FOREVER MY FRIEND 
BY:JIM
Forever Friend I am there For you For you
Whatever the weather Whatever the mood
Forever Take you into my heart And into my mind
Hold you there Hold you there Forever
For you are my friend And I hold that dear My love
My love Forever I open my arms And hold you close
Protect you Protect you Forever
We walk together Forward from here Into the future
You and I Forever
So sleep tonight In comfort Knowing you have A friend Forever

TO TOUCH YOU ONCE 
BY:VIVAN LEE
WHAT I WOULDNT DO TO TOUCH YOU ONCE
TO FEEL YOUR LOVING ARMS.
TO KISS YOUR LIPS,LOOK INTO YOUR EYES.
I NEED YOU,I WANT YOU,TO FEEL ALIVE.
TO HEAR YOUR VOICE,FEEL YOUR HEARTBEAT.
OH GOD JUST ONCE I WISH WE COULD MEET.
THE THINGS I WOULD SAY,THE STUFF WE WOULD DO.
ANYTHING,EVERTHING JUST TO BE WITH YOU.
I WOULD STOP THE TIME,MAKE THE WORLD STAND STILL.
JUST TO HOLD YOU AND TELL YOU WHAT I FEEL.
SO I WISH I MAY,I WISH I MIGHT.
HAVE JUST ONE WISH I WISH TONIGHT.

ORIN 
BY:NATHANAEL
Do you remember Me?
And the games we use to play
You were like a god to me
You were so real
I could see the life from you
You glowed like I'd never seen
I use to laugh till I'd cry
Like I am now
On the floor in my room
Hoping to forget the past
Hoping to forget the truth
A bottle and a cigaretter to get me through this day
I can't believe you're gone
You've flown away
I picture your pale face
In that cold lonely coffin
Or did they put you in fire
Or in the ground to rot in
It was an easier day, back in the 8th grade
I will still drink my life away
I will still sing my songs
But I now the world is a little worse off
With you gone

TO BE AS ONE 
BY:JIM
An hour with you- An hour to be - As one-
To fuse ourselves In bonded bliss and find-
Within the other - A piece of ourselves-
A harmony of spirit- Ecstasy-
An hour with you- An instant -
All Time- A look, a touch- A whisper -
Soft - Melting us together-
There is no end- No beginning- An hour with you- An hour of our fire
Consuming- Fused, we burn-
Our passion building -
And- We tell each other-- I am you- I am you -
An hour with you-
An hour forever.

UNTITLED 
BY:VIVAN LEE
I woke up this morning and my world had changed.
And I'm not really sure it will ever be the same.
Yesterday i knew what i wanted from life.
But know things are a mess this doesnt seem right.
My head is spinning I can't slow it down.
My face is underwater I think I might drownd.
Please somebody help me out of this place.
I'm running and running but I can't win the race.
So slow this ride down I wanna get off.
Its no fun anymore not when your lost.

ENOUGH 
BY:VIVAN LEE
Where did you come from?
How did you get here?
You came to my heart and I just let you in.
I did't expect that afterall we're friends.
I'm not sure how it started.
Or when it will end.
But the passion we share.
Is hard to comperhind.
We have some much in common.
We are so far away.
I suppose that is good though.
In some crazy way.
Take the distance away.
And what do we have?
Two people consumed by passion.
Blinded by lust...lost in extasy.
If only for just one moment.
Would that be enough?

UNTITLED 
BY:NATHANAEL
For everyday alone with a cold empty hand.
I think I relive the pain we've somehow learned to stand.
For every thought of your warm body on mine.
I think I shiver.
With the joy i feel inside.
Theres no ocean between us just two hearts.
But maybe we can bring them together.
Maybe they can join.
Maybe we'll find the truth together.
Our luck can change on the flip of a coin.

SUNSHINE 
BY:VIVAN LEE
The sun is shining.
There are no clouds in the sky.
I'm so happy today.
And I'll tell you just why.
My friends are the greatest.
And my familys' the best.
I got control over things.
I passed the test.
I never gave up.
Somehow I found the stregnth.
Oh yeah I did it.
And I have you to thank.

