Chapter 36
I Can tell
Kristen pulled into the drive way of her home, she hoped. She got out of the car and walked up to the door. She found it lock and unlock it and went in. She looked around the living room and saw no one there. She walked over to the couch and sat down.
"Who the hell?" Howie asked only seeing the back of Kristen's head and not knowing it was her, since she had a hat on. Kristen stood up and turn around.
"Hi" She said trying not to make eye contact
"Hi" He said looking at her stund she was standing there. "Did you get the things I sent cha?" He asked
"Yeah, today"
"I sent it like Monday"
"Yeah will Toni kept it from me" Kristen said
"Ok, would you like something to drink?" He asked
"Sure, Coke with"
"Ice, shaved ice" Howie said walking to the Kitchen. He came back with her drink and his sitting down beside her.
"I didnt think you would come back"
"I didnt want to at first, but then Toni knock some sense into me and I thought I should come and talk to you" She said as the tears welled up in her eyes
"Baby please dont cry" He said notcing the tears.
"Howie I have missed you so much, I love you but I am scared you will try to trap me if I stay with you, I am soo scared" Kristen said letting the tears fall. Howie wrapped his arms around her, and held her close to his chest.
"I am sorry for acting the way I did, I will never try to trap you, please Kristen take me back" Howie said looking into her eyes
"Howie I dont know" She said crying some more
"I can tell you are scared, but please dont be, I will take care of you and I will never trap you, I promise" He said
"I love you Howie" Kristen said
"I love you too Kristen" He said kissing her.
~*At AJ's House*~
"Toni should be having that baby soon" AJ said
"Yeah I know" Christina said watching tv.
"Christina" He said
"Huh?" She asked looked at him
"Have you notcie you dont pay much attenion to me inless we are having sex" AJ said
"What are you talking about?" She asked turning off the tv, and sitting where she was facing him on the couch.
"Christina, everytime I try to talk to you, you like dont pay any attenion to me. The only time ya do, is in bed. I love you more then anything, and I want you to love me"
"I do love you" Christina said
"Show me, but not through sex" AJ said, Chrisitna sat there for a second not knowing what to say.
"I will" Christina said getting up and leaving.
"What the hell!" Aj said. About 4 hours later Christina showed back up at the house. AJ was asleep on the couch when she walk in. She laid ontop of him and watched him as he slept.
"AJ" She whispered, He slowly open his eyes
"Yeah?" He asked
"I love you, here" She said grabing his hand and putting a thick silver ring in this middle of his hand. He looked at her and then read the insription. 'I love you AJ' was across the top. In the ring it said 'Forever and always, Christina and AJ' AJ smiled big.
"Baby I love it, but you didnt" Christina put her hand over his mouth to shut him up
"Yes I did, I love you, and I want you to know I would do anything for you, and I would spend all my money just to keep you, I love you so much, This is my promise to always be here for you, and to always care for you. I love you Alexander James Mclean, and I want you to know that" She said pressing her lips on his
"I love you too baby" He said when the parted. He started to kiss here neck and went down.
~*In Kentucky, On Friday*~
Angie had finally gotten used to the roster. (Thank god) She had done everything on the Richardson's farm. Milk cows, Feed chickens, pigs, and horses. She was a regualar cow girl.
Kevin and Angie rode their horses down a really pretty path.
"It is so pretty today" Angie said as she rode
"Yeah it is, Did you pack the 504 Boyz cd?" Kevin asked as they went through a pond
"Yeah"
"Ok good" Kevin said smiling all sexyly
"You are crazy" She said kicking her horse to make her go faster. They arrive at a wood cabin, it had pretty flowers everywhere.
"It is beautiful!" Angie said getting off the horse and tieing her up. Kevin did the same and grab their bag. He open the door and they went in. The cabin was one unit. There was only one door that lead into the bathroom. There was a bed in the middle of the cabin as table along the right and a furry carpet infront of a fire place. Kevin walked over to the bed and put the bag on the suitcase. He took out his cd player and put it right by the bed.
"You wanna take a nap?" Kevin asked
"Why?"
"So you can be up tonight" He said laying down
"What do you have in mind for tonigt Mister" Angie said crawling ontop of him.
"Nothing, Nothing at all. I wanted to go riding through the fields tonight, the only time that is fun is at like 11:00 and we have been riding all day" Kevin said wrapping his arms around her as she looked into his eyes
"Are you sure that is all?" Angie asked smiling
"Maybe" He said kissing her. Angie rolled of him and fell asleep, she was pretty tired. At about 10:00 Kevin shook Angie to wake her. She open her eyes and look at him
"What?" She asked
"Come on lets go" Kevin said pulling her up. She walked out side with him and got on her horse. (Gosh this is like western) They rode out to a really really pretty part of the country.
