Title: Uninhibited Author: L. M. Shard E-mail: lsshard@home.com Date: September 19, 2001 Rating: NC-17 Category: S, R Spoilers: Season 8 Keywords: Mulder/Scully friendship, Scully/Reyes friendship, Doggett/Scully romance Archive: anywhere, just let me know first Feedback: Please! Disclaimer: All main characters herein are the property of Chris Carter, 1013 Productions, and Fox. No copyright infringement intended. Thanks: to Megan who wrote the basic outline for this story and to my husband, Scott, who gave me a few humorous ideas. (Megan: all detailed Doggett descriptions are dedicated to you!) Summary: In need of some cheering up, Reyes takes Scully to a bar for a girls' night out. When Doggett joins them things really heat up. UNINHIBITED By: L. M. Shard Dana Scully had been having mixed emotions all day. Last night, Mulder had finally come back from one of his impromptu ghost-chasing expeditions from God-knows-where after being gone for almost two weeks. In that time he had called Scully only three times, and that was more to ask her opinion on the latest clue he had found than ask how she or their son, William, was doing. So when Mulder eventually appeared at her doorstep, she had had it and was ready to put all her cards out on the table. They had sat together on the couch and Scully had talked from the heart, something that she, as well as Mulder, had avoided for eight long years. Somehow being a mother now put everything into perspective. She had explained that for the almost a decade they have had a strong and special friendship and ever since William had been born they had shared a few kisses, but she wanted more. She wanted, needed, it all: romance, sex, commitment, a family, someone she could count on, someone who would be there. She had told him that taking off for one of his quests at a moment's notice and dropping all responsibility was fine before. She had been by his side on most of his quests, but she just couldn't live like that anymore. Now that she had William, he had to come first. He needed stability and security and, frankly, she needed those things too. Mulder had thought about all that she had said and agreed with her, even though his heart ached at the reality. He loved her with all his being, but he had only himself to blame for not making his feelings known to her. He had had so many chances and opportunities, but all those years he had kept them hidden for fear of rejection, for fear of ruining the wonderful friendship they shared. And she was right when she had said that he was not ready, or perhaps would ever be ready, to give up his quest and offer her the stability and commitment she craved, that she deserved. His quest for the truth was his driving force in life and he couldn't give that up, not even for her. Above all, he wanted her to be happy, for her happiness meant more to him than anything. They had hugged last night, having both come to the agreement that a strong friendship would be all they would ever have. They had cried in each other's arms at the loss of what could have been, but deep inside they both knew that a friendship was the best relationship for them. Perhaps that was why neither of them ever really pursued a romantic relationship in the first place. Mulder would still always be a large part of Scully and William's lives, but he was free of the day-to-day responsibility and commitment that Scully sought that would hinder his search for the truth. Their candid talk had been cleansing for them both. Nevertheless, the next day at work, Scully felt sadness and a kind of grieving. Monica Reyes picked up on her emotions. "What's wrong, Dana? You've been down most of the day," Reyes asked with concern. They had been working closely together all day on their latest case and it was almost time to start the weekend. Dana Scully looked at the woman sitting across the desk from her. She and Reyes had become friends over the past several months, good friends actually. Somehow it was easy to be friends with Reyes. She was so open, down-to-earth, and understanding. Scully was glad to have a female friend at the office. Reyes had proved to be someone she could confide in about her frustrations, the challenges of single motherhood, work, and just life itself. Scully sighed deeply. "I don't know, it's just…" she let her sentence trail off, not knowing exactly how to formulate her thoughts. "Mulder?" Reyes said. She could tell by the melancholy and disenchanted look on Scully's face that she was thinking about him again. "Yeah," Scully admitted. Reyes had an uncanny way of reading her mind. Reyes closed the file she was studying and got out of her chair. "I think it's high time for a girls' night out. What do you say? Can you get someone to watch William tonight?" "That sounds great, but my mom's leaving for a mini vacation later this evening," Scully said trying to think of another option. She thought of Mulder, afterall he was William's biological father even though he wasn't conceived the traditional way. She doubted he'd be home, and after the conversation they had had last night she wasn't sure if he'd be eager to watch William, but she dialed his number anyway. She was surprised when he answered. "Hi, Mulder, it's me," she said. "I have a favor to ask." "What is it, Scully?" He said. "I know it's kind of last minute, but I was hoping to go out with Monica tonight if you could watch Will for me. My mom's out of town and—" "I would love to," Mulder said sincerely, not even letting her finish her sentence. Scully was surprised by his genuine interest. Although he loved William very much and had babysat from time to time, up to now he had been hesitant to be alone with the baby. Perhaps now that William was almost eight months old he was ready to face fatherhood alone, at least for a night. Or maybe he was trying to prove to her that he would be there for William when he was in town, like he had promised her yesterday. Whatever the case, she jumped at his interest, really needing a break and a good, long talk with Reyes. "That would be great if you could, Mulder. Will is at my mom's." "I'll pick him up there. I'll be leaving here in about fifteen minutes," he said happily. "Thanks. You can watch him at my place, that way you'll have all his supplies on hand," she offered. "Good idea. Uh…can I help my self to some of what's in your refrigerator too?" He asked rather sheepishly, but he was hungry and another night of pizza just didn't appeal to him. Scully laughed. She was happy to hear that it sounded like Mulder was okay after the talk they had had last night. "Of course, Mulder! Help yourself to anything." "I will!" He said delighted. "Have fun tonight." He was looking forward to his unexpected time with his son. Bonding time, as Scully called it. "Great, now that that's settled, let's get out of here and have some fun!" Reyes said to Scully as she hung up the phone. "I'm all for that," Scully said. She doubted that she'd have much fun, but