MY SISTER MY FRIEND 
BY:VIVAN LEE
Some people are blesed only once in there life.
And I feel that one time was you.
Not only are you my sister Ashley,but my best friend too.
The things we share are a mystery to some.
Some things are better left unsaid.
You are always there when I need you.
I'm so proud of you in all that you do.
So if ever you feel that you can't make it through.
You can count on me I'm here for you.

TRYING TO REMEMBER 
BY:VIVAN LEE
I remember when you used to call just to talk.
And ask me to go on really long walks.
How you cried when my date to the prom came in.
And you taking those pitcures of all my friends.
When you'd take me fishing even when I complained.
And how we both were so mad when it started to rain.
I remember the weekends when you used to cook.
"I'll be damned" you said "If i follow that book."
I've been trying so hard to remember those things.
Laying in bed racking my brains.
Those memories are hard to find sometimes.
And it scares me to death cause I thought they were mine.

EMOTIONAL OVERLOAD 
BY:VIVAN LEE
I sat up all night and thought.
I can barely breath let alone talk.
So many emotions going on in there.
I keep asking myself why do I care.
Crash and burn seem to be my M.O.
Time number three now where do I go?
The only way is up from here.
I've done decided I've shed my last tear.
It's not gonna happen to me again.
I swear this time we will only be friends.

ALONE NOW 
BY:VIVAN LEE
Late last night I awoke from a sleep.
Scared from a dream I can't remember.
I had the strangest feeling that,
I was some how not so alone.
I rolled over to look at the clock.
And found myself reaching for the phone.
My hand shakely dailed the number,
That my head knew so well.
My heart begins to pound so hard.
And I feel myself gasping for breath.
"Hello?"
"Hello?"
I know I'm alone now.

WONDERFULL DAY 
BY:VIVAN LEE
As the sun comes up.
And the moon begins to fade.
I find myself ready,
To face another long day.
I tell myself I can do this.
But my heart often disagrees.
So I pull myself together.
Take a long look in the mirror.
And notice a tear,
In the corrner of my eye.
I reach up and touch it,
As it gently slides down my face.
And then I think to myself.
What a wonderful day.

MEMORIES 
BY:VIVAN LEE
I find myself wanting to reach out to you everyday.
I keep telling myself that thats not okay.
I can't help but feeling this terrible loss.
But I'm gratefull that our paths crossed.
The things we shared can never be replaced.
In my heart they will never go to waste.
So I remember the good stuff all the time.
But I will always know you can never be mine.

FIRE AND ICE 
BY:VIVAN LEE
I find myself defending your name.
Knowing now we can never be the same.
We have lost all controll now,
What should we do?
I can't see myself running to you.
It would be so intence.
Like fire and ice.
Why did this happen?
It makes no scince.
So we walk that line,
Carefully with each step.
Do we dare to give in?
No not just yet.

THE ONLY ONE 
BY:VIVAN LEE
Flames up on the heated log.
Hidden behind the misty fog.
My mind recalls broken dreams.
Where nothing is like what it seems.
I see your face, and I call your name.
But you dissappear behind the flame.
I want you here by my side.
Not in the corners of my mind.

REMAINS
BY:VIVAN LEE
A single milk white petal.
Clinging to a sad sallow face.
That is all that remains.
Of a once perfect daisy.
He loves me not.

ALONE 
BY:VIVAN LEE
In a far away place I see myself
Alone on a desserted island.
The sand is white,
There is so much light.
Alone on a desserted island.
My mind starts to wonder.
As I sit and ponder.
Alone on a desserted island.
The face of an angel appears to me.
Reminds me what I used to be.
Alone on a desserted island.
You are here you see
To be with me
Alone on a desserted island.
It is then I notice the angels you
Telling me I will get through
Alone on a desserted island.

