Ok, please take the time to read this. Supposedly, it's true, but I dunno.
My name is Claudia and I'm here to warn you about the Backstreet Boys. Not the Backstreet boys that you see on t.v. The Backstreet boys that you don't see. I used to be a hard-core bsb fan. That is on up till they fulfilled my wildest dream. Later on it turned out to be my wildest nightmare. Here are the exact diary entries that I wrote on my ordeal with the Backstreet boys.
October 17 1998,
"Well hi, its been about 2 days since I wrote in you. I'm so sorry I've neglected you. Not much has happened except for today's my b-day!! I got so many cool gift but I'd have to say the coolest is my front row bsb tickets!! I can't wait! I wish I could've had backstage passes but I'm grateful for the front row tickets. I picked out my outfit and everything. I'm going to wear a tight, tight shirt that shows off my D cup breast, and a mini skirt. Hopefully my favorite Backstreet boy AJ, will notice me, but that'll never happen. Well I gotta go call all my friends and brag that I've got front row tickets, oh and by the way the concert is tomorrow!! I can't wait!!"
Love
Claudia
October 19, 1998
You would not believe what happened to me yesterday! Omg, I can't even believe it! I had sex with AJ, Kevin, and Nick! I know you don't believe me so let me tell you what happened.
The concert was great, of course I had on my little 'skimpy" outfit and I was having a blast. The Backstreet Boys were in the middle of singing there song "Anywhere" when aj jumped down off the stage and started touching fans hands. Then when aj got to me he touched my hand and slipped a backstage pass in it, winked at me and went right back on the stage. No one noticed what he had done, I was in shock, My outfit had worked, I was so happy that I started crying.
When the concert was over I quickly rushed backstage with a bodyguard, the first bsb that I saw was of course my true love AJ. He came over to me, smiled and kissed me on the cheek. I just blushed, then he called Nick and Kevin over. They came over and started looking me up and down as if I they were examining me or something. Then Nick said "Yeah, I want her" with a big grin on his face. Kevin quickly nudged him in the ribs and nodded his head to aj as if saying "yep, she'll do" "Are you doing anything after you leave here?" said Aj with a big grin on his face. "no, not that I can think of " I said wondering was this really happening. "why don't you hang out with us, it'll be fun' said AJ still smiling half way. When he asked me that my heart skipped a beat, was aj mclean really asking me to hang out with them? When I finally could speak I immediately said "yes" if I didn't said yes I would be considered the dumbest bitch in the world so of course I said yes, no doubt. As soon as I said yes, the three of them all looked at each other as if they were speaking in a secret code that only they knew. "Stay with him, he'll get you up to our hotel room safe" Said Kevin pointing to a Big muscular body guard. "OK" I said, still in shock. Then it suddenly hit me, hotel? When was I informed that we'll be going to a hotel room? The idea didn't settle to good with me but, I went along with it anyway, keep in mind that these are the Backstreet Boys, they're the guys you would love to take home to mom, they sing songs like "Ill Never Break Your Heart" and "All I have to give" they would never harm any girl, they're just too sweet , so with that in mind I didn't hesitate to follow the guard when he led me to their hotel room 3 hours later.
He left me in front of a hotel room door with no clue of what to do, and he started to walk away. "what am I supposed to do ?" I asked him as he walked away, he turned around with an attitude and said in a deep mean voice "knock on the door' then without saying anything else he walked back on the elevator. confused and nervous I knocked on the door. someone immediately opened it , it was AJ who answered the door. The only thing he had on were red silk boxers and a beaded choker. No shades, no shirt, no pants. He smiled when he saw me. This time he kissed me on the lips instead of the cheek. I smiled feeling as if I was in heaven. He gently took my hand and led me to a couch in the living room of the huge hotel suite. We both sat down on the comfortable leather couch, "do you want anything to drink? I've got vodka" said Aj "I'm only 18, I'm too young to drink" I said a little shocked that he asked me that question "so I'm only………that's ok I respect your decision" said AJ; Then an awkward silence filled the room, I started looking around and I noticed a box of condoms on the living room table. Aj noticed what I was looking at and he immediately gently took my head and kissed me. It wasn't a tap on the lips either, Aj was really kissing me,. We kissed for so long that I can't even remember, I loved the feel of his soft, wet lips pressed against mines. AJ was the best kisser. Then he stood up and took my hand and led me into his bedroom. We both sat on the bed and kissed some more, then aj started unhooking my bra, too caught in the moment it took me some time to realize that aj was about to have sex with me. "Aj, please don't I'm a virgin" I said. " its ok, I'll be gentle" he said while still kissing me and taking off more of my clothes. He really didn't even acknowledge what I had just said.
