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Camilia - lost love

Once again the scene is set in Copenhagen, where the young Camilia lived. She was only 18 years old, and she tried to find out of love. Again and again she felt in love, wanted to give the guy everything - and then he left her, and she was lost. She found it very hard to trust the male-sex, but tried. Her heart was broken so often, that it didnīt even count anymore, because she was so tired of it, and just got angry at the guy each time. Everytime she thought sheīd found true love, it ended with lost love. And how was she to know? She went out when she was single, out into the nightlife to find another guy. Soon she didnīt care anymore, if they left her. It was the same each time, and she didnīt want to sit and cry because of a stupid guy. Not easy to hurt.

Thana went around in Copenhagen. She had left the dead Justin in his bed, naked and blood all over the place, but she did not care about him. Now she should find something to do. Lilith would be proud of her, when she heard what Thana did to Justin. He defeated her, she doubled up and gave him death. And now she was into the nightlife again, found guys to spend the night with and lived the wild and funny life. When she didnīt know what to do, she found her old friend Simon, whom she also knew when she was an angel. She could sleep at his place, and they were the best friends. Of course, he didnīt know that she was a demon, and never knew she was an angel once. But soon she began to be bored. It was all the same in Copenhagen. She went out to see other cities around, near Copenhagen. In another big city she felt there was something to do. At a nightclub she met Camilia, a girl looking really angry about something. The girls talked.
“ What happened?” Thana asked her.
“ My last boyfriend just left me... he wanted to have his firm and not my love in stedt, but he still likes me... Iīm so tired of it.” Camilia said, and Thana agreed.
“ Men are stupid. They only care about themselves... but most girls Iīve met, who experienced this, were sitting at home, staring at a picture of their former boyfriend and crying. And youīre out partying!” Thana was surprized.
“ Yes I am. Why should I cry about him, he was worth nothing when he treats me like that. They are all the same, though they say theyīre not.” The girl asked the bartender for a tequila more.
“ I understand you. This is good. So youīre angry, have you thought about revenge?” Thana asked with a smile. He deserved that.
“ Perhaps, but what should I do?” Camilia asked and drank her tequila.
“ I can help you, trust me on that one. Letīs find out something...” Thana also asked for a tequila, and smiled at Camilia. This was a nice girl, she wanted to help. Later they went out in the night to talk. Thana did not yet know what to do with Camilias now x-boyfriend, but she was thinking. He should not die like Justin did, and she didnīt think that Camilia hated him so much. Something kind and yet evil, would be perfect.
“ Do you know if he has got another girl now?” Thana asked.
“ I donīt think he has... why?” Camilia said, and looked at her new friend. She was so strange, but nice anyway, and understood everything she was told. Thana was special, much more special than any other girl she ever met. So different from her friends and all she knew off.
“ Because... I just had some thoughts... let me think this through. Can we meet again tomorrow night, at this place? I have to get going now...” Thana said, and Camilia nodded. She had to leave too. Back to her lonely bed. But she felt something was about to happen. Something that would change everything she had now.

It became morning, daylight, evening and at last night. Camilia waited for Thana. She - Thana - had been thinking all day about what to do about Camilias x-boyfriend. It had to be cruel, but not too cruel. Thana could handle it, but could Camilia?
“ How are you tonight, my friend?” Thana asked her.
“ I am fine thanx, Iīm glad you wanna help me out here.” Camilia said, and they gave each other a hug.
“ I totally forgot something! What is the name of the guy?” Thana asked now.
“ Oh... his name is Danny.” She smiled. “ Have you thought of anything?”
“ Yes, Iīve been thinking all day about it. I donīt think he should die or anything. Heīs not like that. But I know some friends, who can make his life bad.” Thana said. So now it was on. She had contacted some of her demon-friends, who gladly wanted to help them.

