He finished his miniscule meal and let thoughts of Scully 
dominate his mind once again.  She was practically all he had 
thought about ever since the invasion.  Was she alive?  Was 
she safe?  Was she in pain?  If he could only know!  If he 
could only find her!  Thinking that one day he might find her, 
was the only thing keeping him alive.  Throughout the tests, 
throughout the backbreaking labor, throughout the torture, he 
kept his mind focused on her.  Focused on her strength, her 
smile, her beauty.  He had thought many times how things 
would have turned out between them had their world not been 
stolen in the night.  Would they have shared their feelings 
with each other?  Would they have been lovers by now?  
Would they have been married?  These were Doggett's 
dreams, dreams he would have tried to make reality had he 
been given the chance.  But the truth be known, he did not 
know how Scully felt about him.  He knew she saw him as 
her friend, but did she love him?  Could she love him?  Or 
was Mulder still the owner of her heart?  Was Mulder even 
alive?  All he knew, all that was left, was his love for her.  It 
was his thread of life.

The alien guards clicked off the light shield, jostling him out 
of his reverie.  They grabbed him and roughly shoved him 
through the door and into the dimly lit hallway.  The other 
humans were being gathered as well and herded out into the 
bright sun for another full day of slave labor.  A day of 
manual labor was certainly the option of choice when 
compared to the alternative: a day of tests.  The tests were so 
indescribably horrific; the mere thought of them spread sheer 
terror through Doggett's body.  Lucky for him, he hadn't been 
tested in at least two weeks.

As they toiled in the heat of the sun Doggett heard his name.

"Doggett?"  A voice whispered, unsure.

Doggett turned his head slowly, trying hard not to catch the 
attention of the alien guards.  Shock, joy, and relief ran 
through him as he saw who stood next to him: Mulder.  He 
was thinner, aged, weathered, and wore a collection of telltale 
scars, but it was Mulder nonetheless.

"Mulder!"  Doggett said a bit too loudly.  Quickly he tried to 
squelch his exhilaration at seeing him.  He turned toward his 
work again, though he wanted nothing more than to hug the 
man.  "I thought you were dead," he whispered, relieved that 
he wasn't.

"Not in body," Mulder whispered.  "I thought you were dead 
too.  Glad to see you're not."

"How're ya holding up?"  Doggett asked concerned.

"Same as you, I'm sure," Mulder stated, noting Doggett 
shared some of the same scars as he did.   The torture Mulder 
had received during his abduction was like a stroll on a 
beautiful summer day compared to the torture he had 
received since the invasion.  But right now he was feeling joy 
at seeing Doggett alive, and it felt really good.  He hadn't felt 
joy since his search for the truth ended abruptly, confirming 
his wildest fears and dooming what was left of mankind to 
slavery and horror.  If Doggett was alive then maybe Scully 
was alive too, and if she were alive then William would have 
to be alive.  His thoughts raced through his head in a torrent 
of hope.

"Have you seen Scully?"  Mulder asked hoping beyond hope.

Doggett shook his head and squeezed his eyes together in 
pain.  "No."  He sighed deeply.  "I take it you haven't either?"

Mulder answered with a great sadness, "No.  Have you seen 
William?"

Doggett shook his head in the negative.

"Skinner, the Gunmen, Reyes, anyone we know?" Mulder 
asked desperately.

Again Doggett shook his head in the negative.  Mulder's heart 
sank.

Suddenly Doggett and Mulder felt excruciating jolts of 
electricity course through their bodies as the alien guards 
accosted them with their weapons.  When the men fell to the 
ground in agony they were then repeatedly hit by clubs.  Both 
of them took the beatings with little resistance, knowing first 
hand that any fighting back would lead to much more 
intolerable pain.

"No talking!"  One of the aliens ordered, his voice sounding 
like something from a science fiction movie.  "Get back to 
work!"

The men pulled themselves up from the ground, wincing in 
agony.  How they were expected to work now was beyond 
them.  But they had to, lest they receive more of the same.  
Both men used a mental image of Scully to summon enough 
strength to go on.  Neither Mulder nor Doggett said another 
word, but as they were rounded up, preparing to be brought 
back to the cells, they nodded to each other.

Mulder was thrown into his cell with the usual roughness.  
His injuries screamed in pain.  He looked down at his body, a 
body that was thin and sallow looking.  Now it was covered 
in half a dozen welts that had already turned a shocking 
purple.  Luckily the beatings had not broken his skin, 
infection was the last thing he needed.  He crumpled in a 
corner and closed his eyes.  Seeing Doggett today was almost 
unreal.  He was the first person he had seen that he had 
actually known before the attack.  Although he and Doggett 
hadn't been friends per se, he respected him and he had been 
thrilled to see him alive.  If only they could find some way to 
communicate without being watched by the guards, perhaps 
they could figure a way out of here.  But thoughts like that 
were dangerous since they would all be picked up on the 
weekly mind scan.  Big Brother was alive and well in 2001.

Mulder let sleep grip him and dull the pain.  His mind went to 
a safe place; a place filled with comfort and love, a place that 
no one could touch: Scully.

Before bringing Doggett and the other men on his cellblock 
back to their cages, the guards rounded them into a large 
room for their bi-weekly shower.  Liquid soap oozed from the 
ceiling valves and the men frantically rubbed it over their 
skin and in their hair before the water came pouring out of the 
shower heads.  Even though the water was icy cold, Doggett 
relished in the feel.  Being clean was a luxury here and he 
could honestly say that these few minutes every four days 
were the best part of what was now his life.  He scrubbed 
away all the grim and sweat, careful of his tender, fresh 
wounds, and before he would have liked, the water was 
turned off and the men were herded into the next room where 
they received shaves and haircuts from alien workers.  Funny 
how the aliens kept the humans rather well groomed.  Why 
they didn't let the men grow beards and hair to the floor was 
beyond Doggett.  Maybe they didn't like hair, not having any 
themselves, or maybe long hair would get in the way of their 
productivity hauling rubble from one place to the next and 
digging ditches.  Whatever the reasons, Doggett was grateful 
of this tiny comfort, though the feeling of alien hands on his 
face made his skin crawl every time.  Their skin was paper 
thin, pale grey, and leathery to the touch.  Their big black 
eyes were void of emotion and the stares they gave him felt 
like they bored through to his very soul.  They kept their 
talking to a minimum and when they spoke it was only in the 
human tongue.  Perhaps they communicated with each other 
through telepathy or perhaps not speaking in their own 
tongue was yet another way to keep the humans under their 
control and in the dark.

Clean and shaven, Doggett was lead back to his cell and 
given his tray of food.  He ate it in silence and thought of his 
meeting with Mulder earlier.  It was a comfort to know he 
was alive.  It gave him hope that perhaps Scully and William 
were alive as well.

Suddenly two guards appeared at his cell door.  Quickly 
Doggett gulped down the rest of his meal and stood up.  The 
guards approached him and grabbed him, dragging him out of 
the cell.  "God, no," Doggett thought to himself, "no more 
tests!"  His mind screamed in agony at the mere thought and 
his body reacted in a violent shaking.  It was then that he 
noticed they were going in a direction that he had never been 
brought to before.  Fear gripped him even tighter and he 
braced himself for something dark and evil.

Scully was in a deep sleep when the shuffle of feet outside 
her cell jolted her awake.  She quickly sat up hugging her 
legs in fear.  In the dim light she could make out the figures 
of three beings, two of which were alien guards and one of 
which looked like a human male.  The guards tossed the third 
figure into her cage and reset the energy shield.  The figure 
stood very still, close to the door.  With the light behind him, 
Scully could only see his silhouette, but somehow the figure 
looked familiar.  She stood up but kept her place in the 
shadows.

Doggett stood in the cell wondering why the hell he was 
there.  Then he saw a movement at the far corner of the room 
and froze.  He was not alone.  A million possibilities ran 
through his mind as he tried to see what occupied this space 
with him.

"Who's there?"  He said, trying to hide the fear in his voice.

Silence.  He moved slowly toward the back of the room, 
letting his eyes accustom to the darkness there.

Scully's heart leapt as she heard the voice.  It was definitely 
the sound of a human voice.  A male human voice.  And she 
recognized it.  Recognized it from her memories, recognized 
it from her dreams.  Its low, raspy, sexy quality was one she 
had permanently etched into her memory banks.  But it just 
couldn't be; it had to be a trick.  Then she saw the curve of his 
ears and knew without a doubt.  But still she was cautious; 
perhaps it was not the man she used to know.

"John?"  She said warily.  It was the first time she had spoken 
that name out loud in over six months.