Then it happened. Me and AJ had sex. It was painful and embarrassing, I hated every second of it. As I lie in the bed naked aj got up and put on his boxers. He then turned around to me and asked "Are you ok?" in a unconcerned voice "yeah' I said feeling like a whore, I had planned to wait until marriage to have sex, I had planned on loosing my virginity to someone I loved, That night I realized I didn't have true love feelings for aj, and AJ definitely didn't have any feelings for me. I felt used "It always hurts when its your first time, it'll be fine don't worry" said aj while combing his hair in the mirror. Then he came over to me, gave me a short kiss on the lips and said " you did great, I wish I could stay here with you longer but I've got to go" then he kissed my forehead and walked out the room leaving me in bed, alone and naked.
Trying to hold back the tears that had just came out my eyes, I got up to get dressed when someone entered the room. Naked and scared I jumped back in the bed to cover myself, it was Kevin with a smile on his face "did I scare you?" he said "actually you did, I was just about to get dressed" I said humiliated, I didn't want Kevin to know that I had sex with aj but it was obvious. "You're leaving so soon?, I didn't even get my turn" He said with that same sneaky smirk on his face, he started walking toward me unzipping his jeans. I knew what was about to happen but I was too scared to say anything. I just let Kevin do whatever he had to do. Kevin was more painful then AJ was: Throughout the whole painful ordeal I just laid there and bit my lip to keep from bursting into tears, its was obvious that I was in pain but Kevin didn't care. When it was all over Kevin: got up, got dressed and walked out the room without saying one word to me. I felt even worse, this time it was impossible for me to hold back the tears I just started crying, I got out of bed and threw on my clothes suddenly I noticed someone was watching me from behind the door. I turned around to see Brian poking his head in the room just staring at me with a huge grin on his face. Then he made a weird face at me and went back into the Living room "How old is she 10?" said Brian and they all busted out with laughter. They all were talking about me I heard aj say "That's the 5th virgin I've had in 2 weeks" then they all started laughing as usual. With tears streaming down my face I managed to get dressed.
Then, just as I was about to walk out Nick entered the room. "What's wrong?" he said in a concerned voice, he noticed I was crying. "nothing I just want to go home" I said still crying " its 2 in the morning, how about you stay in my room for the night, I can't let you go home this late" Nick said sounding as if he really cared. Hesitantly I agreed, Nick sounded as if he really cared about me. Then he took my hand and escorted me out of the bedroom. Inside the living room were all the Backstreet boys and 2 unknown men. Howie had one girl around my age sitting in his lap. They all turned around and stared at me as I entered the room. Nick led me to the door, then suddenly I felt 2 skinny arms tightly wrap around my waist. I quickly turned around to see AJ " baby, I thought you were going to stay with me tonight?" he said, his breath smelled like hard , strong liquor "AJ, you're drunk" I said "of course, I'm drunk, baby, did you think I would have sex with you while I'm sober?" said aj as he plopped himself on the couch smoking a cigarette, everybody in the room started laughing. Then Brian said "hey nick be careful, Kevin says she's a Wild one!" then they all started laughing. Suddenly a man grabbed my arm and said " hey baby why don't you let me get a turn?" " Hey! She's strictly Backstreet boy property!" said Kevin; Then as usual the drunken laughter filled the room I looked at nick as if saying " nick why are we just standing here, lets go" I guess he knew what I was thinking and he opened the door and walked out giving the guys a mean look of disgust. "ignore them, they're just jerks" said Nick then he opened up his room and we both stepped in. His hotel room was smaller than AJ's , Nick led me into his bed room and we sat on his bed, then he took off all his clothes and of course we had sex. I didn't care as much with nick because I felt safe with Nick, he cared about me, he told me so. Right before we fell asleep he said "I think I'm falling in love with you, I'm going to take you shopping tomorrow ok?" he said " ok" I said, feeling safe and loved for once, then we both fell asleep in each others arms.