WHY NOW? 
BY:VIVAN LEE
He told me that he loved me.
I screamed at him it's not fair.
He said I want to be with you.
And show you how I care.
I felt my heart break in two.
The only one I want is you.
I'm so confussed on what to do.
But with my heart I'm following through.
Friends we started and friends we will stay.
Friends like him never go away.
So in my heart I'll keep you both.
Just know this I love you most.

PERFECT 
BY:VIVAN LEE
Peacefull walks in the woods.
Rain softly drizzleing down our backs.
Is all we have of a once perfect friendship.
With no strings attached.
What we have now is hard to explain.
The friendship is still there.
But they're feelings that words cannot express.
So we try to act like we don't care.
Stepping carefully with each word.
Thinking before we act on a thought.
Knowing that we are far past the point of return.
And too scared to look back.

A TIME BEFORE YOU 
BY:VIVAN LEE
As I lay in the cool damp night air.
All I hear is the distant sound of my heart beating.
As I close my eyes and breath in deeply.
Taking my mind and soul to a happier time.
A time where everyone and everything is what it seems.
A time when alone was blessing and not a curse.
When a friend was just a friend.
And my enemies were in disguise.
When happiness was simple little things.
And dissapointment wasn't an issue.
A time when wanting something and needing something,
meant the same thing.
A time before you.

LOVE;
BY:NATHANAEL
I go outside late at night and dream.
Out if the cornner of my eyes,
I see a flickering light.
Strong and bright it brings my eye to it.
Like a magnet.
I look and wonder why this star?
But I know why.
I know somewhere out there, is another pair of eyes
Gazing up at the sky.
Drawing me closer and closer.
The one that intoxicates my being.
The angel that lifts so high twards the sky and stars.
Twards the star witch is ours.

LUST;
BY:NATHANAEL
Sleep that brings me dreams.
Dreams of a slow death.
Of a shattered mirror.
Of a dying rose.
Have dies.
Dreams of death have died.
The grim reaper has rolled over my soul,
has let me be at the right time.
Sleep that brings me dreams.
Dreams of shinning sun of a candelscent glow.
Of a blooming flower in the middle of a lush feild.
Dreams of so many things, so may memories.
And things to be, and thoughts unseen.
I Love You....Sweet Dreams.

THE CALM BEFORE THE STORM 
BY:VIVAN LEE
Rain falling like helpless tears from a love torn heart.
Uncontrolable like most emotions I try to hide.
Pooling around the low spots in my soul.
Thunder rooling like words that are so often unspoken.
Loud enough to hear but so un-understandable.
Lighting flashing filling the sky with emense light.
Only to become dark again like so many times before.
The intensity so unbearable,excitement so real.
Then with out any warning it stops.
Like the beating of my heart for that split second.
The calm before the storm.

NO REGRETS 
BY:VIVAN LEE
Regrets?
Do we have any?
We always understood each other completely You and I.
We had that special bond between us.
That bond that only comes around Once in a lifetime.
We knew it all.
All about each other.
Our lives, problems and joys.
I could ask you anything And you could always be truthful with me.
We didn't judge or criticize... That was the best part Of you and me.
No, I have no regrets about what we had.
The only thing I fear Is what we don't have now.
Each Other.

ILLUSIONS 
BY:VIVAN LEE
I thought I saw the moon,rising over the roofs;
it was only a gas sign shining on a street corner but I was thinking of you and I thought I saw the moon.
I thought I saw a falling star, dropping through the night;
it was only a jet heading for the airport but I was thinking of you and I thought I saw a star.
I thought I heard music, singing in the air;
it was only a train coming to a crossing but I was thinking of you and I thought I heard music.
I thought I was a realist, feet firmly earthbound;
I see stars and moon and hear music when I am thinking of you.
What have you done to my world?

SWEET DREAMS 
BY:VIVAN LEE
The sun sets on a perfect day.
It's time for silent times.
And peacefull dreams.
Of places far away from here.
A place where the sun always shines.
And the moon is always full.
Where butterflies dance on sunbeams.
And fireflies flutter on moon beams.
A place that is quiet and safe.
And where happy people long to be.
Just a small place on this planet.
That belongs only to me.