Doggett moved closer, his fears easing and his hopes rising.  
It couldn't be true; his ears must have been deceiving him, but 
when the owner of the voice stepped out of the shadows and 
into the light, his heart caught in his throat and the breath was 
knocked out of him.

"Dana!"  He exclaimed in disbelief.  "Is it really you?"

"Yes," she whispered.  "John?"

"Yes, it's me!"  He answered elated.

Forgetting all fear, she ran to him, throwing her arms around 
him.  His arms readily wrapped themselves around her and 
they held each other tightly.

"John, John, are you really here?"  She asked, her voice 
trembling.  She looked up at him, tears flowing from her 
eyes.  "Please tell me this isn't a dream."

His eyes met hers for the first time and instantly he felt at 
home.  "Unless I'm dreaming too, this is real," he said 
cupping her face in his hands.  He ran his fingers over her 
cheeks, wiping away her tears and relishing at the feel of her 
skin.  "Dana…."

She glided her fingers over his face as well, needing to feel 
the physical reality of what still seemed like just a wonderful 
dream.  His skin was soft and freshly shaven but lacked 
vitality.  She traced her fingers over the lines in his face that 
were now significantly more prominent.  He had aged 
considerably in the last half year, and her heart broke at the 
thought of all he had suffered at the hands of the aliens.   The 
notion that he had been tortured and tested upon literally 
made her weak in the knees and her body gave.  His hands 
were quick to grab her upper arms and he eased her, as well 
as himself, down into a sitting position.  They faced each 
other, unable to take their eyes off one another.

The physical shadow of the woman he once knew sat before 
him.  She was incredibly thin. Her ribcage was clearly 
visible, and her breasts, which he last remembered 
voluptuously swollen with milk, were now dry and very 
small.  Her cheeks were slightly sunken and her skin, 
although tanned from the many hours she spent slaving in the 
sun, was somehow ashen and devoid of any glow.  Yet she 
was beautiful to him, utterly beautiful.  He traced his fingers 
over several scars on her arms, imagining the pain she must 
have endured.  His heart ached and his tears flowed.

"Dana," he whispered through a cracked voice.  "I'm so 
sorry."  He felt like he had failed her, like he should have 
been able to protect her from all this horror.  Looking out for 
her, protecting her, was what he felt driven to do since he had 
first met her, and he had failed her miserably.  

"Shhh," she said, placing a finger on his lips and sat herself 
on his lap, facing him, needing to feel him close.  She took 
his face in her hands again and stared into his eyes.  They 
were the gorgeous blue eyes that she remembered, still filled 
with intensity and goodness, but they also held other things: 
pain, anguish, and terrors unimaginable.  She tenderly kissed 
the tears from his cheeks then gently caressed his face with 
hers while her hands ran over his back.  His fingers danced 
across the flesh of her arms, her back, and her waist.  Neither 
could keep their hands to themselves, the feel of another 
human under their fingers and next to their hearts was so 
overpowering, so new, so essential.  They spent the next 
several minutes just touching, feeling, and breathing each 
other in.  It was a need so primal, yet innocent.

"Don't ever let go of me," Scully whispered.  Being held by 
another human, being held by John Doggett, a man she loved, 
was like water to a fish.

"Never willingly," he responded.  He needed her like he 
needed air.

They continued their tender, necessary touches until a 
thought struck Doggett.  "Have you seen William?"  He asked 
rather hesitantly, fearing she was going to have bad news for 
him, but he just had to know, he loved the little guy like his 
own.

Scully's eyes lit up.  "Yes, John, he's alive and unharmed.  
They allow me to visit him for thirty minutes twice a day.  
They keep him in this room and as far as I know they haven't 
hurt him.  I check his body for marks every day."

"Thank God!"  Doggett declared, sighing in relief.  Scully 
could see how much he loved her son.

"But I have to do something, John!  I can't stand not being 
with him.  I'm scared he is not going to know me anymore, 
but I am even more scared of what they are teaching him and 
why they have him separated from me when the rest of the 
mothers have their kids with them.  I have a very bad feeling 
about this."

She sobbed and he embraced her tightly.  He knew her pain; 
he knew it all too well.  And yet he was powerless to help 
her.  "I'd give anything to bring him to you, Dana.  
Anything."

She looked up at him, her eyes glistening with tears, and 
whispered, "I know."  The trust and love he saw in her eyes 
was unmistakable.  She leaned in and tenderly brushed her 
lips to his.  It was a chaste kiss, but overflowing with love.  
He gathered her in a hug.

Several minutes passed as they held each other silently.  Her 
fingers gingerly grazed his arms and stopped at one of the 
fresh welts.  "What happened?"  She asked with great 
concern. 

At the mention of his new wounds Doggett was reminded of 
his encounter with Mulder earlier in the day.  With the 
unexpected reality of being with Scully, he had completely 
forgotten.  "I've got some great news.  I just found out today 
myself," he said looking into her eyes, beaming.  "Mulder's 
alive!"

Scully's eyes lit up in an instant.  "He is?!  You saw him?"  It 
was too good to be true.

"Yes!  I was workin' in the rubble like I do every day when 
Mulder suddenly stood besides me.  He musta come from 
another cellblock that had never worked with our block 
before," Doggett said.

"Is he okay?  How did he look?  What did he say?"  She 
wanted every fragment of information Doggett had to offer.

"He's fine, just like the rest of us: skinny and worn-down, but 
alive.  He asked about you and William, if I'd seen you.  He 
asked if I'd seen Skinner or the Gunmen.  I had to say 'no'."

"That means he hasn't seen William or the others either," 
Scully sighed.  Poor Mulder didn't know his son was alive.  
Scully's heart broke for him.  "What else did he say?"

"Nothing else.  That's when the guards came and beat us 
pretty bad for talkin'."

"Oh, John," she said with great empathy.

"It's okay; it was worth it.  Hopefully I'll see him again, 
maybe tomorrow.  Then I'll tell him you and William are 
alive.  He'll be so happy to hear that."

"Oh, I hope you do see him again!  Please tell him that I love 
him and I think about him all the time," Scully said.

Doggett nodded and admonished himself for feeling a tinge 
of jealousy at her words.   How dare he have such petty 
feelings at a time like this?  He loved her so much, but he 
always knew her heart belonged to Mulder.  She had a long 
history with him.  He was the baby's father for all he knew.  
But still he wished that Scully loved him in that way.  They 
had become very close in the months before the attack and he 
knew he had her love as a friend, but even now, in this sorry 
excuse of a world, he wished she were in love with him as he 
was with her. 

Scully noticed the hint of sadness reflected in Doggett's eyes 
as she said those words.  She did love Mulder and that was no 
secret, but she loved Doggett as well and that was something 
she had never admitted to anyone and only since the invasion 
to herself.  She made a decision, a decision that went against 
what she would normally do, but nothing in this life was 
normal anymore.  And this was the only thing that was good, 
the only thing that mattered right now at this moment in time, 
for it might be the only moment they would ever be allowed 
to share again.

"John," she said tenderly, looking him right in the eyes, "I 
love you too, you know.  But I love you differently from 
Mulder.  I'm in love with you.  I'm saying it now, in case I 
never get a chance to again."

Doggett couldn't believe what she had just told him.  The joy 
he felt at that moment was like nothing he had ever felt 
before.  He cupped her face with his hands and said, "I love 
you too.  I have, practically from the first day we met."

She smiled and he leaned in and brushed his lips to her lips.  
Tenderly he moved his mouth on hers, savoring the touch, 
memorizing the feel, reveling in the intoxicating, heady 
sensation.  Her lips parted and he ran his tongue over the 
opening then touched the tip of her tongue with his.  She 
moaned at the contact and he pushed himself deeper into her, 
their tongues dancing.  They explored each other in leisure, 
lingering at every movement, relishing the exquisite feeling.  
She slinked her hand behind his neck and pressed him closer 
to her, then wrapped her legs around his waist.  Their torsos 
touched completely and melded into each other wholly as did 
their mouths.  The kiss grew from slow dance to fireworks.  
She took his bottom lip between her teeth and ran her tongue 
across its length then darted her tongue back into the heat of 
his mouth.  A low, guttural moan escaped him and she felt his 
manhood turn to steel beneath her.  He kissed her back with 
mounting passion, devouring her, and claiming her as his. 

Just then a horrifying thought intruded into his head.  He 
broke the kiss and looked breathlessly into her eyes.  She was 
panting softly and her lips were swollen red.  Color had 
painted her skin and she looked radiant, lustrous like a pink 
pearl.  She was gorgeous and alluring and all he wanted to do 
was lose himself in her, dive into a piece of heaven.  But this 
thought was one that he felt compelled to share for he feared 
it was the truth.

"Dana," he whispered, trying to catch his breath.  "Why do 
you think they put us together?"

