"In Your Eyes"
part 1/2
by Court
Pairing: M&M
Rating: R
Summary: Okay, we've all seen the preview for Heatwave. Is anyone
feeling a fever like me? I had to write something about it before it
aired. So this is my own take on that hot scene at the Crashdown. It's
through Michael's eyes.
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Disclaimer: Not mine unfortunately. I only own the story.
Thanks to Mel and Courtney!!!
"Love, I get so lost sometimes
days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
when I want to run away
I drive off in my car
but whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are
All my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside
In your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes"
-Peter Gabriel, "In Your Eyes"
I feel something weird in my stomach. My heart races as I touch the cool
exterior of the metal handle to the Crashdown Cafe. I've never felt like
this... I've never done anything like this.
There was one girl a few years back. Oddly, she hadn't seen me the way
everyone else does. Not an alien of course, just alienated... The first
kiss in a dark closet at school, was sweet and new, but nothing more. I
hadn't been sure of what I was looking to feel. The next day she had
forgotten I existed. So, I, in turn forgot her. Better to cover up the
hurt than have a hollow feeling down deep in the pit of my stomach.
But, here I was feeling something I know I shouldn't... