Somedays I just want to forget it all, The more I try the more I seem to fall. I can't get past the loneliness I feel, With each new hurt it seems the pain will never heal. From all my sins Jesus set me free, But seems the past you won't let be. You hold onto it tighter than you've ever held me, The door to your heart is locked and I don't have the key. You've taken everything but my dreams, And they are fading fast it seems. You've never made me first on your list, Or felt the pain when forgotten to be kissed. You will never have a future living in the past, Or a loving relationship that will last. I don't know why it matters to me anymore, I guess it's time to realize on our love you've closed the door. Written By Anita Miller ~ SouthernHeart ~ © Copyright May 2001