She looked at him bewildered, for the thought hadn't even 
occurred to her.  She had just been so grateful to have him 
with her the "whys" hadn't even entered her mind.  "I don't 
know," she replied, a feeling of dread casting a dark shadow 
over her previous bliss.

"I've had no contact with any females since the aliens took 
over.  I mean, complete segregation.  It's been like that for 
you too, right?"

She nodded.

"And now suddenly they put me with you, not just any 
woman, but you," Doggett said, the thought becoming clearer 
by the moment.  "They scan our minds every week, so they 
know that I think of you, how I think of you, what you mean 
to me.  They know.  I highly doubt they just wanna be nice 
and give us a heartfelt reunion.  They have a reason, a 
purpose, and I fear I know what it is."

"What?"  Scully whispered, terror seeping into her heart.

"You've seen 'Planet of the Apes'?"

She nodded again and then it dawned on her.  "No!"

"Yes, I think they want us to mate, like animals, and produce 
more slaves for them."

The thought was horrific, but Scully shook her head.  "But 
that would be impossible.  Look at me.  Look at my body.  
There is no way it can sustain life; I am barely holding on to 
my own!  And I haven't had a period in over five months!"

"Maybe you're right.  They're intelligent life forms.  With all 
the mind scans they do, they must know how we humans 
procreate."

Scully thought this over then remembered something; 
something that didn't make sense at the time, but was 
perfectly clear now.  "Maybe you're right afterall, John.  Both 
my meals were much larger than usual today, and yesterday 
after the bi-weekly showers they give us they injected me and 
several other women with something.  I thought it was just 
some sort of test drug, but I had no bad reaction and now I'm 
thinking that maybe it could've been hormones."  She 
shuddered at the thought of what the aliens were planning and 
wondered if all humans were paired up tonight.  As if in 
answer, a loud moan came from the cell next to her.  It was 
not of moan of pain, but one of pleasure.

Scully and Doggett looked at each other convinced.  "What if 
we don't give them what they want?"  She asked.

"They'd probably pair us up with someone else 'till they got 
the desired outcome."

"No!"  Scully said, repulsed at the thought of being put in a 
cage with a strange man and having him try to force himself 
on her.

"Shh," he soothed.  "They'd probably put you with Mulder.  
You think of him and I know he thinks of you.  You'd be 
safe."

"As much as I want to be with Mulder, I want to be with you 
more.  I can't bear the thought of them separating us, of not 
seeing you again," Scully said panic gripping her voice.

"Shh, Dana," Doggett tried to soothe her, but he felt the same 
way.

"John, it's almost worse now that I know you're alive.  To 
know that you're out there and that I am not with you, maybe 
never with you again; I can't handle that!"  Tears were 
already welling in her eyes and as she blinked they spilled 
down onto her cheeks.

Doggett kissed them away and whispered, "All that matters is 
that we are here together now."  He continued brushing 
tender kisses on her face.  He moved from her damp cheeks 
to her eyelids, her forehead, her nose, her earlobes, the line of 
her jawbone, her chin, then hovered just millimeters from her 
lips.  "I love you," he breathed.  He caressed her lips with his 
in the gentlest, yet most intimate, of kisses.

She drew back so she could look into his eyes.  They were 
intoxicated with love and were the mirror image to her own.  
"I love you, and all we are guaranteed is this very moment.  I 
don't want to waste it; I don't want to regret not spending it 
loving you.  I need you, and no matter what their motives are 
for putting us together tonight, my motives are pure: I love 
you and I want to spend our moments showing you how 
much."

He was deeply moved by her words and he trembled as he 
spoke.  "I love you so much.  You own my heart."

"And you own mine.  Now I need you to claim my body.  
Make me yours, John."  She shuddered in his lap; the 
profoundness of the moment was overwhelming.

He captured her mouth with his in a fiercely possessive kiss.   
She responded, possessing him as well, branding her love on 
his body.  Repositioning herself on his lap, she grazed his 
straining groin with her crotch.  The moan this elicited fueled 
her to gyrate in his lap as she slinked her hands under his 
shirt running her fingers over his hard chest.  He broke the 
kiss and ripped off his shirt, revealing his scarred torso.  
Scully's heart ached as she saw the multitude of scars.  His 
body looked like the canvas of a madman.  She traced them 
gently with her fingers, imagining the torture each one had 
brought him.

"Dana," he breathed, seeing the pain and compassion in her 
eyes.

"I know," she said, taking off her tattered top and revealing 
her permanent map of alien procedures and tests.

It was Doggett's turn to look at her with anguish and 
sympathy.  Once again he felt powerless in this Godless, alien 
world and he vowed to himself that he would get them out of 
here, or die trying.  He let his lips caress each and every scar 
her body displayed, wishing them gone, wishing them on his 
own body instead of hers.

Her mouth found his neck, kissing it, biting it, licking it, 
breathing in his masculine scent.  Then she hovered over his 
ear, panting softly as she outlined its shape with her tongue, 
stopping at the lobe to tease it between her teeth.  He shivered 
and his skin prickled in arousal as her tongue dove into his 
ear drawing circles of pleasure.

Lifting her off his thighs with one arm, he used the other to 
inch down her shorts and underwear.  She leaned back and he 
gently lowered her to the ground, pulling the garments off in 
one swift sweep.  Quickly she pulled him on top of her nude 
form and worked the last barrier from his loins.  Her hand 
sought his erection and wrapped itself around it, stroking it, 
pumping it, feeding it.  The sensation was exquisite.  It had 
been so long, so very long, since a woman had touched him 
there.  He let out a groan.  She moved the head of his penis 
gingerly over her folds and clit, caressing herself with him in 
a way that made Doggett's senses short-circuit in rapture.  He 
cupped her small breasts in his large hands and massaged 
them as his lips lowered to one of the pink nubs and skillfully 
lapped at it, teasing it hard.  He alternated between the two 
and Scully writhed beneath him, moaning softly.

The pleasure was so intense that she suddenly shook and her 
muscles contracted violently, bringing her a climax so 
powerful and quick, it surprised even her.  Doggett inserted a 
finger into her pulsating, hot core, twisting and turning it, in 
and out, fueling her climax.   He watched her face as wave 
after wave of ecstasy washed over it.  He wanted to 
remember this sight forever.

As the last waves came crashing down over her, she pulled 
him to her in a searing kiss and rolled them over so that she 
was now on top.  She gave him a wicked smile then leisurely 
trailed a hot path with her tongue from his mouth, down his 
neck, over his chest, and to his throbbing erection.  She took 
him wholly into her mouth and he almost fainted from the 
feeling.  She sucked him hard, stroking and rolling his balls 
with her hand.

"Dana," he mumbled overcome with euphoria.  "Please…"

She knew exactly what he needed and climbed up to him, 
hovering her wet center over his engorged cock.  Looking 
into his darkened, lust-filled eyes, she impaled herself on it.  
His largeness pushed the breath from her body and her eyes 
widened at the feel.  His eyes rolled back in his head as he 
was completely engulfed in her tight core.  It was paradise in 
hell.  She rocked her hips, moving on him, slowly at first, 
building up faster and faster until she was a hurricane of 
rhythm.  He sat up, grabbing her waist, guiding her in their 
frenzy.  The look in her eyes was raw and wild.  He clutched 
her to him, his fingers digging into the flesh of her back, 
fighting to hold out on his release, savoring the incredible 
mounting high.  He kissed her with a hunger so urgent it 
shook her entire being.  Then he tore her face from his and 
stared into her wild blue eyes, as he spilled into her, flooding 
her with his heat.  She saw the feral fury in his eyes and she 
came again at the feel of his scorching seed, convulsing 
around him in a volcanic release.  They shuddered in each 
other's embrace, breathless, wet, and spent.  They had 
become one flesh, one heart, one soul, one love.

After several minutes their heartbeats slowed back to normal, 
yet their bodies were still intertwined.  "How did I get so 
lucky to have you love me?"  Doggett asked drunk from her 
love.  She gave him a big smile and kissed him tenderly.  
Together they laid down on the floor, oblivious to the dirt and 
the cold.  He pulled her to him, her back to his chest, his arm 
securely around her waist, and sleep quickly overcame them.

In what seemed like only minutes later, Scully was pleasantly 
awoken by tiny kisses on her neck and nibbles on her ear.  As 
consciousness returned to her, she felt her lover's arousal 
pressing hard into her back.  She smiled to herself and turned 
around in his arms only to be captured by his mouth in a 
hungry, needy kiss.  Her body was already gushing wetness 
and they made love again, this time more slowly, more 
leisurely.  Every inch was explored, every inch was kissed, 
and they once again rose to euphoria together, freeing their 
souls to fly above the earth to nirvana.