CLOSER AND CLOSER 
BY:VIVAN LEE
A sly glance from across the room.
A soft touch on the small of my back.
A careless brush of your hand.
Is all it takes to send my world spinning.
A simple phone call.
A coded page.
A chicken soft taco.
Is small ways you show me you care.
Answering the phone in the middle of the night.
Letting me hold the remote.
Giving me a 3 point lead in basketball.
Is something you never think twice about.
Listening to me complain.
Offering me your shoulder.
Making me smile.
Is something I look forward to.
Letting down my guard.
Holding your hand.
Letting you hold the remote.
Is alot closer than you think.

DREAMER 
BY:VIVAN LEE
I thought today that i seen hope.
It was just a glimmer.
But I know it was there.
I relized today that love is crazy.
It was just a spark.
But I know I care.
I felt today that I was safe.
It was just an instant.
But I know it was right.
I want tonight what I can't have.
It was just a dream.
But I know I just might.

I CAN'T 
BY:VIVAN LEE
I can't touch you, but I feel you touch.
I can't see you, but I see your image.
You are are only a name on a screen.
Yet I love you very much.
I can't hear you.
But I listen to your words closely.
I can't smell your cologne.
You're on my mind mostly.
I can't hold you.
Yet I do.
Of the things I think about.
But I cradle you in my arms.
I can't gaze into your eyes.
Yet I look into them.
You have my love.
And its not fake.
I can't kiss you.
But I touch your lips to mine.
I cant talk to you.
Except through a screen.
Typing feverishly to you.
Is how I spend my time.
For you are there.
Whether you know it or not.
You are in my heart.
Now always, and forever.
I Love You.

FADE TO BLACK 
BY:VIVAN LEE
Soft words spoken on def ears.
Small cries for iternity wimpering free.
Plea's of self control flowing.
Is all that I have been reduced to.
The pages have turned back.
Chapter after chapter of the same.
There is no begining and no ending.
Just a constant stream of unforgiving.
Feeding my soul and impowing my being.
The flame has been lite and dosed in one quick instant.
Fading back into the darkness yet again.

HEARTS ON FIRE 
BY:VIVAN LEE
Hearts on fire.
Love alfame.
Cinders fly.
You speak my name.
Passion smolders.
Red-hot haze.
Touch my soul.
Quench my blaze.

UNTITLED 
BY:PURE XTC
(sorry I wasnt told your real name)
Why has fate delt me these cards?
Why are these moments I face so hard?
Questions upon questions no answers in sight.
Night after night my heart doth cry.
Visions of you in radiant white.
To hold you close would be my hearts delight.
But for now friends is all we can be.
I'm happy just knowing you care for me.
My sould will be lost in the memory of you.
hopeing someday my dreams will come true.

WHAT IS LOVE? 
BY:P.J. ALEXANDER
What is love?
Is love a drug you can purchase at any local pharmacy?
Is love some words we, as humans just do not understand?
On the other hand, is love something felt between two people who really admire and respect one another?
I truly believe love can best related to that of the life of a flower.
For you see, a flower starts out from a seed buried deep within the ground.
With the proper nurture and compassion, the seed grows into a bud.
Finally, one day the bud decides to open its pedals to the radiant sun.
Thus, allowing use to see the flowers inner beauty and splendor.
Just as love has a warming side, it also has a cold side to it.
One day, the sun will stop shinning, and the pedals will close up.
The cold winds of hatred and jealously will cause the flower to wither up and die.
Thus, turning a once warm and plentiful world cold and barren.
The seed, however, waits ever knowing that one day it can grow again into a flower,
allowing itself once more to exposed its pedals to the sun.
Thus, allowing us to gaze at its splendor,
That is my concept of love.

MY FIRST LOVE 
BY:VIVAN LEE
Rain from above
Without a cloud in the sky
Is this a sign from the heavens?
Or just a tear falling from my eye?
Is this a tear of sorrow?
Or an expression of my love.
Its a moment of greif.
And the eternal peace of a dove.
I discovered happiness.
The day our hearts touched.
My soul is eternally yours,
I love you so much.