she knew she really needed to get out and just think of something else for a while. Scully and Reyes drove separately to a popular bar near Reyes' home. They had frequented the place several times before together to let off the day's steam. The women met at the door, walked in, and made themselves comfortable at a high round table surrounded by four bar stools. Scully took off her black suit jacket, revealing a tight white top that exposed the upper swell of her breasts, and laid it on the stool next to her. Reyes also took off her jacket, laying it on top of Scully's. A waitress promptly arrived at their table. "What can I get you ladies?" She asked pleasantly. "I'll take a glass of white wine," Scully said. "I'll have a martini," Reyes said. Scully looked at Reyes with her eyebrows raised and decided a martini sounded a lot better than what she had ordered. "I'd actually like to switch my order to a martini as well," she told the waitress. "And could you please bring us menus?" "Sure thing," the waitress said and left. "I wonder what band they'll have tonight," Reyes said. "Maybe it'll be the one with that cute lead singer," she added hopefully. " Ooow, that would be great! A handsome distraction would do me some good," Scully said with a smile. "Here you go ladies," the waitress said, placing their drinks and the menus in front of them. "Thanks," Scully and Reyes said in unison. The women studied the menus then closed them. Reyes looked at Scully, concern in her eyes. "So tell me Dana, what's going on with you and Mulder?" Scully sighed deeply. "We had a long talk last night. I don't know, Monica, I guess I just thought that once the baby was here things would be different between us. But it's not. You know that I've wanted Mulder and I to have a romantic relationship for a long time now." "And he hasn't made any moves toward that direction?" Reyes asked. "Well, we've kissed a few times, but otherwise nothing." Scully sighed again. "You know, although I love him, I just don't feel that passion I used to when I would just imagine us kissing. It has just taken us so incredibly long to even get to this point that I think the passion we would have had had we started a romantic relationship years ago just faded." Scully took a few sips of her drink and enjoyed the warm burning sensation flow from her throat to her stomach. "So why didn't you start something years ago? You know the whole office thinks you two have been a couple practically since you met," Reyes said. "Yeah, yeah, I've heard the rumors. Unfortunately, all untrue. Why? That is a good question. I guess because of protocol at first, then just simple fear of rejection. I am as much to blame as Mulder for keeping my feelings bottled up and not making a move towards a romance. And now those feelings have changed. I now feel more of a sisterly love towards him than a romantic love." "That's not a bad thing, Dana." "Then why do I feel so sad and disappointed?" "Because you are mourning what you and Mulder could have had: that passionate, exciting, romantic relationship that you envisioned," Reyes said. "I guess you're right," Scully said resigned. "But the main problem is, is that Mulder is always off on one of his latest quests. I need him here, with Will and me. I need to know that I can rely on him on a daily basis. I need that security, stability, and commitment. But it is just not in him to give up his quest for 'the truth'. With Will, my needs and priorities are different now, they have to be, but Mulder's haven't changed. So last night we agreed that our relationship would never be more than a very strong friendship." Reyes empathized with Scully's loss. "I'm sorry, Dana. I know you envisioned the two of you would marry one day and be a family. But as hard as it is right now, it is good you made what your relationship is, and will be, clear. Now you are free to move on and really find the type of love you are looking for." Reyes put her hand over Scully's. "And you will find it, Dana." Scully offered a feeble smile to her friend. The waitress returned to their table. "Have you decided, ladies?" "Yes," Scully said. "I'll have the chicken salad and another martini." Reyes gave Scully a "you go girl" grin. "I'll take the same," she told the waitress. About fifteen minutes later their food and drinks arrived and they dove in. Scully was already feeling the effects of her first martini and her mood was lightening. It felt good to be able to talk to someone about her emotional burdens. Reyes was a good listener. Somehow she always had insight and understanding, and she had a knack for making Scully feel at ease. "Thanks for taking me here tonight and letting me vent my troubles," Scully said sincerely. "It's really helped." "Of course, that's what friends are for," Reyes said smiling. She decided it was time for the cheering-up part of the evening. "So have you noticed any cute guys here tonight?" "Monica!" Scully exclaimed a bit embarrassed. "Oh, come on, Dana. You can't tell me your eye hasn't caught that blond cutie at the bar over there," she said nodding in the direction of her affection. "Yeah, I saw him," Scully admitted. "But he's not as handsome as Doggett." The words had just slipped out and Scully couldn't believe she had actually said them. The alcohol had loosened her tongue considerably. Reyes giggled. "I knew it! You've got a thing for him, don't ya?" Reyes was feeling her martinis too and this topic suddenly sounded incredibly exciting. A topic in dire need of further exploration. "No, no. He's my partner," Scully said blushing. "So?" Reyes said wanting her to spill the beans. Instead Scully redirected the subject. "You've known Agent Doggett for several years. What do you think about him?" Reyes smiled and her eyes twinkled. "Well, he's smart, trustworthy, confidant, stubborn, a cut-through-the-crap type of guy. And he's gorgeous and damn sexy, you've got to admit it!" Scully laughed. "You're the one that has the hots for him, Monica!" "I don't now, but I'd be lying if I said I never did," Reyes said with a rather shy smile. "Oh, do tell!" Scully said with great interest. She was feeling really fine now and the conversation was taking a delicious turn. The waitress came by and picked up their empty plates. "Another round, please," Reyes said indicating their empty glasses. The waitress nodded and left. "Well, there was a time," Reyes continued, "after John and I were finished with the case, and had buried his son, and later his wife, that he kissed me." "You and he kissed?" Scully interrupted surprised. She noted a tiny tinge of envy in her voice. "Oh, yeah, and what a kiss it was!" Reyes said, a dreamy look in her eyes. She remembered it as if it had been yesterday. "Oh, do tell more!" Scully said, highly interested. This was getting really juicy! "Well, first let me just say it was a one-time occurrence. John was very emotionally spent and needy at the time, understandably so, and I was actually