This story has a lot of swearing in it.So it is recomened for 14 and up.
~*~Courtney's P.O.V.~*~
I was noticing that Justin wasn't home as much as I wanted him to be.I would constantly page,and phone his cell.I suspec he's going off with Britney.She's a bitch who wants every guy possible.One of my friends saw Justin with Britney at the mall.He said they weren't hanging all over each other,but then again you never know.My best friend is Howie Dorough.We met through one of Howie's sisters.Since he's always traveling with The Backstreet Boys it's kind of hard to talk to him,but we still email each other a lot.
Just the other day Justin came home drunk.He knows I don't like that. "Dammit Justin.You know I hate it when you're drunk."I said screaming at him. "I ain't fucking druck bitch."He said walking over to me. "Whatever asshole." "What did you say bitch?"he said getting ready to raise his hand. "Nothing"I said sweetly. "Okay...I thought I heard you say something else."he said.I am glad in a way he is drunk.He would have hit me.Justin went into the den and watched some wrestlinf and drank some more beer.I could hear him screaming out the wrestlers name that he wanted to win.I tried sleeping,but I was just depressed.I knew that I would have to call Howie in the morning.I just wanted to get out of this house for good.
~*~Next Day~*~
I got out of bed at 7am.Justin was asleep witha beer can in his hand.And chips on his lap.I woke him up. "Yo bitch why'd you do that for?"He said. "Well you need to get ready for work."I said shaking.I hate it when he does that.Justin got ready for work .He have me a kiss good-bye even though I don't want one.He smelt like beer.I hated every moment of it.Right when I saw the car leave I dialed Howie's number. "Hello?" "Hi Howie."I said a little down. "What's the matter?" "Justin" "What did he do this time?"Howie said with a sound of concern. "Everything.He came home and was drunk again.He almost hit me last night.And he keeps calling me a bitch like I am a "dog" or something."I said begining to cry. "It'll be okay Courtney.Hey how about I come over and talk about this okay?"He said. "Alright see ya." What a sweetie.I thought.Howie couldn't possibly any sweeter.Before Howie came over I decided to do a little shopping to get some things off my mind.When I got to the mall guess who I saw? Justin and Britney.What he "claims" is just a friendship has to be more than that.They were hugging and kissing and all of the mushy stuff that we used to do.My face got red.I didn't have the courage to go up to him and scream.I can do that later.I also thought he was supposed to be at work?I decided to leave.I couldn't handle seeing them together.I got back into my car that Howie gave me as a birthday present and drove off blasing Backstreet Boys music.
When I got home Howie was there.He was sitting in his car with some flowers for me."Sweet" I said to myself.Howie got out of the car. "Hey,where have you been?"Howie said. "Shopping...some what anyway."I said with an angerly voice. "Did you see Justin with Britney?"He said walking over to me. "Yea..they were hugging and kissing this time."I said sadly. "Aww poor baby."Howie said joking around. "haha."Howie went into his car and gave me the flowers. "You're so sweet."I said hugging him. "I know I am"Howie said laughing.I unlocked the door.I walked in and Howie followed.We went into the living room.I put my shopping bags on the couch. "Are you still feeling sad and down?"Howie asked. "Yea." "Do you wanna talk about it?" "I guess I can.No big deal."I said. "Courtney,you don't have to talk about it if you don't want to."Howie said.We sat and talked for hours.Howie finally had to leave.He had to go to a party with the guys.Right after Howie left Justin pulled up into the drive way.He came storming in. "What in the hell was he doing here?"Justin yelled. "We were just talking.That's unlike you and Britney!"I said. "Me and Britney are just friends!"Justin said trying to be sweet. "Yea right! I saw you two at the mall hugging and kissing all over each other."I said. "And you told that jackass about it?" "Yea." "BITCH!"He screamed.He hit me.I was trying to get away,but I couldn't.He's too strong.The hitting went on for at least 10 to 15 minutes.After that experience Justin left.I grabbed the phone with what strength I had left.I called Howie in tears. "Hello?" "Hi Howie."I said sniffling. "Oh no! What happened?" "Just best me tonight.He saw you leave the house"I said crying. "Gosh dammit! that fucking asshole.I wish he wouldn't hurt you like that.Hey do you want me to come and get you?You can stay at my house."Howie said sweetly. "Howie,no....I can't.Justin will get even madder than he already is."I said. "Okay...you can come over anytime you want to.Just call me."Howie said. "Alright." We got off the phone.I tried walking,but that didn't work.I just layed there in a corner suffering.