*WARNING* May contain sexual content. Read at own discretion.
The slow, peaceful sound of the rain falling outside of the window made Kim think. She laid on the living room floor thinking of all the times her and Justin had sat there, just looking deep into eachothers eyes.God...I really miss being with him."She whispered to herself.
She couldn't help but think of everytime they laid there just talking for hours, laughing and holding eachother until the other had fallen asleep. Kim missed the gentleness in Justin's touch, the sweetness in his eyes, and the tenderness in his words.
"What I wouldn't do to be with him right now" She thought.
Just then the phone rang. Hoping it was Justin, Kim quickly ran to pick up the phone.
"Hello?"
"Hey Kim, it's me Jacque."
"Oh, hi Jacque"
"Kim...What's wrong?"
"I really miss Justin."
"He hasn't called yet?"
"No. why?
"well, I just got off of the phone with JC and he said they'll be in town sometime tonight. I guess he just wanted to surprise you"
"No way!" Kim screamed. She was so happy.
Kim and Justin have been together for about two years and it's been tough on both of them. Justin's always away except for about one week every month.
"Jacque,I'll call you tomorrow."
"OK. Bye"
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Kim lit a fire in the fireplace and set up candles all over the house. Carefully placing candles around a cozy blanket and pillows. She placed rose petals on the blanket and lightly sprayed them with Justin's favorite perfume of hers. She left a trail of red and peach rose petals leading up the stairs and into the room.
She ran a warm bubble bath placing five red and white heart-shaped floating candles in the tub. As soon as she got done, Kim ran to her room and put candles all aroung.
"I have to fing something sexy to wear...This is going to be a night he'll never forget."
As Kim was looking for something to wear, she thought about the new silky white baby tanktop she had just bought. Looking through her closet she came across that Justin just adored. It was black and fit all the right curves.
She took one last look in the mirror not knowing what to do with her shoulder length blond hair.
Kim walked downstairs to put on some music. After she had put on her favorite CD, she turned around and was surprised to see Justin standing there with a dozen long stemmed white roses. (Her favorite) All Kim could do was grab him and hold on, never wanting to let go.
"Hey baby..." Justin whispered in her ear. "I'm here and I'm not going anywhere...I love you"
She felt like crying. It had been two months since the last time she saw him and she longed to hear him say those words. It wasn't like he hadn't told her everyday on the phone, but she just wanted to be able to look into his beautiful blue eyes and hear him say it.
"I love you Justin". There were so many things she had longed to tell him. How much she missed him and how she needed him to get through the days. She wanted to tell him about all the times she had cried herself to sleep thinking of all the happy times they had spent together.
"How long are you in town?"
"About a month"
Kim and Justin kisseed more passionatly than ever before. For some reason things were different this time. It was more special. There were more feelings.
When they finally finished kissing, Justin said, "I have a surprise for you, but it'll have to wait until later." Justin took her in his arms, "You know I love you right?"
"I love you too Justin"
He kissed her again. His sweet soft lips pressed against hers. She felt so safe in his arms.
Justin took her hand and whispered,"It's time for your surprise". He tenderly put his soft, warm hands over her eyes.
"Don't peek."
"I'm not."
"Ok...You can open your eyes now"
To her surprise, there were at least 100 white roses carefully placed and there were white lights hanging around the gazebo. There was a beautiful white carpet leading thhe way. Hand in hand, they walked down the carpet.
***Girl your wish is my command. I would do anything, you need only ask. I'll make love to you, like you want me to***
Justin took Kim in his arms and softly asked, "I love you....May I have this dance?" She starred into his eyes and thought,"how could I say no?"
"Yes Justin...you already have my heart."
He pulled back and walked over to a table and picked up a single rose and a small box. When he walked back, he had a few words to say.
"You are my heart and soul. You mean more to me than life itself. You give me the strength to wake up and face everyday. Nothing would make me happier than to wake up next to you every morning and go to sleep knowing that you are laying next to me now and for the rest of my life."
And with that, he got down on one knee and said, "I love you....Will you marry me?"
"Of course I will!" She said crying. "I've wanted this for so long."
Justin pickeed her up and carried her in the house. He gently laid her down on the blanket in front of the fire. He laid down next to her, kissing her neck and slowly making his way down.
******************** *The next Morning*
The peaceful, warm rays of the sun poured in through the balcony doors and onto Kim's soft sleeping face. The brightness woke her up from her dream. As she turned to face Justin, she was alarmed to find no one there. Just a simple red rose and a note. As she opened the note, she could smell Justin's colonge.(Tommy Athletic) The note read:
I woke this morning to see a smile on your face. You must have been dreaming. You've made all my dreams come true. Now whenever you see me, I'll forever be happy. I love you.
-Justin- Kim could smell the faint aroma of bacon and eggs. As she got out of bed, she walked to the balcony doors. The warm sun and the sound of the birds chirping made her smile. She closed the doors and walked downstairs. When she turned the corner, she could see Justin standing over the stove. He looked up and smiled his amazingly breath-taking smile.
"I'm going upstairs to take a shower" she said after kissing him on the cheek.
"Ok. but hurry"
******************* *30 Minutes Later* Kim came downstairs to find Justin nowhere around. Just a note on the refrigerator saying...
Had to get something. I'll be right back. Love ya....-Justin-
As she waited, she decided to go outside and get the paper. When she walked outside, two cop cars and an ambulance zoomed past her house. When she got to the end of the driveway, she saw that the accident was only a few houses down. So she figured why not go see what happened. When she got close enough to the accident, she saw his red mercedes.
"Oh my god! Please don't let it be Justin!"
She ran over to one of the police officers and asked about the driver of the mercedes.
"Sit down mam. I'm sorry, but there was nothing we could do. The other driver was drunk and he hit him head on."
"Oh god! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!" She yelled as she slumped to the ground.
******************* *3 Months Later* "Our dreams were taken away from us that day. All I could do was cry. As far as I was concerned, when Justin died, everything inside of me died with him."
She looked out on the audience that was crying.
"Please tell anyone you love, that you love them. Life is too short and precious to waste. Never take things for granted because you never know when it'll be taken away."
As she wiped away her tears, she said one final thing...."I will never love anyone again. At least never like I loved him."
The audience stood, still crying, and applauded.
************************ *1 Hour Later* When she finally arrived home, she looked around and saw the picture of her and Justin. Smiling and laughing. She didn't have enough nerve to take them down. They were all she had left of him. All of the memories consumed her at once. She walked upstairs with a picture of Justin in one hand and her engagement ring in the other.
When she got to her room, she placed the ring back on her finger, looked at the picture and said, "I love you Justin. We'll always be together. In life and death, my heart belongs to you."
She took one last look at the picture, laid down, and closed her eyes for the last time.
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