"I have a theory that might help us get out of here," Scully 
said several minutes later as they held each other, their 
breathing having returned back to a normal rhythm.

"What is it?"  Doggett was highly interested.  They needed to 
brainstorm and discuss possible escape methods before they 
were forced to separate.

"I've noticed that the aliens and the trays of food they bring 
us can go through the energy shields without any effect.  
When I tried, I almost electrocuted myself."

"Dana…" he whispered lovingly, sharing her pain.  He had 
tried the shield as well with the same painful result.

"I know they put a chip in the back of my neck.  A different 
one from the one that I had put back in before.  I felt one in 
your neck earlier and I suspect all us humans have one, all 
except William.  But he seems to be the exception for 
everything.  In any case, I think they use the chip as a type of 
tracking device so they know were we are at all times and I 
think it might also be the trigger for the energy shield."

"You have a good point there.  Why else would the trays of 
food be able to go through the shield without a reaction?" 
Doggett agreed.  "If we could take the chips out, leave them 
in the cell so they think we are still here, we could hopefully 
walk right out of our prisons and escape to freedom."  It 
sounded extremely risky, but perhaps it could work.

"I think it's worth a try.  If we don't do it and we're right, 
they'll know as soon as they do the mind scan on us, and then 
they'll think of another way to keep us as slaves.  And the 
punishment…I don't even want to think about that," she said 
shuddering.

"Alright, we'll do it," Doggett said, knowing Scully was right.

"I won't go without William though," she said firmly.

"Of course not.  I wouldn't either!  I love him, Dana," 
Doggett said. 

"I know you do," she said smiling then planted a kiss on his 
inviting lips.

He grabbed her, pressing her to him, and slipped his tongue 
into her mouth, instantly driving the temperature in the cell 
up a hundred degrees.  His hunger for her was unquenchable 
and he crushed her mouth to his in a kiss that scorched her 
lips.   They made love again in a wild frenzy, trying to satiate 
the intense desire that boiled within them.  Only after they 
were finished, panting in each other's arms, did they finalize 
their escape plan.

As morning dawned, the fear of separation spread in their 
hearts, gripping them in anxiety and dread.  They had used 
every precious moment loving each other, sealing their flesh 
as they had their hearts.  Now the terror of the alien world 
was upon them again, overshadowing their red hot passionate 
love with the black cold evil shroud of the unknown.  Doggett 
was determined in his resolve to change their fate and escape 
with his love and her baby.  He took her hands in his and 
willed her to focus on his eyes.  She shook in fear, but his 
gaze soothed her, as did his words.  "I will get us out of here, 
Dana.  I promise you."

She nodded.  If there was anyone who could, it was Doggett.  
She would not let the dreaded doubt surface in her mind 
again.  She had to believe their plan would work and they 
would escape; not to believe it would mean insanity.

Immediately after the blaring wake-up siren, the alien guards 
arrived, but Doggett held on to Scully's hands not breaking 
his gaze.  "I love you," he whispered as the guards pried him 
from his lover.

"No!"  Scully screamed as their hands no longer touched and 
the guards were dragging him out of her cage.  "No!"  He still 
held her gaze, calming her a bit and she mouthed the words, 
"I love you" as he disappeared from her view.  Sinking down 
to the cold, hard earth she wept bitterly.  Her sobs violently 
racked her body and her mind screamed in sheer anguish.  
When all her tears were spent, she curled up in a fetal ball 
and rocked herself into oblivion.  Would she ever get to see 
him, touch him, kiss him, or feel him inside her again?  She 
knew that if she didn't, she would not survive.  Her mind was 
already crazy with the loss of him.
 
Mulder had not spent the night alone either.  Instead of being 
brought back to his own cell for the night, he was brought to 
a different cellblock and locked in with another human: a 
woman, a beautiful one at that.  This turn of events had 
surprised them both, but after the initial shock and 
awkwardness had worn off they both relished in each other's 
company.  Neither had seen a human member of the opposite 
sex since the day of the invasion.  Even though they were 
perfect strangers they felt a kinship and held hands or 
embraced as they talked in hushed whispers and later slept.  
The mere touch and closeness of another person was healing.  
It did not matter that they were strangers; they were bound by 
a common hell.  When morning broke and they were 
separated, their hearts ached at the loss.

As Mulder worked in the scalding sun that day, he wondered 
what the purpose of last night's situation was.  There had to 
be a reason, there always was with the aliens.  Perhaps they 
were testing them, seeing how human males and females 
interact.  But as far as he knew, they did not have cameras or 
other viewing devices in the cells themselves.  He had 
checked for such things many times.  Maybe the mind scans 
told them all they wanted to know.  Whatever the reason, it 
sure was a pleasure to have the company of a fellow human 
being.  He prayed it would not be a one-time event.  Perhaps 
one day he would even get to see Scully, that was if she was 
even still alive.

Mulder's mind wandered to Doggett.  It was a gift seeing him 
yesterday.  He prayed he would be as lucky again today.  As 
if in answer to his prayer a dozen or so men entered the labor 
site.  Mulder scanned the faces and quickly saw that Doggett 
was among them.  Doggett's eyes meet his and he gave a 
slight nod.

Hours later the two men were able to maneuver themselves 
next to each other.  They looked down at their work and 
spoke with minimum lip movement, hoping to avoid the 
attention of the guards.

"Dana and William are alive," Doggett murmured.

"Alive!  You saw them?"  Mulder's heart was about to burst 
out of his chest in joy and he had to use every ounce of 
strength not to jump up and down and shout to the heavens in 
elation.

"I only saw Dana.  I was put in her cell last night.  She told 
me that they allow her to see William twice a day."

A million questions surged into Mulder's mind, but there was 
only one that really mattered, "Are they okay?"

"Yes.  Dana's fine, thin, but okay under the circumstances.  
She says William's healthy.  They treat him like royalty."

A million more questions occurred to Mulder, especially 
about William, but Doggett spoke again before he could 
formulate one.  "I have a lot to tell you, but first Dana wanted 
me to tell you that she loves you."

Mulder stole a glance at Doggett and he saw that that had not 
been an easy thing for him to say.  Mulder's eyes teared up 
and he whispered, "Thank you."

"I told her that you love her too," Doggett added, wanting to 
give the man more after seeing the emotion on his face.   
Mulder nodded and smiled, a tear trickling down his right 
cheek.  "Dana and I are formulating a plan for escape," 
Doggett continued speaking quickly.  "We have to do it soon 
before they scan our minds again.  If they scan us like they 
have before, our next scheduled scan is in five days.  We're 
plannin' our escape in three."

A guard walked by Doggett and Mulder, hesitating in their 
proximity then moved on.  Doggett quickly whispered all the 
information that he and Scully had shared the night before.  
Mulder understood and agreed that their plan of escape was 
the best one under the circumstances; their only possibility 
really.  It was going to be risky as hell, but hell was where 
they were going to stay if they didn't do something soon.

"Do you think you'll see her again tonight?" Mulder asked.

Doggett shrugged.  "I can only hope."

"Tell her that I love her again, if you see her," he asked.

Doggett nodded, tiny pangs of jealousy running through him.  
No matter what he and Scully shared, she shared something 
strong and powerful with Mulder as well.  He was sure of 
that.

"You know, they put me with a woman last night too.  I 
wonder what they're up to," Mulder mused.

This information confirmed what Doggett had been thinking 
was the aliens' plan.  "Did you know the woman?"

"No."

"Was she your type?"

"She was beautiful, but I didn't sleep with her if that's what 
you're implying," Mulder said getting annoyed.  What kind of 
questions were these?  They weren't in a bar slinging back 
some drinks, but out in the burning sun, working their butts 
off for survival in a world that was no longer their own.

"No.  But I think that's what the aliens are plannin'.  I think 
they want us to procreate and give them more slaves and 
subjects to study and test."

The mere thought shot shivers of horror through Mulder's 
body.  "No…" Then another thought stuck him: what if 
Doggett and Scully had…no…he couldn't even think it.  He 
didn't want to think it.  He didn't know what he would do if it 
were true.  Had that been pain he had seen in Doggett's eyes 
as he had told him to tell Scully that he loved her?  Or 
jealousy?  He was about to just go ahead and ask if Doggett 
had slept with Scully when a guard walked up to them and 
separated them.  Doggett had given him a lot of food for 
thought, but all he could think of at the moment was if Scully 
had given herself to him.  Had he not loved Scully, he would 
have slept with the woman he was with last night.  He was 
pretty sure she would have allowed it and he had desired her, 
but he didn't, couldn't.  But Scully and Doggett were another 
matter entirely.  They knew each other and he had the 
impression that they both had strong feelings for each other.  
Certainly Doggett did for Scully; Mulder had seen those 
feelings in his eyes ever since he had "come back from the 
dead".  He forced his mind off the subject and let himself 
rejoice in the fact that Scully and William were alive and 
well.  They would all escape; they just had to.