The next morning I awoke expecting to feel nicks arms around me, expecting to see nick laying down beside me, but nick was nowhere to be found, I checked in the bathroom, there was no sign of Nick, then I noticed an envelope at the foot of the bed. I opened the envelope and inside was a hundred dollar bill that said " to Claudia from Nick" , he had basically gave me his autograph on a hundred dollar bill as if saying, that was all I was worth, as if saying I was just a prostitute fan. I screamed and ran out the room while ripping up the money. I knocked on AJ's room door, A hotel maid answered and looked at me with a confused look "is aj here?" I asked "AJ? Ohhh, from the Backstreet boys right? No honey sorry, you just missed them about an hour, I don't know why you girls are so obsessed with those guys, they're jerks, they partied all night and had nothing but young girls up here, around your age, they left there hotel rooms a mess and………" "thank you" I said interrupting her and ran down the steps
I think They're going to be signing autographs at a record store tomorrow, me and my friend are definitely going, maybe nick just went out to get me some gifts or some breakfast I should've just stayed and waited for him, he loved me he would never leave me like that. He's a prankster so he probably was hiding in the closet when I ran out the room and he's probably heartbroken to find out that I left him. Well I'll see him tomorrow at the autograph signing and make it up to him.
Love
Claudia
October 20, 1998
I just want to die!!!! Omg I want to die!!! Today me and my best friend Jessica went to the autograph signing, we waited in line for 4 hours, When it was finally our turn I was shaking like crazy, but I figured that once nick saw me he would remember me and take me home with him. The first one to sign my autograph was Brian, who didn't notice me on up till I said my name, then he looked at me and started smiling, then he blew a kiss at me and moved on to the next girl who was crying hysterically over seeing Brian in person. Then was Kevin, he looked at me and smirked "didn't you get enough of us last night?" then he signed the autograph and moved on. Then was Howie, he acted as if he didn't know who I was, he smiled a cheesy smile that he give everyone and signed the autograph, gave me a kiss on the cheek and moved on. Next was AJ he looked at me without smiling then he said in a voice so low that no one except me could here him " didn't you get enough last nigh? Do you think we're dumb? I know your following us thinking you'll get lucky again with us, but sorry, you're old news" then he signed the autograph and shoved it at me. I was so mad that I yelled " you fucking bitch!!" then I threw the autograph at him. Security immediately rushed over and grabbed me, AJ had a smirk on his face. As the security was dragging me away I screamed "Nick!! Nick!! Its me!! Claudia!! Don't you remember me? I had sex with you! You told me you loved me!! I had sex with the three of you!! Nick!! Its me!!" I yelled, then all of the teenybopper fans including bsb started laughing, Nick was laughing the hardest and he said " sorry but I think you have me mistaken for another nick" then he continued to sign autographs. I hate him!! And I hate BSB!!! When I got home I ripped, shredded and burnt everything that I owned that had something to do with bsb.
My bsb ordeal ends here, everything that I said in the story is 100% true, these are the real Backstreet Boys. The sad part about it is that so many girls are idolizing these guys. All the Backstreet boys want from you is money and sex, they are not your friends and please take this warning . When ever the Backstreet boys slip you a backstage pass do no except it, it will only lead you to a night of pain and a life time of terrible memories.
Well, thats it. At first, I thought it was true. It was pretty disturbing. I emailed it to a girl I was talking to, and she convinced me it wasnt. I mean, who elaborates about their bra size in their diary?!?! Plus, Brian and AJ's gfs went on tour with them sometimes, as did AJ and Nick's moms.Do you think they'd allow this?? There are just too many loopholes. She said she got front row TICKETS as in plural. But she's at the concert alone and goes backstage alone. Also, Brian commented that she looked about 10...and none of the BSB or their bodyguards checked to see if she was 18!! (Not to mention the fact that this girl can memorize entire conversations...)
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