My Poems
"ALONE"
All alone in this world without a single soul
I sit silently as my tears flow
As the pain grows strong my heart gets weak
I wish to start over but all I do is weep.
"FREEDOM"
Each day my hope slowly slips away
The only hope I have is soon being free
Free of all the pain and hurt
Free from the hot flowing tears
Free from the pain of reality
Free of everyone and everything.
"TRUE LOVE"
True love is forever
Although he may hurt you and break your heart
You'll always love him because true love is forever
You may spend day and night crying with hopes of holding his body close
Still you love him with all your heart and soul
Because true love is forever.
"EVERLASTING PAIN"
This pain I have inside haunts me day and night
The pain flows, my heart melts
I try to become strong
But the everlasting pain weakens me and steals all my hopes and happiness
I wonder will this pain ever go away?
Will my heart ever mend?
Only God knows when my pain will end.
"THE GIRL NO ONE KNEW"
(This poem is published in "Flights Of Imagination")
Friends and family look at her, What do they see?
A girl filled with happniess and cheer?
Look deeper and see what is really within
A child filled with heartache and fear
She allows no one to comfort her an calm her from her fears
But if you listen closely at night you can hear her crys
And see that she has someone who will always listen
Someone to calm her fears
Someone who will never forsake her
That someone is our almighty God
As long as she has faith and puts all in his hands
You need not worry, he will watch over her
And protect her day and night
In time she will be the girl you all think you know
The girl filled with happiness and cheer
"Lost Love"
As I sit here and think of you tears fill me eyes
My soul slowly begins to die
As my body begins to tremble
I close my eyes and wonder why I believed your lies
You loved me for a little while, who could love me for long
Your words I remember with a rush of sudden pain
Out of a relationship filled with happiness, suddenly I am sad
Day and night I wonder what we could have had
My Love"
Wrapped in your loving arms our heartbeats combine
So close together our souls intertwine
I gaze into your eyes and know all is right
Our love is so strong it will last through the years
It will rejoice in the laughter and bare through the tears
It will live through all good and bad
And remind us each day of the blessing we have
My love for you grows stronger with each passing day
I never thought it was possible to love one this way.
"Wonder"
I wonder if some future day i'll be able to
feel your body close to mine, I wonder will you,
my love, be true.
Will their still be hopes, dreams, and futures to
share, when fantasy turns to reality, and do you
think we'll both still care?
The time has come to make a decison to hold on
or to let go.
Distance has kept us apart far to long, but you'll
always be the one for me now until eternity.
"I'm Sorry"
Each night before I rest my eyes thoughts of you
fill my mind. My eyes begin to swell with tears
and my heart begins to tear.
I never meant to offend or hurt you, my anger was
intended for someone else.
I value our friendship far more than anything.
That's why I give my deepest apologizes but know
thats not enough.
In time you'll see I never meant what I said
and I am the sweet person you thought I was.
"Trapped"
Trapped in this cruel world my soul screaming
to be set free. Trapped in this body I no longer know.
I see my reflection and wonder who's standing
before me.
A pale, helpless child with a tear stained face
and eyes filled with so much pain and sorrow.
The girl looks down ar the razor blade she holds
in her trembling hand and says a silent prayer
for God to have mercy on her in this moment
of despair.
She closes her eyes as tears fall down her face
then slits her wrists.
She feels all her pain and sorrow drain slowly
from her body.
At last my soul is set free!
"Slipping Away"
I sit here reminicing the times we've shared,
you was with me through think and thin, there to
listen when no one else would, but those times
seem to be slipping away.
I could always be myself around you, never worrying
about what you would think, I could laugh, cry and
act silly, but those times seem to be slipping away.
I remember the times you would comfort me when I
was upset, even though we were apart, your
friendship is one I could never replace but lately
it seems to be slipping away.
"All I Want"
I want freedom to express myself and find the
independent person within.
I want freedom to be true to myself and find out
who I really am.
I want freedom to grow and find out what I can
and can't do.
I want freedom to love whomever and find
my soul mate.
I want freedom to make mistakes and find right
from wrong.
I want freedom to make life decisons and find
out what lies ahead.
All I want is freedom!!
"Desire"
As I lie helplessly in a bed of sorrow ,
I search the depths of my soul and see only you.
To be in your arms, to feel your touch,
is my only desire.
Instead I hear angry words and feel tears of fire.
With every tear waves of unseen feelings
shatter my heart and I wonder why
we have to be apart.
"Longing"
I long to gaze into your deep blue eyes
and feel your soft lips against mine.
I long to feel your warm embrace
and lie in your strong arms.
I long to feel the race of my pulse
when your in my presence.
I long to feel your hand softly caressing my skin.
I long to be with you now and forever.
"Torn"
I'm torn, torn between two loved ones.
One i've loved for such a short time,
one i've loved for so long.
One melts my heart and makes me happy within,
one breaks my heart and hurts me deeply.
Yet, I love them both and don't know why.
Words can not begin to describe
how torn I feel inside.
Copyright © 1999-2000 "Candy" Green
I hope you all enjoy my poems. I know some of them
sound really sad and depressing but that's my way
of releasing what I feel inside in a positive way.
"Trapped" is probably the craziest poem i've ever
written, it was wrote at one of the lowest points
in my life and im happy to say I no longer feel
that way!