After Doggett had eaten his meager dinner, the guards 
brought him to Scully's cell again.  They were both overjoyed 
at their fortune, but neither made a move until the guards 
disappeared.  Then they ran into each other's arms, tears of 
joy and thankfulness streaming down their cheeks, and 
touched each other everywhere, needing to feel the other's 
flesh, heartbeat, breath, and love.  The physical contact was a 
need like water: necessary for survival.

Several minutes later their tactile hunger was met at least for 
the moment and Doggett spoke.  "I saw Mulder again today."

Scully's eyes lit up with joy and she looked like a child who 
had just received a much-desired lollipop.  "Thank God!  
Were you able to tell him about our plan?"

"Yes and he's definitely in," Doggett said.  "I told him that 
William was alive and he was so relieved.  He also told me 
that they put him in a cell with another woman last night.  So 
I think I'm correct in what their motives are.  They chose a 
woman that Mulder found attractive.  That's information they 
must've gotten from the mind scans and tests they do on us.  I 
know that's how we must've ended up together."

Upon hearing that Mulder was with a woman he found 
attractive, Scully felt jealousy's teeth nipping at her heart.  
She wondered if he had done with that woman what she and 
Doggett had done last night.  Then she quickly admonished 
herself for the thought and feeling.  She wanted Mulder to 
have any happiness, any pleasure this hell of a life could 
bring him.  But as if in answer to her unspoken question, 
Doggett stated, "Mulder didn't sleep with her.  I wonder if 
they'll put a different woman with him tonight."

More of a relief than she wanted to admit washed over 
Scully.  "I wonder too.  What else did he say?"

"I gave him your message that you love him.  It is obvious he 
loves you very much, Dana.  His face was so full of emotion 
when I told him and he had tears in his eyes.  He wanted me 
to tell you that he loved you again, if I got the chance," 
Doggett relayed, feeling that he needed to give Scully all the 
information, even the parts that were painful for him to say, 
for any information was so very precious these days.  Doggett 
searched her eyes for her reaction.  They showed the slightest 
bit of surprise, though he couldn't figure why, and they 
showed a deep love.  That was unmistakably clear.  She truly 
loved Mulder.  His heart ached and he wondered if he was 
second best to her, if she had settled and made love with him 
because he was there and Mulder was unavailable, perhaps 
forever.

Scully saw the changes of emotion in Doggett's eyes and had 
an idea of what he was thinking.  She had to put his fears to 
rest.  "John," she said taking his face in her tiny, calloused 
hands, "I don't deny loving Mulder; I always will, but you are 
the one I'm in love with, you are the one, the only one, I want 
to make love with, you are the one, that if we ever actually 
get out of this Godforsaken place I want to spend the rest of 
my days with.  I love you, John," her voice trembled with 
emotion.  This was no time to hold back any feelings, for 
what tomorrow would bring was more unknown than any 
unknowns from the tomorrows of the past.

To backup her words, Scully stood on her tiptoes and pulled 
Doggett's mouth to her own in a hungry, passionate kiss.  
Doggett responded immediately with like fire then escalated 
the heat by pouring all of himself into her, offering up for her 
his very essence.   Scully felt the profundity of the kiss and 
she responded in kind.  When their lips parted, tears had 
squeezed from the corners of his eyes, trickling a shiny path 
to his jaw line.  The look of love that his eyes held was 
infinitely overwhelming.  "I love you so much," he said in an 
emotion-laden voice.  He brought her lips to his again and 
they sank to the floor, two souls joined forever in love.  

They made love continuously throughout the night not 
wanting one second to go by without a touch, a caress, a 
show of love.  They spent each moment as if it were their 
last, for it very well could have been and they knew it.  
Nothing was taken for granted and by the time morning came 
their bodies had not rested but their hearts and souls were at 
peace.

After Mulder was feed his dinner, they brought him to a 
different cell from the one he had spent the last night in.  The 
aliens shoved him inside and left.  He sensed that he was not 
alone and assumed he was put with another woman.

"I won't hurt you," he said gently then waited in silence.

Slowly a female figure appeared out of the shadows.  Fear 
was in her eyes, though it was obvious she was trying to hide 
it.  She looked very familiar, but it took another moment 
before Mulder could place her.  It looked like the aliens had 
really put her through the ringer.  She had red circles around 
her eyes and black circles under them.  Her skin was ashen 
and covered with fresh marks.  She trembled involuntarily, 
but tried hard to look brave and strong.

"Marita Covarrubias?"  Mulder asked unsure.

She hesitated for a moment, coming closer to study his face.  
Suddenly he saw recognition fill her eyes, recognition and 
relief.  "Mulder," she whispered and let herself fall into his 
arms.  She went from feather light to dead weight within 
seconds, and Mulder realized she had lost consciousness.  He 
wrapped his arms tightly around her tiny frame and gently 
lowered her to the ground, cushioning her head in his lap.

"Marita, Marita," he whispered soothingly while patting her 
cheeks and hands.  What suffering she had recently endured 
he did not even want to imagine, he didn't need to imagine, 
for he knew first hand.

All of a sudden her eyes flew open, wildly disoriented.  When 
they rested upon his face they relaxed.  "It's alright, Marita.  
You're going to be alright," he soothed, gently stroking his 
fingers over her forehead and into her blonde hair.

"Mulder," she said, barely above a whisper.  "I'm sorry."

Pain shot through Mulder's heart that this weak, tortured 
woman was saying "sorry".  "Shh.  Please don't be sorry.  I 
know exactly what you're going through."

"You do, don't you?"  She said softly and touched his cheek 
with her hand.  Some strength returned to her and with 
Mulder's help she sat up, facing him.  "You were right all 
along, Mulder.  You knew the truth."

Mulder nodded.  "I can't tell you how sorry I am that I was 
right," he said sadly.  "If I could have only stopped it, or 
warned the world…"

"No, don't blame yourself.  They made sure you couldn't do 
that.  They got rid off most of the evidence along the way.  
They knew you were close, but they just wouldn't let you 
have any proof so the outside world would believe you.  They 
used you, Mulder.  They used me."

Mulder sighed and nodded.  It was no use talking about it 
now.

"We have to get out of here," she said, her voice now filled 
with a strong urgency.  "They are planning more evil.  What 
we've been through so far has been cake compared to what 
they are going to do to us soon."

"What are they going to do?"  Mulder asked apprehensively.

She shook her head.  "I can't say, I don't know any specifics, I 
just know," she said stressing the last word.  She had seen 
things through her mind's eye, terrible things, things too 
horrifying to put to words.  "You've got to believe me."

"I believe you," he said, and he did.

"The baby, William, he's part of their plan.  And he's not 
necessarily all yours and Dana Scully's," she said 
forebodingly.

"What do you mean?"  Fear laced Mulder's voice.

"He is also part alien.  That's why they haven't harmed him.  
That's why they have special plans for him and why you have 
to free him."

A thousand thoughts rushed through Mulder's brain.  All his 
fears, Scully's fears, were not unfounded.  "How do you know 
all this?  Why didn't you tell us?"

She looked down, shaking her head, "It was that cigarette 
smoking bastard's doing.  He orchestrated all this."

Mulder smashed his hand into the dirt floor in anger.  She 
placed her had over his fist and whispered, "I'm sorry, 
Mulder.  I'm so sorry.  Krycek tried to warn you."

"Krycek!  Krycek was a bastard too!  Playing both sides, 
whatever was best for him.  Do you know he wanted to kill 
the baby before it was even born?"

Marita nodded in confirmation.  "Because he knew what it 
was, what it would mean to the aliens."

Mulder sighed deeply, his anger abating.  There was nothing 
he could do about the past.

She looked him right in the eyes and said, almost pleading, 
"That's why we have to get out of here and take William with 
us.  I know where they're holding him.  I can help you get to 
him, we just have to figure out how to get out of this cell."

He thought for a moment.  Should he share their escape plan 
with her?  She was once a valuable informant on his side.  
Could he trust her?  He felt she was being honest with him 
now.  He could see her fear and her desperation; those were 
real.  He could see the torture and pain she'd been through.  
And perhaps she had knowledge that would be useful for the 
escape and for the future.  "We already have a plan," he said.  
He told her that Scully and Doggett were alive and then went 
into the escape plan in detail.

