A week past, Nick and Toni had made attemps to call each other but hung up right before they pushed the last number. Toni was taking it the hardest though, She locked herself up in the house not answer the phone or the door. The girls were worried about her since they did not know about the whole break up. Kristen had called Howie and Howie told her everything, everyone thought Toni went back home, but nope she locked her self up in the house.
"Toni are you hear?" Toni heard, it sounded just like Nick's vocie.
"Nick? Nick" She cried when she heard it. She took off running to the living room to see no one, not a thing. She fell to her knees crying.
"Nick Nick please please come home" She said outloud. She laid on the floor crying, not knowing what to do. She knew she fucked up, but she wanted it to all go back to normal.
"Toni you cant get everything you want" He said looking her in the eyes.
Toni recap the event that happen and started to cry harder. She got up and walked to the bathroom. She took off all her clothes and sat at the bottom of the shower. She turned it on and let the cold water run on her naked body. She cried as the water fell on her, she hit the bathroom wall, as she cried.
"Nick please!" She cried. "Please" She said as she soon leaned her head back and let the water fall on her more. She got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around her hair body. She walked into the living room and saw Nick sitting on the couch playing video games. She ran to the couch and wrapped her arms around her self thinking she was wrapping her arms around Nick. When she open her eyes she saw it was just a illusion. She started to cry again.
"NICK!!!!!!!!!!" She screamed throwing the remote towards the wall, causing it to break.
"WHY ME!" She screamed holding her self as she cried. She manage to get her self up and she looked around the house, it was like his face was everywhere. She walked to her room and laid down on the bed crying her self to sleep.
After getting to his hotel room from the studio, he climbed into a hot shower and ducked under the pounding streams of water. Leaning forward into the wall, he relaxed as the flow coursed through his hair and over his face. Tears fell from his closed eyes as Toni's smiling face looked at him in his head.
"Toni" He whispered, as he cried "Toni please" He said as he bang his head on the shower wall. He got out the shower and walked to his bed. He laid down and held a pillow close to him wishing it was Toni.
"Cause I dont want you to go" Nick said. Toni's eyes filled with tears
"What?" She asked
"Toni I hardly ever see the guys anymore, I am always with you"
"What are you trying to say! That you are sick of me?"
"No I love you"
"If you loved me you would not say that you spend to much time with me"
"Toni I do! All it is now is Toni and Nick, I never go play basketball with Brian no more, I am not going to stop being friends with him just cause of you"
"I'm not asking you to! I just like to be with my boyfriend, is that a damn crime!"
"No but why can you just accept that I am leaving for the bahams tonight, and I wont be back till July 10" ' Damn it Carter' He thoguht as he recap the whole fight
"Toni you are being stupid" ' Why did you say that Carter! Why were you so stupid' Tears fell from his eyes as he wished he could hold Toni. He soon fell asleep with his face stained with tears.
Toni awoke in the same state she was in before she went to sleep. She swore she heard Nick calling her name. But of course it wasn't him. She figure since he had not called in a while that he was with someone else. She figure she would never win this fight. All she wanted to know, was where he was. She laid back down and started to cry.
"PLEASE GOD BRING NICK TO ME!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!" She screamed crying. She laid there crying not knowing what to do. She picked up the phone. 5-3-2-7-6-8-click. She couldnt do it, she couldnt dial his number. She took the phone and threw it into the wall. She laid in the bed crying.
"You really want to?" He asked, She smiled and nodded her head. He stood up and helped her up.
"Come on, I want this to be right" He said pulling her to the bedroom.
No One else comes close started to play in her mind as she cried.
"No Nick, Please, Please Nick come to me" She cried. "Please" She whispered as she held her self and went back to sleep.
The next day Nick was out side playing ball with Brian. He shot the ball and it went over the hoop into the pool for the 6th time.
"Yo Nick" Brian said looking at Nick
"Yea?" Nick asked
"You know what. The object of the game is to get the ball in the hoop, not the pool"
"I know man, I know. Sorry today my game sucks"
"It has sucked for a week now, whats on you mind, or who is on your mind"
"Toni man, I cant get her off my mind, the whole fight was so stupid, I said things I shouldn't of, and she said things she shouldn't of. I dont know what to do"
"Nick I am going to tell you as I see it. You have a second chance, take it. You know she loves you and you know she is probably at home crying, walking around throwing shit, Nick she needs you as much as you need her, Take your chance before she goes back Enrique or some crazy shit" Brian said
"I dont know where she is, the gurls say she cant be home she wont answer the phone or door"
"Nick she is there and you know it" Brian said
"Do you think they will let me leave?" Nick asked
"Howie did to go film Rosewell, say that you have a family probelm" Brian said
"Brian I cant, I cant go there not knowing if she will accually talk to me, I like it better not knowing, I will wait till July" He said
"The longer you wait the harder it will be" Brian said looking Nick right in the eyes. Nick knew he was right.
"Your right, I am going to go talk to Jack" Nick said jogging off.