dating another agent. But that kiss is one I'll never forget. It was so incredibly passionate and vulnerable, so fiery, just thinking about it now is making me hot." Reyes said smiling at the memory. "Details, girl, I want details!" Scully exclaimed. Reyes continued, "I was just getting ready to leave his house after one of our many Chinese take-out nights—he had actually allowed me to comfort him somewhat that night—and he walked me to the door. When I turned around to face him to say 'goodbye' there was this intensity in his eyes that I had never seen before. Before I knew what was going on, he cupped my face with his hands—those big, strong hands of his—and swooped me into a kiss. He was all fire and passion and he poured all his raw emotions into it. It left me reeling and literally weak in the knees. If I hadn't forced myself out of his house right then and there, I would have ended up in bed with him." "Oh, I'd love to be kissed like that!" Scully said dreamily. "Every woman should be kissed like that. John is probably the best kisser I've ever experienced. Not only that, but his body is to die for!" Scully nodded in total agreement. "Have you noticed how tempting he looks in a T-shirt? How the fabric just barely stretches over those well-defined pecks? And those arms and that tight ass…" She said feeling better by the minute. "You have been noticing!" Reyes exclaimed with glee. "And those eyes: so blue, so intense, so piercing. They look right into your soul. I have to force myself not to keep staring in them when I talk to him," Scully continued. She took another big gulp of her drink, letting the liquid warm her insides. "Whoa, girl! You got it bad! I just knew you had a thing for him!" Reyes giggled. Scully blushed surprised at herself that she had admitted to her secret appreciation of her partner's physique. "So you two never kissed again?" She said trying to steer the conversation back to the original topic. "No. I felt enough guilt for letting that one kiss happen. That was something I never told Brad, my boyfriend at the time, about. And it was no time for John to start a relationship. His emotions were just too vulnerable and raw at that point." Their third round of drinks had arrived and both women were feeling quite good. "You know, Dana, I haven't mentioned this before because I thought you and Mulder had a romantic relationship going, but John has his eye on you," Reyes said between sips. "What?" Scully asked surprised. "Oh, yeah. I can tell he has it bad for you," Reyes said in a very confident tone. "No, that's got to be your imagination," Scully said blushing yet again. "No, Dana, I know him well enough to know that he is interested in you and not just as an FBI partner, if you know what I mean." She threw her friend a knowing smile. "In fact, if he knew you and Mulder were not in a romantic relationship he would have made a move on you by now. He's the type to go after what he wants." "No, I don't think he's interested in me like that," Scully said. But how she wished what Reyes was saying were true! This girls' night out was really bringing her feelings to the forefront. She had been thinking of Doggett in more ways than just her partner for a long time now. She had even been having romantic and sexual dreams about him recently. But she had brushed those feelings and dreams aside, trying to convince herself that they were nothing, and hoped for making a relationship with Mulder. But tonight, talking with Reyes, she knew she could no longer deny those feelings. She didn't want to deny those feelings. "Give him a call," Reyes challenged out of the blue. "What? Call Doggett? Now?" Scully was flustered and suddenly shy. Her cheeks burned with embarrassment and the effects of the alcohol. "Yeah, call him now. See if he'll join us," Reyes looked at her with "I dare you" written all over her face. "Ok, fine, I'll call him. Bet he won't come though," Scully said accepting the challenge. "Bet he will," Reyes said confidently. She flashed Scully a smug smile. Scully pulled out her cell phone and pressed the speed dial button. Suddenly her stomach filled with butterflies. At the sound of his raspy, sexy voice she swooned and had to force herself to get the words out. "Hi, Agent Doggett," she said into the phone. "Agent Scully? Are you okay? Where are you?" Doggett asked with concern. He was not used to getting calls from her this late on a Friday night. Then he heard the cacophony of voices and music in the background. "I'm fine. I'm at the Blue Note on Fifth Street with Monica. Why don't you join us for a drink," Scully asked, suddenly feeling very dizzy. She shook her head slightly, trying to clear it. Doggett heard a slight slurring in her voice and decided he better check on them to make sure they got home okay. "Alright. I'll be there in about fifteen minutes." Scully smiled broadly. "Wonderful. See you soon," she said and hung up. "Told you he'd come," Reyes said matching her smile. Doggett arrived at the bar fifteen minutes later just as he had promised. He spotted the two women right away. They were laughing and giggling and apparently having a lot of fun. Doggett noticed how relaxed and free Scully seemed. He had never seen her quite like that before, and he liked it. Approaching their table he greeted them. "Evenin' Agent Scully, Agent Reyes," he said nodding toward each respectively. "Please call me Dana," Scully said. "Agent Scully" sounded much too formal for this setting, especially after the girl-talk she and Reyes had indulged in over Doggett. "And you know to call me Monica, John," Reyes said with a smile. "Well, first names it is then," he said cheerfully and pulled up a stool. He noticed three shots of Tequila lined up in front of him. "What's this, ladies?" He said indicating the drinks. "Those are for you, John," Reyes said giggling. "You've got to catch up with us." He looked from Reyes to Scully and saw that they were indeed at least three drinks ahead of him. Both of them were grinning and giggling like a couple of pre-teens at a slumber party. He flashed them a lopsided grin and said, "What the hell," then systematically downed each glass in one quick gulp. The amber liquid warmed his stomach and suddenly he thought that maybe drinking them wasn't the wisest choice. After all, he did come here to make sure Scully and Reyes got home safely, not to get drunk. "Thanks for joining us," Reyes said, giving Doggett a big smile and a friendly pat on the back. "Sure," he smiled. "So, you two come here a lot?" He never thought the bar scene one for Scully. "Every now and then, especially when we need to do some heavy-duty girl talk," Reyes said. Scully hadn't said much since Doggett's arrival; she was so entranced by him. He was wearing a white T-shirt that fit snugly over his taut muscles and a pair of blue jeans that outlined his form equally well. Scully had never seen him look better and all she could do was stare. Reyes noticed Scully's stare