Hope and relief replaced the fear that had been in her eyes.  
When he was finished speaking, she threw herself into his 
arms and hugged him tightly.  "Thank you, Mulder, thank 
you for letting me come with you," she said as tears flowed 
down her face.  She drew back and looked deeply into 
Mulder's eyes.  "You can trust me.  I will forever be on your 
side and in your debt."  She leaned in and placed a tender, 
lingering kiss on Mulder's lips.  They parted and he looked 
into her welcoming orbs.  He saw more than gratefulness 
there.

"You don't owe me anything," he said, shocked that she had 
kissed him and even more shocked that he had actually not 
minded.  But his heart belonged to Scully and now that he 
knew she was alive he couldn't, wouldn't, let himself be with 
another.

She studied his eyes and realization dawned on her.  "You 
still love her, don't you?"  She asked gently.  Mulder gave the 
slightest of nods.  She smiled bitter sweetly, knowing what it 
was like to love someone, unrequitedly in her case.  "Can you 
just hold me?"  She asked, needing the physical human 
contact.

"Of course," he said and gathered her into his arms.  He 
lowered the both of them to the cold floor and they slept in 
each other's warmth.  

Back out in the hot sun, the day passed quickly and all Dana 
Scully could think of was their plan of escape.  She went over 
and over it in her mind, trying to think of all the things that 
could go wrong.  There were many, but not to try and to be 
resigned to a life of hell was no longer an option.  Knowing 
that Doggett and Mulder were alive gave her strength, but 
most of all William was her strength.  She was doing this for 
him, for if left with the aliens, who knew what kind of person 
he would grow up to be.  She knew they looked at him as 
some sort of messiah.  But perhaps that would be short-lived 
and they would start the tests on him like they did on all other 
humans.  She could not live with that.  Her baby had to be 
protected and safe and now with Mulder and Doggett helping 
it would be their best chance.

She kept her eyes trained to the rubble she was moving, 
searching for something sharp that she could use to remove 
the chip in her neck tomorrow night.  As if God had taken 
pity on her, she saw something gleam in the sunlight.  
Inconspicuously, she scanned the area and noticed that the 
guards were not looking in her direction.  Quickly she picked 
up the object and closed her fingers around it.  After another 
glance toward her captors she looked at what now lay in the 
palm of her hand: the blade of what was once a small 
pocketknife.  Could she have found anything more perfect?  
She was overjoyed at her luck and tucked the knife away into 
her underwear waistband.

That night after having her regular visit with William and her 
dinner she hoped that they would bring Doggett to her again.  
She knew the two nights she had already spent with him were 
a gift and she should be thankful, but seeing him, being with 
him, made her realize even more how unbearable post-
colonization life was.  Knowing that there was an end to this 
suffering, whether it would be a successful escape or her 
death, was reassuring.

Like clockwork, the aliens arrived with their prisoner, turned 
off the energy shield, and threw him in.  Scully waited until 
they left before running to him, her heart pounding in joy, 
and saying, "John!"  She froze in her tracks about three steps 
away from him, shocked.  Now that she could see his face 
clearly, instead of just his silhouette, she saw it was not 
Doggett at all, but Mulder.  Her heart stopped, for she 
couldn't believe her eyes.  Her partner, her friend, her soul 
mate was standing before her with the same expression of 
joyous shock in his eyes that she thought must have been in 
hers as well.

"Mulder!"  She exclaimed incredulously.

And almost in the same instant he shouted, "Scully!"

Without letting another second pass by, they were in each 
other's arms, holding one another in an embrace that said they 
never wanted to let go.  Tears flowed freely down both their 
faces.  Scully lifted her head off of his chest and looked into 
his hazel eyes.  They shined with tears and joy.  "Mulder," 
she repeated touching his cheek with her fingers.  "Mulder, 
you're here."

"Scully, I…" he was speechless.  The thoughts and emotions 
that were running through his body like wildfire were just too 
overwhelming to put to words.  Instead he did the only thing 
he could think of to let her know how tremendously happy he 
was to see her: he lowered his mouth to hers in a tender, 
loving kiss.

The moment was so intense, Scully responded without 
thinking, allowing herself to feel all of Mulder's emotions of 
bliss, gratefulness, and most of all, love.  She conveyed her 
same feelings to him and their kiss opened, deepened, and 
lingered until all was "said".  Breathless, they parted and held 
each other, stroking each other's back, arms, everything; 
needing to feel the reality of the moment.  Silently, Mulder 
took Scully's hand and led her to the back of the cell.  They 
sat down, facing each other, and communicated with their 
eyes like they had countless times over the past years.  
Without a word they shared their innermost feelings, their 
fears, their pain, their misery, their love.

Just like Scully and Doggett had, Mulder and Scully felt the 
need to continuously touch each other.  To feel another 
human being, one that filled their hearts, was just a plain 
necessity.   Mulder could barely believe the woman sitting 
across from him was his Scully.  She was so thin.  Her cheeks 
were sunken, her shoulders bony, the curvy hips, bottom, and 
breasts that he secretly admired and desired were now almost 
non-existent.  She looked like a young boy, although her face 
and her hands showed the toll of the hard work she had had to 
endure under the vigilant eyes of the aliens.  Mulder softly 
touched one of the scars that were scattered among the other 
scars and bruises on her body.  Fresh tears spilled from his 
eyes.

"Scully…"

"Mulder, I'm fine," she said, cringing at her own old words.  
Had she let him in more in the past, maybe they would have 
been husband and wife by now.  She amended her response, 
"The wounds you see on my body are nothing compared to 
the wounds that are in my heart.  Not knowing if you were 
dead or alive, not knowing if I would ever see you again, 
those were the things that caused me the most pain.  The joy I 
felt when John told me you were alive was indescribable.  
Mulder, I know you have gone through the same.  Let's not 
dwell on that; let's enjoy what we have now in this precious 
moment, then let's look to the future that we are going to take 
back for ourselves."  She had not meant to give a small 
speech; it had just flowed out.  It was a relief to speak her 
heart without holding back or worrying what he might think.  
Life in this alien world had taught her to be true to her 
feelings and not to keep them to herself.

Mulder smiled.  "That's my Scully: strong and determined as 
ever."  Another strong wave of emotion washed over him and 
he said something he should have said long ago, "I love you, 
you know," he whispered and cupped her face in his hand.

She smiled, her eyes twinkling with love.  "I do know.  I love 
you too, Mulder.  I always will."  He leaned in and brushed 
his lips to hers, but unlike the last time, he waited for 
permission.  She let his mouth linger on hers, enjoying the 
touch, the profound connection, but then she withdrew.  She 
had given her heart to John Doggett and he had given her his.  
God willing, they would share a long life together, free from 
alien tyranny. 

Mulder sensed her hesitation and spoke what was in his heart.  
"I've loved you for years, Scully.  I've had a lot of time to 
think since the world ended and mostly I've thought about 
you, not Samantha, not my quest for the truth -- hey, we're 
living that, aren't we? --, but you, Scully.  My only regret is 
that I didn't tell you sooner.  And now I think it's already too 
late."

His last sentence was more of a question than a statement.  
Scully lovingly caressed her fingers over his cheeks and 
jawbones.  "It's never to late to hear that you are loved.  But 
you are right, to have heard it sooner would have changed a 
lot for us, I think.  But I am as much to blame as you are.  I've 
loved you for so long and I never told you.  I regret that too.  
All the years we wasted, all the loneliness we endured: so 
unnecessary.  There's no more wasting time, for this moment 
is all we might ever have together again."

"Scully, we are going to get out of here alive.  All of us.  I 
will make sure of it," Mulder said determined.

"I believe that too, I have to, but just in case, I want you to 
know that you are loved.  I love you with all my heart.  You 
are a part of me.  Our souls are forever joined."  To seal her 
words, she closed the small space between them and kissed 
him tenderly.  Although she did not open her mouth to him in 
respect for her love of Doggett, she allowed the kiss to be 
intimate for she wanted it to convey her deep and timeless 
love for him.  He wrapped his arms around her and took what 
she gave.  When they parted they gazed into each other's 
eyes, speaking their unspoken language.  He understood and 
accepted it, albeit painfully.

"Doggett told me William's alive," he said joyously.  "I've 
been so worried and I've missed him so much, Scully!"

"I know you have.  Not knowing his fate for over six months 
must have driven you insane!  I know I would have been a 
crazy woman had I not known.  They've driven me crazy 
enough, only letting me see him twice a day."

"How is he?  Does he look healthy?"

"Yes, he is the picture of health.  He definitely has your lips, 
even more so now than when you saw him last.  They are so 
full, so perfectly kissable," she said gently running her finger 
over his plump bottom lip.