"Look at the stars" Angie said stoping the horse.
"It is like looking into your eyes" He said smiling at Angie
"You really want some tonight dont cha?" Angie said smiling
"No why would cha think that?" Kevin said turning the horse
"Where are you going?" Angie yelled as she rode after him
"To the cabin the wolfs should be out soon" Kevin said riding off faster. Angie heard a wolf howl and kick the horse to make it go faster. They arrived at the cabin and put the horse in a little cabin. They walked into the cabin and Angie sat down on the bed.
"When are we going back, Toni should be poppin out that kid soon" Angie said
"Sunday" Kevin said putting on number 8 on the 504 boyz cd. Angie smiled as the music started
"You aint gotta say too much from the look in your eyes I can tell you wanna fuck" Kevin sang as he got on top of Angie
"and you aint gotta call me your boo just as bad as you wanna fuck I wanna fuck too" Angie sung surprise Kevin. Kevin smiled and started to kiss her neck.
"Put me on the counter in the kitchen now baby cover my body with some ice cream lick me head to toe bangin'me out 69'll be the next thing. I wanna taste your body all night long from sun up to sun down I wanna make you moan" Angie sang as he undid her shirt and kissed her tummy.
"I will bang in and out of you if you let me" He said looking up at her
"Yes please" She said as he undid her pants and pull them down along with her panties. He took off her shirt and bra leaving her compeltly naked, exposed only to him.
"Oh Mi god you are beautiful" He said looking at her
"You know you could show me your body" She said smiling, He slowly stripped off all his clothes leaving him competely naked. Angie smiled and ran her hands down his body. She stopped at his theighs. She looked up at him, he was big, really big. Bigger then J.C. 'Am I going to be able to handle this?' She asked her self as Kevin pushed her back. 'Oh Mi god, I am scared' She thought as Kevin kissed her all over.
"I love you" He said as he enter her
"Holy shit balls!" She screamed in pain and pleasure.
"Are you ok?" He asked as he was still in her
"Yeah, I am fine. A little big thats all" She said as she rested her face in his shoulder. He went in and out of her making her scream each time. After a while she got used to it and meet every thrust he made. After about 30 mins
"Kevin....Please......pull......out" She said at every thrust. He pulled out of her and laid next to her. She was sweating really bad and so was he.
"Are you ok?" He asked
"Yeah great, damn that was good" She sad out of breath.
"Wanna go skinney dippin in the lake?" Kevin asked
"Eww no tellin what kind of animals are in there!" She said as he giggled. "I am tired, you worked me to hard. Can we got to bed?" She asked
"Yeah come here" He said pulling her close and kissing her softly. They soon fell asleep.
~*Same night, Brian and Katie*~
"Damn that was good" Katie said as she laid next to Brian on the water bed up stairs of the Littrell home.
"Yes ma'am it was" Brian said smiling.
"Brian" Katie said putting her hands under her chin on his chest.
"Yes?" He asked
"Do you know I love ya?" Katie asked
"Yes I love you too"
"No I dont think you understand. Brian I love you like you love your mommy. I see how much you love her, and that is the way I feel for you. I would die for you Brian. I thought I was going to die when I broke up with you for Kevin. I was so stupid. And I am sorry. Brian I love you" Katie said as tears fell down her cheeks. Brian was speechless. He didnt know what to say
"I love you the same was Katie" He said kissing her.
~*Same Night, Back in Florida with Toni and Nick*~
Toni sat in the middle of the baby's room.
"Life is a road, And I want to keep going, Love is a river" Toni sang, She was stuck.
"I wanna keep flowing" Nick said as he sat next to her and handed her a drink of milk.
"Hey thats good, Life is a road, And I want to keep going, Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing, Life is the road, Now and forever"
"Wonderful jouney?" Nick said, Toni smiled big and kissed him
"Great beans!" Toni said typing it up.
"I'll be there, When the world stops turning, I'll be there, When the storm is through" Toni sang once more.
"In the end I wanna be standing, At the beginning with you?" Nick said smiling
"Your on a roll babe! And I love it! That will be the name of the song At the Beginning" She said as she type it.
"What is this for?"
"It is the chorus to the song about Nikki, I have none of the other part cause I dont have Nikki, But when I have Nikki I think I was be fine" Toni said looking at Nick.
"Nick I am scared" She said
"Why baby?" He asked as he saw the tears well up in her eyes
"What if I not a good mommy, I wanna be a great mommy I love her and I dont even know her!!" Toni said as she let the tears fall.
"Oh baby, Come here" Nick said holding her close.
"You will be the best damn mommy, and I will be the best damn daddy. I swear we will do great" Nick said holding her
"You think?" Toni said looking up at her
"I know" Nick said kissing her nose.
"I love you" Toni said
"I love you too baby boo" Nick said kissing her once more.