and silence and gave her a quick kick under the table. Scully raised her eyebrows and shot her a "what?" look. Doggett noticed Scully's silent gaze as well and was not sure what to make of it. He threw her a smile and she responded with an even bigger one that lit up her entire face. Studying her, he observed how incredibly beautiful she looked tonight. Not that she didn't always look beautiful to Doggett, but tonight she seemed out of her shell, alive and free. This made her beauty shine through even more. He noticed the swell of her breasts peaking out from under her rather tight top. They glowed with a thin layer of perspiration and heaved with every breath. He quickly averted his eyes before she could follow his gaze. The waitress came by and they all ordered another round of drinks. "So where's William? Your mom looking after him?" Doggett asked. "No, Mulder is," Scully said matter-of-factly. "Mulder, oh," Doggett said. That explained why he wasn't with them. "But I don't want to talk about Mulder anymore tonight, "Scully blurted out. "We've already talked the Mulder topic to death." "Yeah, Mulder's out. Dana's ready to move on," Reyes said without thinking, the alcohol getting the better of her. "Monica!" Scully said through clenched teeth and gave her a look. Feeling a need to explain, Scully told Doggett, "Mulder and I are just friends." Doggett was surprised at the turn of the conversation. He had learned more about Scully and Mulder's relationship in the last couple minutes than he had over the last year and a half. "Really? I never would have guessed. I always thought you two were…together," he said, secretly delighted about this news. "Sorry to disappoint you. From what Monica told me, I realize you are not the only one to be surprised by this information," Scully said. "I'm not disappointed," Doggett said looking directly into her eyes. Suddenly he felt very good and at ease. She looked back at those clear blue eyes of his and saw something there: a spark, a fire, a smoldering. Her cheeks flushed and her body was set aflame just by gazing into them. Without taking his eyes off her, Doggett reached for his glass, accidentally brushing his hand against hers. The contact was a shock to Scully's senses and she slipped off her stool and lost her balance. Doggett was quick to capture her in his arms and their gaze continued unbroken, this time just mere inches apart. Reyes noticed the intensity between the two and quietly excused herself to the ladies' room. She thought a modicum of privacy would be good for them, though neither seemed to have noticed her presence in the last few minutes anyway. Scully's body reacted strongly to his embrace and it was all she could do not to faint in his arms from the heat their close proximity generated. She could feel his breath on her face and it set each tiny hair on end with tingles. Her hands were wrapped around his upper arms as support and she could feel their iron hardness, arousing her even more. "You okay?" He asked in a deep voice. All she could do was nod. Her affirmative nod registered in his brain, but he did nothing to end the embrace he held her in. Her closeness was conjuring up all the fantasies he ever had about this woman. And there were plenty, for he had been attracted to her from the moment they first met. He had an incredibly strong urge to kiss her, but he knew that this was not the time or the place. "Miss me?" Reyes said returning to her seat. Scully and Doggett looked at her, their trance broken. "Of course!" Scully said. Doggett guided her back onto her seat. "Yeah right," Reyes mumbled with a knowing grin in Scully's direction. She could see that they were finally letting the walls fall down and letting each other in. She had a feeling this was going to be a long and intense night for the two of them. The trio talked, joked, and laughed together, enjoying each other's company. Every now and then Doggett would touch Scully's hand or brush her knee with his. Scully savored these touches and was beginning to think that Reyes was right when she said that Doggett was interested in her. Unless it was the alcohol they had all been drinking a bit too much of that was distorting reality. In any case, the contact with him made her insides burn with desire, and it was definitely that desire that made her dizzy, more than any amount of alcohol ever could. She longed to be held in his arms and feel his body pressed against hers. "You gonna eat that olive?" Doggett said nodding toward Scully's half empty martini glass. "You can have it," Scully said, reaching into her drink and retrieving the olive. Boldly she placed it in his mouth, letting her fingers linger for a couple seconds longer than necessary. Doggett's lips closed over her pointer finger and, agilely moving the olive aside, his tongue licked her finger in an utterly seductive move. Immediately Scully's body reacted by shooting electrical charges directly to her crotch, soaking her panties. Her thighs quivered and her face flushed at the sensation his hot tongue gave her. Slowly she removed her finger from his mouth and put it in her own mouth, licking his taste off her flesh. Doggett watched her with smoldering eyes, his groin tightening at the gesture. Reyes watched the entire scene entranced. Had it been any other couple she would have walked out rolling her eyes, but being Scully and Doggett, she was thrilled to see the blooming romance firsthand. The waitress arrived with fresh drinks. "A Screaming Orgasm for each of the ladies and another shot of Tequila for you, Sir," she said, doling out the drinks. Doggett paid for all of them. Reyes and Scully both looked at Doggett and said in unison, "We didn't order these." Doggett grinned mischievously and said, "I wanted to be able to tell the guys that I gave two women Screaming Orgasms in one night." The women both raised their eyebrows then burst out laughing. Then looking straight at Doggett, Scully said, "And I was hoping for the real thing!" The smoldering in his eyes turned into a blazing fire and he raised his glass, saying, "To the real thing!" They all drank to that then fell into fits of giggles. "Monica," Scully said giving her a light kick under the table, "Should I?" She motioned over to the condiment tray on the bar. Reyes smiled, knowing exactly what Scully was referring too. "Oh, yes! Please! I've just got to know!" Scully bit her lower lip as she grinned and somehow managed to make it to the bar and back without falling. Her head was spinning, but she felt so good. Sitting on her stool again she opened her palm to Doggett revealing a single maraschino cherry. "Monica and I were wondering if you can tie the stem of this cherry in a knot just using your tongue," she said smiling broadly. Doggett matched her smile, knowing exactly what she meant. He looked from woman to woman and said, "Well, I may surprise you ladies," and popped the cherry in his mouth. Scully and Reyes watched, highly interested, as