It was night a week after Danny broke up with Camilia, it all happened now. He was home alone, not knowing that Thana sat outside his window with a smile on her face. She couldnīt wait for it. Her first demon-friend, Erosion, came to her. He was the one who found her and brought her to Hell. They were still good friends. She had talked with him about what to do. They went inside the house, quiet so Danny didnīt hear it. Suddenly they stood in front of him, looking very fierce. Their bat-like wings were visible, and in the light from the tv - the only light in the house - they didnīt look like the angels they once were. Danny jumped up from his sofa when he saw them.
“ Who are you?!” He asked loudly and surprised.
“ Weīre Thana and Erosion. Coming to help you away from this world.” Thana said with a smile.
“ What do you mean? Are you... no, it canīt be, youīre playing tricks on me!” Danny said.
“ Are we? Is this a trick?” Erosion said, and flew over Dannyīs head and landed behind him. Suddenly there was demons all around him. Beautiful, seductive demons, girls and boys, and he didnīt understand what was happening.
“ Danny... weīve come straight from Hell to take you away.” Thana said, as she was the leader this time. Suddenly everything around Danny turned black. He was sorounded by darkness, over and under him, everywhere. Camilia stood in front of him.
“ What are you doing here? Is this a dream?” He asked, very afraid.
“ No itīs not. This is reality. Iīve been defeated often, and I could never do anything, but now I got help. And youīre the one to see what happens, when I get angry.” Camilia said, and he looked at her. “ Are you a demon too?” Danny was scared. What happened?
“ I am human, just as you. And I am not going where you are. Thana will take care of it.” She said, and was gone again. Danny looked around. Why was there only darkness. But there was light. Red light. Under him. It was a tunnel, and it went down. He fell and fell, and couldnīt do anything. All around him there was fire, and he still thought it was a bad dream. When he landed, he was in Hell. It was beautiful and scaring at the same time. There was fire, it was hot and there was no sky. And if there were, it was black and with lightnings. Thana stood at his side. She took his hand and followed him to Lilith. Thana went away and stood behind Lilith now. Danny knew it was Lilith, though he had never heard about her before. Lilith came down from her throne.
“ Danny, what is your most precious thing?” She asked him with a smile.
“ Itīs... I donīt know... my life...” He said and Lilith laughed.
“ Yes, youīre right. Without your life youīre nothing. So letīs take it away from you.” Lilith touched him with her flaming sword and gave him a kiss. Everything turned around. He was dizzy, and didnīt know where he was, why and how he got there. He was no longer in Hell. He heard someone laugh, and he saw Camilia burning a picture of him. He saw Camilia crying, over many lost boyfriends, and understood that he had hurt her very badly. He should never have done it. He wanted to tell her, that he was sorry and everything would be good. Danny couldnīt. He couldnīt talk, or do anything. He was back home in his room. There was people all over the place, his family, and he lay on his bed, like he was sleeping. People cried, and he saw his mother crying very much. Talking about Danny, her only son and asking why he died. He went to her, told her that he was right there, but she didnīt hear him. Her son was dead. Danny understood, and it was frightning to understand. His body was dead, but he was not on his way to Heaven. He couldnīt leave the Earth, he was alive without the body. A ghost, that was what was left of him. Danny tried to cry, but couldnīt. You may hear a ghost cry, but they have no body and canīt cry tears. Only sound and feeling. Everything was wrong. He couldnīt cry, and it was horrible. He wanted to scream, but nobody would hear him.
“ Thana!!!” He screamed out to nothingness. Could she hear him? She stood in front of him, but she had a body at least.
“ Can I help you?” She asked.
“ Yes! I am dead... I donīt want this. What have I done?” He asked.
“ You ask what youīve done? Fool! You broke Camiliaīs heart one too many times. That heart was broken enough from the beginning, and you made it worse. So now you must wander around seeing other people alive, knowing you have no body or heart!” Thana left him, and he was standing alone. He could not talk with anyone, he was just a ghost.

Camilia was now made to a demoness, and she was happy that way. Thana convinced her, that it was the best. So now the two girls went around, taking revenge on girls defeated by boyfriends. They had a lot of fun. From time to time they saw Danny wandering around. He looked sad and was sad looking the way he went around. When he saw them he tried to call on them, but he was never to be human again. Only a sad ghost, understanding what he did. But it was too late. And he kept thinking about, that he should have cared a bit more about Camilia, and what they did to other guys they found. Were they made to suffer just like him? He would never find out.

“ Now thereīs no pointing, placing the blame, and you should know I suffer the same, if I loose you, my heart will be broken.” Madonna, Frozen.

 

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