I wanna know, who ever told you I was letting go, of the only joy that I
have ever known, girl, they're lying, just look around, and all of the people
that we used to know, have just given up, they wanna let it go, but we're
still trying, so you should know this love we share was never made to die,
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I, just you and I, I'm
never gonna say goodbye, cos I never wanna see you cry, I swore to you my
love would remain, and I swear it all over again and I, I'm never gonna treat
you bad, cos I never wanna see you sad, I swore to share your joy and your
pain, and I swear it all over again, all over again
Oh course they didnt let Nick go home, since they thought he was just
saying that to go home to Toni, which he was. They said he could go home 4
days later, he accepted it and hope Toni would not go back to Enrique.
"Long Time no see" Kristen said when Toni entered the big warehouse at
6:00pm.
"Toni are you sure you are going to be ok to do this video?" Kristen asked
when she saw Toni's face.
"Yeah I will be fine, they want me to really act in the video I wont be
acting, Kristen I feel like shit, I know I look like shit, I miss Nick, I
want Nick." Toni said as she started to cry. Kristen wrapped her arms around
Toni and held her close.
"Toni, he will come around"
"Do you think so?" Toni asked
"Yeah, I mean h will see the video and come back right?"
"I hope" Toni said crying.
"Come on we gotta get ready" Kristen said pulling Toni to the place.
"Nigel Dick at your service ma'am" Nigel said shaking Toni's hand
"You are last one to do, after that you can go home"
"Thank you, when will I get to see the video?"
"Probably Next week" He said
"Alrighty. Where do I go to get undress?" Toni asked
"Over there, after you are completly undress make sure you put on the
bathing suit bottoms and put a towel around her self and wait till I am
ready" he said
"Ok thanks" Toni said walking off.
Nick pulled up to their Florida Home at about 8:20pm. All the lights were
off accept in the bed room, there was a dim light. Nick walked to the door,
he unlocked it and went in. Nick was nervous, very nervous. He went to the
back off the room and saw Toni laying on the bed crying. The sight of her
just made him cry.
"Toni" He said softly. Toni turned her head and saw him standing in the door
way. She closed her eyes and open them again. She walked over to him and
poke him in the tummy causing him to giggle.
"Nick?" She asked crying, He shook his head yes, They stood there looking
at each other not knowing what to say, and finally Nick said something
"Baby, I am so sorry I didnt mean what I said, I love you so much, I am soo
sorry, I dont want to break up and lose the chance of being a daddy to baby
Nikki, I want to be with you, I want to be everyhting to you, I am never
gonnna say goodbye, cause I never wanna see you cry anymore, I swear to you
my love will always remain and I'm never gonna treat you bad ever again,
cause I never ever wanna see you sad and I know swore to share you joy and
your pain, and I will swear it all over agian, I love you Toni, and I am
sorry" He said as the tears fell from his eyes.
"Nick I am sooo sorry to, I love you too" She said wrapping her arms around
Nick and kissing him. They laid down in the bed and Toni laid on his chest,
crying. She laid her chin on his chest and looked into his eyes. It was like
his eyes were telling her how much he missed her, and love her. (Damn them
eyes!)
"I love you" He whispered as he leaned down and kissed her softly. When he
pulled away she smiled oh so big.
"I have missed you so much" She said
"I know, I am so sorry Toni, Please forgive me"
"How cant I? After everything you said, I am sorry for being a bitch to you,
I love you"
"Toni we both know we are sorry, I just dont ever wanna leave you again, But
I kinda got to" He said
"When?" She asked
"Tomarrow Night" He said
"Right when I get you back, ya gotta leave me" Toni said almost about to cry
"Please dont cry Toni, I promise I will call"
"I am sorry, I think it is my pregance, The hormones" She said as tears fell
"Toni you know if I could stay I would, I hate to leave you, But its my job"
"I know, it comes with the package huh?"
"Yeah, the same way, a baby comes in your package. And to be honest with ya
I dont think you are going to find another guy that will take that baby and
treat it like its own, the way I am going to" Nick said holding her close.
"I know, that is why I couldnt belive I acted like a bitch to you, all you
do is love me" Toni said so sweetly.
"I am so happy we are not fighting" Nick said kissing her softly
"I am too" Toni said giving him another kiss.
"Ok blue line blue line!!!" Kristen screamed at the little white stick.
"Please please please" Kristen said as it came up Blue.
"HELL YEA! Go Kristen!" Kristen said as Christina sat on the toliet.
"Lucky huh?" Christina said
"Yup, I cant end up like Toni. It is bad enough one of the memebers is
having a baby, two? Shit that would be crazy" Kristen said throwing it away.
"Yup, Maybe we should go get some pregance pills for me and you. To help
protect" Christina said following her into the living room
"Yeah lets go" Kristen said walking out to Christina's car.
"So Katie how are you and Brian?" Angie asked as they sat on the couch of
Kevin's home
"Great, I am glad we are back together. How about you and Kevin?" Katie
asked with a evil grin
"Katie me and Kevin are doing fine as friends but thats all"
"Angie! I know damn well you like him, and he likes ya. You need to tell him
how you feel"
"He knows that I like him as a friend, Nuttin more. There is no way we could
be more. We are like best friends"
"You lie like a white country girl"
"I am white! But not country"
"Thats why I called you one"
"So you mean to tell me, you white country girls are liers?"
"No!"
"Ok then stop dissin yourself and leave me alone"
"Angie! Listen to me, I know you want that sexy body of his, and I know
everytime you guys look into each others eyes you want to just take him then"
"Ok maybe I have thought about that with him before, but it was a thought I
would never think of doing it"
"Angie! Think about doing it, you never know. He could be the man of your
dreams"
"I thought JC was the man of my dreams"
"Will you were wrong! Look at Kevin, he is sweet, country, takes care of
you, listens to you, and is always there for you when you need him"
"JC was all that, but look now. I have a fucking restriening order on him"
"Cause He was a jerk, you didnt see it but I did. Kevin is different"
"He may be, but I know he dont have feelings for me"
"How do you know that!"
"Cause I do!" Angie said getting up
"Angie you are soo stubborn! KEVIN LOVES YOU!" Katie screamed. Angie stopped
and turn and looked at her
"Whatever Katie" Angie said walking off.