he ate the cherry and moved his lips and tongue over the stem. About a minute later he stuck out his tongue with the stem neatly tied resting at the tip. Scully picked it off and examined it between her fingers. "Damn! He did it!" She exclaimed in delight. Her body flushed with heat again, imagining what pleasures that tongue could bring her given the opportunity. She shuddered. Scully took Doggett's arm, stood up next to him, and said to Reyes, "Excuse us, Monica, we have an appointment in the ladies' restroom, corner stall." They all burst out laughing. In a bold move, as Scully sat back down, she gave Doggett a sexy look and let her hand brush across his tight thighs and jeans-covered cock. Her touch caused Doggett almost to explode, but he regained his composure and patted Scully on the top of her thigh and said, "And that's just my tongue ladies!" The eyes of both women shot wide open as they as they looked at Doggett, then back at each other, smiling and giggling wickedly. "I had no doubt he'd be able to do it," Monica said smiling. Doggett looked at her. "Afterall, I have had the pleasure of your kiss once and I distinctly remember what your tongue can do," she said brazenly. Doggett smiled remembering the kiss well himself. It was a tiny piece of the past that he cherished, and at that point there had been potential for romance between them. But the timing had been all wrong and by the time he got his life back into some semblance of an order he was working the X-Files and had met Scully. Had he not already lost his heart to Scully, he would have repeated that kiss tonight. Instead he lifted her hand to his lips and kissed it. He valued his friendship with Reyes. She had always been there for him ever since that black time in his life. Scully was surprised to find herself slightly jealous over his gesture, for she herself yearned to feel his lips upon her. She finished her drink. "Well, it's getting late, guys, and I'm way over my martini limit already, so I think I'm gonna take off," Reyes said, fatigue encompassing her. She slid off her chair, steadying herself for a moment before grabbing her jacket and putting it on. Ever the gentleman, Doggett quickly offered, "We'll walk ya home. I'll call us a cab from your place. I don't think any of us are gonna be able to drive tonight." "That'd be great," Reyes said and they all gathered their things and left the bar. Walking into the cool night air was a refreshing change from the warm, stuffy, and smoky atmosphere in the bar. Doggett inhaled deeply, letting the crisp air fill his lungs and clear his head. He was having a great time with Scully and Reyes. So free, open, and silly. It felt good to let go of the serious side of himself for a while. Who would have thought that he would be spending the evening with them? That Scully had called him out of the blue was like a fantasy come true. Since the first moment he had met her, he was smitten. Her beauty, her strength, her determination, all made her irresistible to him. But he never acted on his attraction to her, for he always thought that she and Mulder were in love. But now, having heard it from Scully's lips herself, he knew that they were not a couple and he was damn sure that he was not going to hide his feelings anymore. And unless it was the Tequila playing tricks on him, he was sure he saw interest in her eyes and in her actions tonight. They were nearing Reyes' apartment when Scully suddenly took a tumble. Her foot did not clear a raised piece of sidewalk and in her drunken state it completely threw her off balance. But to her surprise instead of hitting the cold, hard cement, she once again found herself in Doggett's protective arms. She let out a little laugh and focused her eyes on Doggett who was already looking into hers with concern. "That's the second time you've caught me tonight, John," she said slightly shaken. "And hopefully not the last," he said in a low, sultry voice so only she could hear. His comment sent arousing shivers through her body as erotic images of herself with Doggett passed through her mind. She smiled broadly and Doggett thought she looked incredibly seductive. On a whim he said, "Maybe I should carry you the rest of the way," and he scooped her into his arms despite her feeble protests and resumed walking. He staggered slightly from the dizziness in his head, but was able to carry her securely nonetheless. Feeling the entirety of her small body in his arms was somehow highly stimulating. "Put me down, John," Scully said laughing and kicking. But in reality that was the last thing she wanted. Being held by him was extraordinarily delicious. Reyes observed the whole scene in contented silence. She knew these two were meant for each other. They finally reached her apartment and the three of them stumbled in the door, giggling. "I'll call you guys a cab," Reyes said heading for the phone in the kitchen. Doggett, still carrying Scully, set her down on the sofa. "Finally!" Scully said in mock exasperation and threw a small pillow at him. It struck him in the chest and he let out an amused laugh. "That's all ya can do?" He challenged just as another pillow hit him square in the face. Scully squealed in delight. "Hey!" Doggett said. "Now this is war!" He grabbed the two pillows from the floor and threw them back at Scully, easily hitting their target. Suddenly pillows were flying everywhere as hysterical laughter filled the room. Then in one quick move Doggett pinned Scully to the couch and declared, "I won!" He flashed her a wide victorious grin. "Oh, yeah," Scully said as she turned the tables on him. He fell on his back to the carpeted floor, and with the momentum Scully found herself falling directly on top of him. Both of them giggled. "I got you," she said triumphantly. All of a sudden Doggett's face turned serious and he stared directly into her eyes with a profound gaze. "You sure did," he said in a deep, raspy voice. The double meaning did not go lost on Scully and immediately her body flushed. As if in response she felt Doggett harden beneath her. She trembled at the feeling and all she could think of was how much she wanted to feel his lips on hers. Slowly she leaned in as Doggett's hand came up behind her neck and pulled her closer. Their lips were just millimeters apart when Reyes walked in. "What's all the commotion out here?" She asked cheerily. When she spotted Scully lying on top of Doggett on the floor and saw the desire in their eyes, she quickly apologized for interrupting. "Oh, I'm sorry, I…" she let her sentence trail off. Highly embarrassed Scully jumped off Doggett and faced Reyes. Her head spun at the sudden elevation and her hand reached out for a nearby chair for support. "Nothing to be sorry about. We were just having a silly pillow fight and it got a bit out of hand." "Yeah," Doggett said standing up as well, "and I won." "Like hell you did!" Scully said in mock anger and gently elbowed him in the