Marking an Era

The image of you makes me sad because I can't be with you. 
Still in love my heart chooses to be, 
making it stop is beyond the power even within side of me. 
My soul is hungry for you, my mind can't forget. 
Leaving you behind was a choice I may live to regret. 
Dreams talk to me and show me you face. 
It all seems so unfair, 
the emotions get recreated in my head leaving me, 
and my heart in so much despair. 
Why can't I forget, and leave you in the past 
and why is the life passing by so fast?

Questions I wish I could answer for myself. 
The future I wish I knew. 
What is still inside of you?
A few mintues away you are seem like a 
thousand miles into oblivion. 
The present is a difficult thing to live 
in when your not sure how you fit in it.  
There is a mystery in him I can't forget.

A life I once had that I have trouble ignoring. 
Why is this so hard? Is there a definition of what I feel? 
I pray to God for me to live on and forget, 
but so far he's not listening or he thinks its 
something I shouldn't neglect. 

This endlessness of a love I couldn't explore
has haunted me to the day and will rot me to the core.