November 3, 1999
Hi to my bestfriend Ian,
How are you na? Hope you're doin excellent as always!
Hmnnn..wag na wag mong minamaliit yung work mo dyan ha, iho. Sige
ka, ikaw rin. Love your work, you'll never realize its importance
till it's gone. Don't let that happen!
Btw, doc Marky, thanks nga po pala sa prescription nyo. =)
Anyways, I just wanna say THANK YOU AGAIN for the CALL. I felt so
good and even if this phrase is over used na, please allow me to
use it again: words are not enough to express how good I felt that
time when we were talkin. I need not elaborate more, cuz I'm afraid
this would strike somewhere. But anyway, why should I be afraid
diba? Afterall, YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY BESTFRIEND.
Honestly, I had lots of friends. I even experienced the pains and
the agony of what they call the "price-of-your fame". **sigh**
Everyone looks at me as a very happy person. They call me lots of
names: smiley, hyper, super girl, wonderwoman, Jolina (in my previous
Company) and super restless (lagi nga raw recharged!) Yeah, I guess, that' s
how they see me.
But in spite of it all, I am still wondering why everyone has a
bestfriend. And ako wala? Nakakalungkot nga namang isipin. Or could
be because, I just realized what I've been missing now. Might be
bcuz before, when i was still studyin in elementary, highschool
and college, I was too preoccupied. I never thought of having one
really close friend. I enjoyed the company of many. I was too busy
with campus leadership stuffs, acad scholarships and a lot of things
get into my mind. Guess, we both experienced that. But then I just
realized back in college that I don't really need a boyfriend. What
I need is just a real bestfriend.
I've search for LIFE... I waited and waited. I told myself, maybe
your bestfriend is just on his way. It's never that easy, lookin'
for someone who could understand you in everyway, someone who could
be there to lending a helping hand, a shoulder to cry on, somebody
you can cry with & laugh with.
It was never that easy after all. I never knew life could be that
painful and unfair. But I took everything positively. I always
believe that GOD ANSWERS ALL OUR PRAYERS in THREE WAYS: He says
"YES" and gives you what you want. He says "NO" and gives you better
than what you are asking for. And When GOD says "WAIT" -- wait and
HE WILL GIVE YOU THE BEST in HIS own good time.
So I patiently waited. Because I knew that was His answer: "WAIT."
I never found one, not until October 13, 1999. That was the time I met your mom.
Till here. You dont have to respond right away. I just want you
to know what I'm thinkin. God Bless!!!
Mag-iingat ka lagi dyan ha. Always use Time Management. Stick to
your schedule. First things first. =)
Your bestfriend,
Hazelle