stomach. "Ow!" Doggett exclaimed doubling over in feigned pain. "You're a lot stronger than you look." "You got that right!" Scully said grinning. A horn tooted outside. "I think your cab's here," Reyes said. Scully walked over to her friend and gave her a big hug. "Thank you for taking me out tonight. I really needed it and had a most wonderful time. You're the best, you know that?" "Aw, shucks. Glad I could help cheer you up," Reyes said, then added in a whisper, "But it looks like John is doing an even better job than I did! I'm jealous: you get John, and I get something battery-powered." "Monica!" Scully exclaimed turning crimson. "You have fun tonight. I'll talk to you in the morning, and I want details!" Reyes whispered and gave her one last hug. "Hey, don't I get one?" Doggett asked with a theatrical pout. "Of course. Come here," Reyes said, and they fell into a warm embrace. "You take good care of Dana," she said into his ear. Doggett smiled. "Always." They staggered out of the building supporting each other and giggling for no apparent reason. The alcohol was still running strongly in their veins and everything seemed funny and ever so good. Their heads spun and their hearts raced. Falling into the cab, Doggett mumbled, "Georgetown" to the driver. "I don't wanna go home yet," Scully said in a sultry voice. She did not want this night to end; it was just so good, so powerful, so heated. Being with him like this, uncensored and easy, made her feel more alive than she had in a long, long time. "Where do ya wanna go?" Doggett asked, looking into her eyes. He could see something wild and fiery shinning in them. "Your place," she said almost in a whisper and laid her hand on this thigh. Doggett smiled and gave the driver the new destination, then surrendering to a most powerful urge and not caring that they had an audience, he pulled Scully to him and claimed her mouth with his. She responded immediately with equal hunger and hastily placed herself in Doggett' s lap, straddling his groin. The contact was explosive and they poured all their pent-up need into the kiss, drinking from each other like sustaining their lives depended on it. Wetness pooled between Scully's legs as her hands ran feverishly over Doggett's chest and arms, taking in every curve, every muscle, every hard detail. Doggett's hands explored Scully in turn, finding their way under her top and onto the bare skin of her back. His touch electrified her and she ground her center into his straining, jeans-clad manhood. Doggett moaned into her mouth and plunged his tongue deeper inside her, consuming her. Her temperature skyrocketed and all she felt was fire and a need that could not be quenched. She was about to work her way down to his crotch when the cab came to a complete stop. The activities in the back seat did not go unnoticed by the driver and he could not recall any couple ever displaying that much passion and heat for one another before; and he had seen plenty of couples at it during his fifteen years as a cab driver! When neither of them made a move to exit the vehicle, the driver cleared his throat and said, "We're here." Doggett and Scully were abruptly snapped back to their surroundings and with slight embarrassment for the show they had given the driver, Doggett handed him some bills and mumbled a "Thank you." Then he hoisted Scully out of the car, stepped out himself, and gathered her back into his arms in one fluid sequence, which was quite a feat given his state of intoxication. Their brief separation had already been too long and their bodies screamed for each other in intense desire. They kissed again and somehow managed to maneuver themselves to Doggett's front door without breaking that kiss. After some fumbling in his now too-tight jeans, he was able to retrieve his keys and unlock the door. They both flew in, slamming the door behind them. Doggett lifted Scully up and carried her to his bedroom. In a frenzy they each worked on ridding the other of his or her clothes. Scully tore off his shirt then unzipped and pulled down his jeans revealing white boxer briefs clinging to powerful thighs and a bulging cock. Her heart skipped a beat at the sight and an overwhelming hunger seized her as she stripped him of his undergarment and took his hot, throbbing member deep into her salivating mouth. The pleasure her touch produced was exquisite and Doggett moaned loudly. Scully was fueled by his primal sounds and she sucked him hard, devouring him, working her tongue and lips over each red-hot inch. She cupped his firm ass with both hands and began directing the action of his hips, pumping him into her greedy mouth. The extreme gratification was too much, and Doggett was forced to pull her up to him, lest he come right then and there. He stripped her of her top and bra and pulled her skirt and panties down together in one quick movement. She fell to the bed, taking him with her, and he pushed off the clothes that still encircled his ankles. His eyes darted over her body, taking in every curvaceous detail. "God, you are beautiful," he croaked out in a voice so raw with need she barely recognized it. With a powerful craving his mouth descended on her sensitive nipple. His tongue swirled around the pink, silky flesh, eliciting a string of low moans from Scully. He gave equal time to each breast, sucking, lapping, and nipping until she shook with pleasure. Then his tongue traced a path down her rib cage, over her stomach, hesitating at her navel for a few circling licks, then descended to its final goal at the juncture between her thighs. He licked her swollen lips dry of the juices that already covered them and inhaled her sweet scent. Her fragrance heightened his already greatly aroused state and he plunged his tongue into her hot center, bringing more moans from deep within her. She writhed in exquisite pleasure as his tongue dove in and out, licking and lapping, and driving her crazy. Her fingers entwined in his hair as he found her clit and worked it, causing her to tighten her thighs around his head and buck wildly. The pleasure was so intense she came hard, convulsing around him in pure ecstasy. Doggett drank from her trying to satiate his escalating and unquenchable hunger. "John, now, please," she whimpered. He covered her quivering body with his and looked deeply into her dark, dilated eyes as he entered her dripping core. All emotions were on clear display in each other's vulnerable gazes. They moaned in harmony as overwhelming pleasure washed over them like a tidal wave. She gasped at the sheer size of him and took a moment to accustom her body to his largeness. He moved inside her, gently at first, then built up to an urgent and feral rhythm. She wrapped her legs around his back, driving him deeper inside. He kissed her like a man whose hunger could never be satiated, as scorching passion and lust gushed out of him, searing her very soul. They writhed in unison and came as one in an explosion of fiery