I wonder if you're watching me
And if you are, why should you
You show nothing but disdain for me
Yet your eyes are so blue
You are somehting I would not regret
Or am I hallucinating
Between us there is no merriment
And your looks are grating
I scream inside what I cannot say
And you go on not knowing
There are far too many ways
To keep my feelings from showing
Should I tell you now
Or should I hold it in
I crave to let it out
But instead I'm sinking
My silent shrieks pierce my ears
But they never reach yours
If I say something, one of my fears
Is that there will be nothing but snores
Your apathy grinds me slowly down
Tearing and wrenching my logic away
Tired of hiding and about to drown
To save myself I must find something to say
But what do I say
How do I act
I get closer every day
But then I turn my back
I don't want to turn my back anymore
