Chatper 8
Tha Hell
"Nick? umm Hun I am taking bath" She said
"Um no, you are sitting hot tub in a bathing suit, your reaction to my question are you naked was what the hell, No I aint, I am wearing a bathing suit" Nick said scolling through the im they had.
"KidNicky19?" Toni asked
"Kaosgirlie19?" Nick asked looking at her.
"I told you things that you didnt need to know"
"I told you the same things" He said putting his laptop down and walking over to the tub. She shut the laptop and handed it to him. He took it and put it on the floor. She stood up and took a towel and wrapped it around her self. Nick helped her down the stairs, she walked a little away from him and looked him in the eyes. She started to cry.
"Dont cry" He said walking closer to her and wiping the tears off
"Thats all I do now" She cried
"But dont, I mean I will be here to help you stop crying" He said taking her hand in his and guiding her to the bed. He sat down and she sat in front of him.
"Toni I love you, I know that you are hurting bad, really bad, But I can do my best to stop it" He said
"You dont understand, I am all alone by myself, I am going to raise a baby by myself, I cant do it" She said
"Then let me help you, I can and I will even without your ok"
"Why do you want to be with me, I am pregant, not even with your kid"
"I dont care, I will love that child even if it aint mine, it is kinda ya know coming out of you and you mean the world to me"
"Nick, can you do me a favor?" She asked
"Anything"
"Hold me" She said, he smiled and pulled her towards him. Laying back on the bed, Nick held her in his arms close to his chest.
"When I'm lost in the rain, In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way. And when I'm scared, And losing ground, When my world is going crazy, You can turn it all around. And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top, You're always there, giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm, For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm I turn to you. For the strength to be strong, For the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true I turn to you." She sang as he rub her growing tummy.
"Nick I love you" She said
"I love you too Toni, and I aint lying" Nick said
"We have never kissed me before" Toni said sitting up and looking at him
"Do you want to?" He asked leaning towards her.
"Yes" She said as their lips meet. The kiss became deeper, and more passionite. They sperated and looked into each others eyes.
"Whoa" Toni said, Nick smiled and brought her into another kiss.
*Knock Knock*
They stopped and looked at the door.
"Come in?" Toni said
"Hey Guys it is just me!" Brian said peeking through the door.
"Nick took the laptop" Brian said walking in.
"Yeah I know, Brian I want you to meet Kaosgirlie19" Nick said
"But thats Toni"
"Yeah I know" Nick said
"Really Brian?" Toni said
"Your pragent?" He asked
"Yes" Toni said
"Whoa, Enrique Or Nick?" Brian asked
"Enrique"
"He left you cause of it huh?"
"Yeah"
"Knew it, well I am glad to see you guys together, Toni I want you to know I will always be here for you, and you know I love you as a little sissy" Brian said hugging her.
"Thanks Brian, i love ya too, I just hope I get through this" Toni said
"You will you got, me, Nick, your fans, your parnets, friends, the BSB and your band mates" Brian said not knowing that Nick, Him, and Toni were the only ones that knew.
"Brian, I only got You, Nick, and myself to get me through this" Toni said
"Why?" Nick and Brian said
"Cause no one else knows"
"WHAT!?" Brian said
"I have not told anyone else except you two thats it"
"Why not your mom, she needs to know, or hell your band mates" Brian said
"Ok for my mom, I cant tell her cause she trust me to be good and not have sex till I was married, she wont understand that I was kinda in a weird way raped, and I cant tell my friends cause they will think I was raped" Toni said about to cry
"You were raped?"
"He took advandge of me, I was drunk off my ass, and he had sex with me and I didnt even know"
"Oh god Toni" Brian said holding her close.
"I think you should tell your mom" Nick said
"No, I cant she will not understand" Toni said
"Tell her tomarrow when you go out with her"
"Well you guys go with me, and if she takes it ok, I promise to tell the band mates" Toni said
"We will go, what time?" Brian said
"11:00, we meet at lunch" Toni said
"Ok cool, I will be here at 10:30 to make sure you are ready" Brian said getting up and getting the laptop, he hug Toni and kissed her cheek.
"See ya in the morin" Brian said
"Good Night" Toni said as he walked out. Nick wrapped his arms around Toni and looked into her eyes.
"You will get through this I promise" He said
"Well you stay here tonight?" She asked
"Yes, I will be back in a few, I am going to take a shower and get my clothes ready for tomarrow" He said
"Alrighty" Toni said leaning up and giving him a peck on the lips. He let go and walked off. Toni stood in the middle of the big room thinking. She took off her bathring suit and put on her light green fuzzy rob, she grabed her green panites and tank top set and went into the bathroom. She open her rob and let it fall off her showing her naked body in the mirror. She looked at her growing tummy. It was still a flat, but it had a little curve to it, no one could tell she was pregant but she could cause it was her body. She ran her hand over her tummy 'Maybe this will be cool, I do go Brian and Nick so far, and I know as soon as I tell everyone they will understand, I hope' She thought. She got into the shower and came out about 10 mins later. She put on her little set and comb her hair out while walking out the bathroom. Nick was just now coming in.
"Hey babe" He said
"Hey" She said tieing her hair in a green ribbon. She laid down in the bed and sat there looking at him. He turned off everything, and got in bed with her. He laid down and she laid her head on his chest.
"Nick, I am scared" She said as they laid in the dark.
"Dont be, I am here for you" He said kissing the top of her head and falling asleep.