rapture. He filled her with his seed and their rhythm slowed until he laid himself on her, careful not to crush her petite body. She wrapped her arms around him and stroked his sweat-dampened back as their racing heartbeats and rapid breathing slowed gradually down to normal. He slipped out of her and rolled to her side, gathering her into his arms and kissing her tenderly. They parted and she snuggled against him, resting her head in the crook of his arm. Completely sated they both fell into a deep and serene sleep. Scully woke with at start, not recognizing her surroundings. Then the memories of last night came flooding back in a torrent. She turned her head and gazed at the handsome man sleeping peacefully next to her. She smiled as she remembered his touch and the night of passion they shared. Overwhelming feelings of love encompassed her heart as she studied every detail of his gorgeous face. Suddenly another thought entered her mind. William! She had totally forgotten about him last night and now it was already morning! She glanced at the clock next to the bed. It read 7:13. "Oh my God, Will! And Mulder; what is he going to think?" She thought to herself in a panic. Gingerly she got out of bed, careful not to wake Doggett. Her head ached in punishment for last night's indulgence, but she ignored it and gathered her clothes that lay strewn around the room, and walked into the living room. There she quickly got dressed, found her purse, and let herself out the front door. Realizing her car was not there she called a cab. She noticed her cell phone was turned off. Mulder had probably been trying to call her. She listened to her messages and sure enough he had left a voice mail. "Hi, Scully, it's me. Just wondering when you're thinking of coming home. It's getting pretty late, but don't hurry on my account. Will's in bed and I'm just channel surfing. Hope you and Reyes are having a great time!" Just then the cab arrived and she quickly got in. During the cab ride to her own car parked at the bar, she had some time to think. Having forgotten about Will and not coming home last night was bad enough. But now she would also have to face Mulder, most likely an angry Mulder, and she did not know what she should tell him. It is not like she and Mulder had anything other than an intimate friendship, that fact had been well established two nights ago. And Doggett, she just left him there, having sneaked out like a guilty woman. But that was just it: she felt guilty. What was Doggett going to think of her? That she was just some easy fuck, a woman who spreads her legs for anyone? God, she hoped not, because that was the furthest thing from the truth. Had she not been drunk, she most likely would not have let this happen, at least not on their first outing. She had strong feelings for Doggett, correction: she was falling in love with him, and she did not want him to see her as just some sex- starved floozy. She realized that she didn't even know how he felt about her. She knew he desired her, that was obvious, but did he love her? She thought maybe he did, but maybe that was just her drunken, fuzzy memories, seeing things that were not there. How could she face him again if he all he wanted was just a roll in the hay? How could she face Mulder? What a mess she had gotten herself into! They arrived at her parked car; she paid the driver, and hastily got into her own car. Within minutes she was back at her place. Time to face the music. Doggett woke up and felt the other side of the bed, wanting to draw Scully into his arms. The memory of last night was so delicious. But his hand fell onto empty sheets and he opened his eyes to find himself alone in bed. Thinking she must be in another part of the house, he got up. His head throbbed from last night's abuse of alcohol, but the thought of seeing Scully eased the pain. "Dana," he said. No answer. "Dana." He checked the bathroom and still came up empty. Then he noticed that her clothes were gone and he got a sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach. "She regrets it," was the first thought that crossed Doggett's mind. "She regrets our lovemaking." Doggett ran his fingers though his hair and sat back down on the bed. He sighed deeply, sadness creeping into his heart and strangling all the bliss out of it. "Why did I have to go and get drunk? I was supposed to be protecting her, making sure she got home alright, instead I just screwed everything up!" He was mad at himself for losing his judgment and taking things so quickly with her. She deserved so much more! Maybe she was still in love with Mulder afterall. Or maybe she just thought he had used her and was done with her. But didn't she know how much she meant to him, how much he loved her? Actually she didn't; he had never told her. Doggett jumped up from bed, a jolt of pain searing through his head at the abrupt movement, and threw on some clothes. Walking to the bathroom, he opened the medicine cabinet, and swallowed a couple of aspirin, then headed for the phone. He didn't even take time out for a shower; he didn't want her to go another minute thinking that he had just used her when nothing was further from the truth. Besides, having Scully's scent all over him was like walking around in a cloud from heaven. Quickly he called a cab; he had to talk to her face to face. Scully opened the door to her apartment and found Mulder sitting on the couch with William in his lap. The two were reading a book together. "Scully," Mulder said relieved. He got up from the couch with William in his arms and walked toward her. "Are you alright? I've been worried about you." "I'm sorry, Mulder. I'm fine. I didn't plan on being out 'till morning," she said feeling deep pangs of guilt. William said, "Ma-ma," and reached his tiny arms out to Scully. "Oh, Sweetie, I missed you!" She said, taking her baby out of Mulder's arms and kissing him all over his cubby little cheeks. William giggled in delight. "What happened?" Mulder asked. Scully seemed off, different somehow. She also looked like she had a wild night. Her hair was mussed, her clothes disheveled, and she smelled of smoke and something else that was familiar, but that he could not place. Scully sighed. She wasn't sure just how much she should tell him. "Monica and I had a bit too much to drink and we called John and he joined us at the bar." "John? As in Doggett?" Mulder asked. "Yeah. He joined us and then we all walked over to Monica's. Before I knew it, it was morning. I'm so sorry I worried you, Mulder," she said, deciding not to tell him exactly where she spent the night. Scully walked over to the playpen and put William in it amongst his toys then walked back to Mulder. But Mulder already had his suspicions, and when he hugged her goodbye they were confirmed. She smelled of sex. Pain shot through Mulder's heart at the realization that she truly was lost to him forever; that the agreement the two of them had come to just a couple