Mulder smiled and the urge to kiss her was great, but he 
squelched it.  He knew she was in love with Doggett.  But 
even so, he and Scully would always share a special love, a 
love no one could touch.  And that he was grateful for.  But 
he did regret not having created William in the old fashioned 
way.  Why, when she came to him with her request that he be 
a sperm donor, did he not tell her he loved her?  That was 
something he'd never forgive himself for.  Things could have 
been completely different now.  He would have made her his 
wife and they would have been a family.  His hesitation and 
cowardice when it came to matters of the heart cost him 
dearly.  Apparently John Doggett had not made the same 
mistake.

"I think our fears about William were not unwarranted 
though," she said anxiety in her voice.  "I've been thinking a 
lot about what Krycek said about our baby being 
superhuman, without frailties."

"You think that's why they keep him separated from you and 
why he seems to be unharmed?"

"Yeah, and it scares me to death.  I wonder what they have 
planned for him."

What Marita had told Mulder about William the night before 
came rushing back to him.  He took Scully into his arms, 
wishing her pain and worry away.  "We don't have to wonder; 
we're all getting out of here tomorrow night," he said hoping 
to soothe her, hoping to soothe himself.

After several moments, Mulder spoke again, "I was put in 
Marita Covarrubias' cell last night."

Scully's eyebrows rose in surprise.  "She's alive?"

Mulder nodded.  "Barely.  They had apparently done a lot of 
tests on her earlier that day.  She was very weak."

Scully shuddered at the thought, knowing exactly what kind 
of pain and torture she had endured.

"She told me that things are going to get worse for us here.  
She didn't have any specifics, but said she just knew that 
more evil was coming.  She wanted me to help her figure a 
way out of here.  I told her of our plan and she's in."

"Do you think we can trust her?"  Scully asked warily.

"Yes," he said.  There had been something in her eyes that 
had convinced him of that.

Fatigue overcoming them, they lied down on the ground 
together, their bodies intertwined, embracing tightly, and fell 
asleep.  About two hours later Mulder awoke, fearing 
morning had already arrived.

Gently he caressed Scully's face until she awoke.  She looked 
sleepily into his eyes and smiled.  It felt so good to be in 
Mulder's arms, hearing his steady breath, feeling his warmth.  
But she wished Doggett were here as well and hoped he was 
safe.

Suddenly terror filled her eyes and she whispered urgently, 
"Are the guards here already?  Are they taking you away?"

"Shh," he said, soothingly, placing a kiss on her forehead, 
"No, they're not here.  I'm sorry; I didn't want to alarm you.  I 
just thought we should go over the escape plan again before 
they do come."

She wrapped her arms tighter around Mulder, snuggling into 
his chest, as her racing heart returned to normal.  "Yeah, 
you're right.  Let's go over it all."

She told him of the knife blade she had found earlier, and he 
told her he had picked up a sharp-edged rock for the same 
purpose.  They went over everything step by step.  It was like 
being FBI partners again.  Scully was excited to put the plan 
into motion.  It would all start after their dinner once the 
aliens cleared out of the cellblocks and had left them for the 
night.

When the guards did come several hours later and tore them 
apart, they were mentally prepared for their fight for freedom.  
They exchanged "I love yous" and then Mulder was gone.  
She prayed it was not the last time she saw him. 

Doggett had been so tremendously disappointed when the 
aliens had not brought him to Scully's cell, but rather to 
another woman's.  His first thought was wondering who 
Scully had been put with, if anyone.  He hoped it was Mulder 
for then he knew she would be safe.  The thought of some 
sex-starved man sharing her cell for an entire night and 
Scully trying to fend him off angered and scared him.

The woman they had put him with was attractive, actually 
looked very similar to Scully, with red hair, porcelain skin 
and a petite frame.  She had been very fearful so he talked to 
her for a good part of the night and then held her, upon 
request, for the rest of the night while they slept.

"Today's the day," Doggett thought to himself as he worked 
outside the next morning.  It was the day they would kiss 
freedom hello or their lives goodbye.  He gathered a small 
sharp stone for the little operation he would have to give 
himself tonight and thought through the plan in detail, his cop 
mind thinking of every possible hurdle, every possible catch.  
Unfortunately, there were so many unknowns.  He looked to 
the horizon, and beyond the piles and piles of rubble there 
were some mountains, mountains that hopefully would be 
their refuge.  As the workday drew to a close, he was sorry he 
hadn't seen Mulder.  But if all went as planned, they'd be 
celebrating their newfound freedom before the day was over.  

Scully waited anxiously in her cell, praying that either 
Doggett or Mulder would be put in with her tonight.  Even 
alone was better than being with a stranger.  A stranger could 
mess up the entire escape plan, and she was determined 
nothing was going to mess it up.  After dinner and her visit 
with William, she waited nervously.  Finally the guards 
brought a man to her cell.  It was Doggett.  Thank God!  They 
ran into each other's arms, practically sobbing in relief and 
joy.  After a passion-filled kiss, they quickly got down to 
business.

"Look what I found," Scully said proudly as she held out the 
small knife.

Doggett looked at it in surprise.  "Terrific!  I guess we won't 
be needing this," he said showing her the sharp rock.  "I didn't 
see Mulder today," he stated with disappointment.  "But I'm 
sure everything's fine," he added, not wanting her to worry.

"He was with me last night," Scully informed.

"He was?"  Doggett said relieved, then a flash of jealousy 
jolted through his body.  He mentally kicked himself for the 
feeling.  "Thank God.  I was worried some stranger would be 
put with you."

That was her Doggett: always concerned for her safety.  "I 
was safe, Sweetheart, but I missed you.  A lot."

Had she just called him "Sweetheart"?  Doggett felt bliss rush 
through him and he smiled.  "God, I missed you!"  He 
claimed her in another passionate kiss that was so intense it 
touched her very soul.

Breathless they parted and Scully whispered, "I think we 
better get to the task at hand lest we get…distracted."  She 
looked at him with an alluring smile.  "I promise you a life 
time of my love if we escape."

"You mean when we escape," he said determined.

"When we escape," she agreed. 

She switched topics, "Do you know Marita Covarrubias?"

"I remember coming across that name a few times in the X-
files," he said, his curiosity rising.

"Mulder was put in her cell the other night and she is going to 
be escaping with us.  He trusts her and she can be an asset.  
At one point she was even infected by the alien virus.  She 
could have information about them that could help us in the 
future."

A last minute change in plan was not something Doggett felt 
comfortable with, but who was he to deny another human 
being the opportunity for freedom?  If Mulder trusted her, 
that would have to be good enough for him.  He nodded to 
Scully, accepting the change.  

"So are you ready for a little outpatient surgery?"  She asked 
holding up the knife.   He could see fear growing in her eyes 
even though she tried to hide it through lightheartedness.

"Am I ever!"  He said, trying to sound just as lighthearted and 
sat down.  He was nervous about their escape as well, but he 
did not want her to know that.  She sat down behind him and 
felt for the chip.  Then she carefully and skillfully cut it out in 
one clean incision.  She pressed her finger to the small cut for 
a few minutes, halting any bleeding.

"All done.  Now it's my turn," she said handing him the 
blade.

They switched places and as he held the knife to the back of 
her neck he said, "This is bringin' back some bad memories."

"Yeah.  You know, I'd be dead if you hadn't saved me, one by 
finding me even though I ditched you, and two by cutting that 
God-awful thing out of me.  I certainly learned my lesson."

"And what lesson would that be?"  He asked, feeling her neck 
for the chip.

"Never ditch you again."

"You mean I'm stuck with you forever now?"  He asked in 
mock exasperation as he sliced into her delicate flesh and 
extracted the chip.  He hoped his joking would put her mind 
somewhat at ease.

"I'm afraid so, Agent Doggett; unless, of course, you'd rather 
have a different partner," she teased.

"Hmm…I'll have to think about that," he said with a smile in 
his voice.  She jabbed her elbow into his stomach.  "Hey, 
you're lucky I was already done with the "operation" or else 
you might have a nasty gash there now."

Scully turned around in amazement.  "You already took the 
chip out?"

"Yup," he said, holding the piece between his fingers for her 
to see.

"Wow.  I didn't feel a thing!  You have the most gentle 
touch."

"Aw, Dana, why'd you have to go and say that?  You know 
that's not the kinda thing a manly man likes to hear!"  He 
joked.  He was glad that his theory of keeping her talking and 
otherwise engrossed kept her from feeling the sharp cut of the 
blade.  The last thing he ever wanted Dana Scully to feel 
again was pain.

