Im just saying... all the shit up in here is mine... it came from my fucked up head... so dont pretend its yours... cause it aint...
~*~"Why Do I Feel Like This? ~*~ Why Can't My Life Be Sweet And Full Of The Happiness That My Soul Craves For?" ~*~
~*~A Question That Keeps Repeating Itself Like A Record Since The Beginning Of Time ~*~ This Thought Haunts Me ~*~ Making Me Spend Endless Hours Of Wasted Time Trying To Recollect Myself ~*~ You Consider Yourself A Pretty Sane Person ~*~ (You Know The One On The Outside That Everyone Can See) ~*~ But On The Inside Your Full Of Pain, Anger, Terrors, Fears, All This Hatred And Rage Locked Up Inside Your Heart Straining And Fighting To Get Loose ~*~ Can't Tell Anyone How You Feel Cause They'll Just Pretend They Understand ~*~ They'll Think Your Crazy, Insane, Unable To Cope With The Harsh Realities Of Life ~*~ When Really We're Just Seeing Everything In A Different View At A Different Angle ~*~ In The Most Negative Way We Can Possibly Imagine ~*~
When Sarah was wasted in Graniteville!
I loved you, but you smell like poo. You took me for granted, when I was in Graniteville. I wanted to marry you but you said you had a girlfriend. I wanted to have your kids when I was in Graniteville. I'm drunk in Graniteville. And your still a punk when I'm in Graniteville. When I stare aat the Butch light I think of your toe when I'm in Graniteville. I see the planets on the ceiling when I'm in Graniteville. I stare at the pictures of Christina and Ronald and the dude up there in Graniteville. I wanna see my satelite in Graniteville. No, No, No! Kentucky Fried Chicken is all I pee. Kentucky Fried Chicken is all I smell. I see the colors. I feel my braids. Don't copy me. April 26. 1992 there was a riot on the streets tell me where were you. I was sittin home drinkin with the brave and the few. Now I'm riding on my motocycle. Sarah's looking at the wall. Sarah's making love with the wall. (not literally) Yeah, yeah, yeah. Ya had to be there. It's what you got. See my toes, write that. The only letter thats not a letter number is 2. Can't fight against the youth. Yeah snails too. Different sameness. You lying sack of shit my belly button itches. And pepsi and water. She says I calmed down alittle. A pair of boxers and a capitain moran shirt, woo hoo! His girlfriend did him woof, woof. I can't marry you cause your you, he he he. It just is. To the tenth power. Things I tell her to write down in Graniteville. Sparks are like the things that won't light in a lighter in Graniteville. Ten times stronger. Druel said (Ronald) Christina is the bomb. She's gorgous. Insides is pink and fuffy and full of cookies. Druel said Christina's always horny. How come you? one, three, five, seventeen, plus two equals one hundred and twenty-seven plus three. you got it all? Write that down too and that too. I'm gonna eat some frosting. When I'm drunk. ewwwwwww Nice and thick just the way you like it.
~*~The world is coming to an end about a mile down the road~*~To wander around and kill myself is what I have been told~*~Dont you wonder whats it like to feel the breath of death?~*~To speak your last words of speech, to breathe your last breath?~*~If you want to see pain, take a look into these eyes~*~You can see my pain without emotion, I dare not cry~*~Now I'm sent to the evil, way beyond my dreams~*~Sent there in misery, where no one hears my screams~*~I walk along the shadows to hide myself from all~*~I hide inside the darkness so they all cant watch me fall~*~Fall beyond the edges of Hell to a place you dare not see~*~To a place where all our fears are alive to a place thats inside of me~*~I see their eyes burning with fire, just as mine once had~*~But now their filled with rage and anger but covered with the emotion of sad~*~