nights ago was one that was going to stand. "I'm just glad you are okay," he said quietly. Then he loosened his embrace and looked her in the eyes, "I want you to know, I'll always love you, Scully, no matter what." Scully was deeply touched by his declaration of love. She knew he loved her, she just had never heard it in so many words. "I love you too, Mulder. I always will," she said and hugged him tightly. A single tear spilled from her eye as she closed them. They parted and when she looked into his eyes again, she knew that he knew she had slept with Doggett. It was as clear as the pain she saw in his eyes. Her heart ached for him. "Mulder—" she said, but he interrupted her. "I better be going," he said, giving her a little smile. "Yeah," she said. "Thanks for taking such good care of Will." He smiled. "We had a great time." He headed out the door. "I'll give you a call later." "Okay," she said giving him a smile and closed the door behind him. Mulder's heart ached as he thought about all that had transpired between them in the last few days. He couldn't blame Scully for turning elsewhere for love and romance. He had only himself to blame for not making his love known to her years ago. But it was still devastating for him to know that he was not the one to bring her the happiness she desired and even more humbling that she had found it, or at least the potential for it, in the arms of the man that had replaced him as her partner. Jealousy gripped his heart as he thought about John Doggett. He had seen it in Doggett's eyes almost right away that he felt something more than just a partnership for Scully. Every time he looked at her, it was as clear as the blue sky on a windy day. And the protectiveness he felt for her was blatantly obvious. Doggett was just as protective of her and as concerned for her safety and well being as he was. He hated to admit it, but Doggett was a good man and a good agent. She would be in good hands with him and he would not get in the way of Scully's happiness. As soon as Mulder left, Scully's tears flowed, burning hot streaks on her pale cheeks. How could she hurt Mulder like this? She loved him so much! But she had to be true to her feelings. It wasn't fair to Mulder or herself not to be. Then why did it hurt so much? And Doggett. What did he think of her, what did he feel? Even through all the pain she was feeling right now, she knew that she was indeed in love with Doggett. A couple firm knocks sounded on her door. Thinking it was Mulder, she quickly brushed the tears from her face with the back of her hand and opened the door. She was astonished to find not Mulder, but Doggett on the other side. "John," she said in surprise. He could see the tear stains on her cheeks. "Dana," he said tenderly and gently touched her cheek with his hand. She turned away and a pain jabbed through Doggett's heart. She does regret it! But he had to know for sure, so he asked, "Why did you leave without saying goodbye this morning?" He stepped into the living room and she closed the door behind him. "I'm ashamed to say it, but I forgot about Will until the moment I woke up. Mulder didn't know I'd be out all night – I didn't know I'd be out all night – so I rushed back here." She looked down as she talked. "I'm sorry, Dana. And I take full responsibility for that and everything else that went on last night. I came to the bar to make sure you and Monica got home safely and instead I got drunk myself and took advantage of you." Scully looked him in the eye. "No, I take full responsibility for my actions and the consequences. And you didn't take advantage of me; I wanted you last night and I don't regret it, but there is something I want to make perfectly clear right up front. I am not interested in someone who just provides me with sex. I am interested in someone who is devoted, mature, loving, supportive, and responsible. Someone who would put William and me first. Someone I can count on to be here. I am not interested in anything else." Doggett's heart floated in hope and joy. She did not regret it! She was looking for someone to love her, to put her first, to be there! "I am not interested in anything else either, Dana," he said taking her hand in his. He looked deeply into her eyes and continued, "I wasn't having sex with you last night; I was making love with you. Even though my mental facilities were a bit impaired, my emotional ones ran free and I poured my heart into our lovemaking." Scully felt an explosion of happiness fill her heart and she searched his crystal blue eyes for confirmation of his words. It was there. "I guess what I am trying to tell you is that I'm in love with you." He spoke his heart, praying it wasn't too soon. But after what they had shared last night, he didn't want her to think anything less. He did love her, with all his soul. He searched her eyes for a response and saw them fill with unmasked love. She leaned in and he captured her mouth with his in a vulnerable, tell-all kiss. They kissed for a long time, exploring each other for the first time completely sober and with all five senses clear and alert. She wrapped her arms around him and pressed him closer to her, needing to feel the reality of his profound declaration. He loved her! Her entire being was flooded with joy. She pushed him gently back, breaking the kiss, needing to say what her heart was yearning to say. "I love you too," she whispered with deep emotion. He smiled brightly and swept her into another kiss, this one filled with even more passion and fire than the last. Just then, William let out a cry, interrupting the lovers. Scully reluctantly released herself from Doggett's embrace and rushed over to William in the playpen. "What is it, Sweetie?" She said, picking him up and kissing his cheek. Immediately, he stopped his crying and smiled at his mommy. "You just wanted some TLC too, didn't you, Will?" Doggett walked over to the two of them smiling. "See what effect you have on us men? Just one hug and kiss from you and we're in heaven." Scully smiled. "Can I hold him?" Doggett asked. "Of course," she said handing the baby over to him. William threw Doggett a big smile. "You sure have gotten to be a big boy! And what a handsome one with your mommy's beautiful blue eyes." William kept smiling at him then giggled in delight as Doggett tickled him. Scully watched the two of them, feeling happier than she had in a very long time. "So, what are you doing today?" He asked. "Not much, just hanging out with Will," Scully said. "Can I join you?" Scully's face lit up in another big smile. "We would love that." Doggett smiled in return. Scully wrapped her hand around the back of Doggett's neck and pulled him to her. They kissed again with William between them. Something she had done once before with another man in what seemed like another lifetime, but this kiss was different. This kiss was filled with intense passion, desire, love, and the promise of a future together. THE END