She put her arms around his neck, careful not to touch the 
back, and said in a completely serious tone, "You are the 
manliest man I have ever met, John Doggett.  I love you with 
all my heart."  She brought her mouth to his in a kiss that she 
prayed would not be their last.  They parted and looked into 
each other's eyes, knowing that this was either a farewell kiss 
or the first kiss in a future of freedom.  She saw strong 
determination in his eyes, but underneath that, she also saw a 
hint of fear, the same fear she knew he could see in hers.

"We're going to make it," she said, needing to hear the words 
as fact.

"Damn straight we are!"  He said, his resolve unwavering.  
"Let's do it," he said and stood up, offering her his hand.  She 
took it and flew up next to him, meeting his eyes.  They drew 
strength from each other. 

Doggett deposited the chips toward the back of the cell, 
hoping they would have plenty of time before the aliens 
discovered that they were missing, and met Scully right in 
front of the energy shield.

"I'll go first," he said.

"No, we're in this together," she said and held out her hand 
for him to take.

He knew there was no arguing with her and took it.  "I love 
you," he said.

"I love you," she said and they both stepped through the 
shield.  There was no electric shock, no pain, no hindrance.   
Scully's theory about the chip implants had been correct.   
They were free, at least from their cell.  They smiled at each 
other brightly.  One hurdle down, how many more to go?

Quietly they made their way through the cellblock, careful 
not to rouse any of the other humans, who luckily all seemed 
to be asleep.  Scully led them to the special room William 
was kept and they walked through the energy shield there 
without incident.  They scanned the room and found it empty 
except for William.  While Doggett manned the door, 
keeping a lookout for any aliens, Scully went to William who 
was sleeping peacefully, wrapped him in the blanket that had 
covered him, and took him into her arms.  Doggett signaled 
that all was clear and she joined him.  They hurried through 
the rest of the cellblock, going through several more energy 
shields on the way.  There were no aliens in sight.  
Apparently they thought their method of incarceration was so 
foolproof no overnight guards were needed.

Finally they stepped through the last energy shield into the 
crisp night air.   They scanned the terrain but saw no one 
except a sole guard off in the distance.  He was facing the 
opposite direction and Doggett and Scully ran to the 
previously determined spot where Mulder would hopefully be 
waiting.  They rounded a corner and there he was with Marita 
at his side.  The fear that initially was in Mulder's eyes 
quickly turned to joy when he saw that it was indeed Scully 
and Doggett that had found them and not some alien.  Relief 
flooded their hearts.  Briefly they all embraced and Mulder 
took the still sleeping William from Scully's arms and kissed 
him softly on the forehead.  Together they all ran in the 
direction of the mountains.  

They didn't speak during their journey for fear of being heard 
by some alien lurking around another countless pile of rubble.  
They just ran and ran and ran.  Fear and adrenaline kept them 
going at such a swift pace.  Finally they reached the base of 
the mountain and were surprised to find a couple small 
houses still standing.  Apparently the mountains had shielded 
them from the alien attack.  Mulder motioned for them to stay 
back out of view while he went to check them out.  A few 
minutes later he stepped back out of one of the houses and 
waved them over.

Once all in the house, Mulder spoke, "They both seem to be 
abandoned."  Doggett, Scully, and Marita looked around.  A 
fine layer of dust covered all the surfaces and cobwebs were 
in every corner.  "I say we gather some supplies, as much as 
we can carry, and continue to the mountains."

"I agree.  I don't think we'd be safe here for long," Marita 
said, knowing the aliens would be searching for them before 
long.

The four went through closets and cupboards and loaded two 
backpacks and a couple bags they found with blankets, some 
clothing, lots of canned foods, a can opener, and a few basic 
eating utensils.  Seeing these common household items was a 
luxury for them and flooded back memories of a normal, 
peaceful life.  They were even so lucky to find two handguns 
with ammunition and stuffed them in the bags.  

Finished with their packing, they left the house and started 
the accent up the mountain.  The moonlight did not penetrate 
well through the thick branches of the forest, making the trek 
difficult and slow.  Mulder and Doggett took turns supporting 
Marita, for she was still weak from her latest barrage of tests.  
With each step freedom was nearer and nearer to their grasp. 

With dawn quickly approaching they found a heavily 
overgrown area and stopped.  "What do ya say we camp here 
'till sundown, get some sleep then continue in the night?  I 
think usin' night as our cover when we move keeps us safer 
from being spotted by the aliens.  And by sleepin' during the 
day we can keep a better lookout for trouble," Doggett 
suggested.

"I agree," Scully and Marita said in unison.

"So do I," Mulder said.  "I'll keep lookout for the first shift," 
he offered.

"Thanks," Doggett said.  "But first, let's eat."

Mulder, Scully, and Marita agreed wholeheartedly and they 
all sat down.  They opened a few cans and feasted on human 
food prepared by human hands.  Nothing tasted better.  The 
peaches in heavy syrup were like the finest dessert to their 
deprived palettes and even the Spam tasted like a perfectly 
cooked and seasoned Easter ham.

"I think that is the best meal I've ever had in my life," Mulder 
said, patting his full stomach.

"Yeah, and the best thing about it is we are eating it in 
freedom!  Nothing feels better!"  Scully exclaimed in glee.  
She felt so happy, but a nagging fear kept popping up in the 
back of her mind.  How long would their freedom last?  
Would they have to be on the move all the time?  Would they 
live in fear and uncertainty for the rest of their lives?

Doggett saw the fear overshadow the joy that had just been 
on Scully's face and he knew exactly what she was thinking.  
He was thinking the same things, and fear was no stranger to 
him either.  He put his arm around Scully and pulled her to 
him.

"It's gonna work out.  There are four of us and one of us can 
always be on guard while the other three and William can 
relax.  We'll just take it one day at a time.  But no one or no 
thing is gonna take our freedom from us again.  We are 
fighters, all of us.  We will adapt to this lifestyle and we will 
find happiness in it," Doggett said with zeal and 
determination.

The pep talk sunk into Mulder, Marita, and Scully's brains.  
They had all needed to hear it, for they all shared the same 
fears and doubts.

"You're right, Doggett.  It's going to work out.  We'll make 
sure of it," Mulder agreed.

"And we have each other.  That's most important," Scully 
said gratefully.  She reached out her free arm, inviting Marita 
and Mulder, with William snuggled in his arms, to her 
embrace.  Mulder sat down next to her, she with her arms 
around the two men she loved, and Mulder with his arm 
tightly around Marita.  They sat like that for several minutes 
in silence, gaining strength and courage from each other.

"You guys join this little one here," Mulder said referring to 
the sleeping baby in his arm, "and get some sleep.  I'll wake 
you, Doggett, when it's your turn."

"Sounds good," Scully said and took William from Mulder.

"I'll keep watch with you, Mulder," Marita said, standing up.

"You need the most rest of all of us right now.  You should 
go to sleep," Mulder said with concern.

"Then just for a little while," she said, needing to be with 
him.  She owed him her life and she wanted to let him know 
how grateful she was.

"Alright," he said, seeing the need in her eyes.  He actually 
welcomed the company.

Doggett and Scully settled down on the soft earth, cuddling 
together with William protected between them.  Doggett 
smoothed Scully's hair back then traced the outline of her 
face with his fingertips.  "I will do everything in my power to 
protect you and William.  Anything.  You come first.  I want 
you to have some peace," Doggett said, hoping his words 
could bring her that peace.

Scully pressed her trembling lips together and smiled as a 
single tear escaped from the corner of her eye and fell on the 
baby's blanket.  This man loved her so completely.  Never 
had she felt a love like this before; it was almost palpable.  
She knew he meant every word he said.  She knew he would 
die for her if it came down to that.  And she would do the 
same for him.  "Oh, John," she whispered, not knowing how 
to convey her profound love for him.  "Just being with you 
brings me peace.  I love you.  You have all of me."

He smiled and leaned in closer to her.  "And you have all of 
me."  He moved his lips on hers, in a deep, lingering kiss that 
smoldered with intense love and passion and promised a 
future of nothing less.  Then he pulled her even closer to him 
and they fell asleep in each other's embrace.  

When night fell, they continued their journey.  They walked 
for days, deep into the mountains, living off the land.  They 
bathed in steams and supplemented their canned food with 
mushrooms, berries, and an occasional dear.  

Finally they reached a place where they felt that they were 
safe, and settled in an inconspicuous cave.  Standing at a 
nearby cliff, the four of them held each other's hands, and 
looked out at the rubble that was now America.  It was an 
alien world that lay before them.  Tears welled in each of 
their eyes for all they had lost, for all humankind had lost.  
Then smiles formed on their lips as they thought of what they 
had gained: freedom.  Before the invasion they had taken 
freedom for granted, but now it was something they would 
struggle and fight to keep for the rest of their lives, for 
nothing was more precious.


THE END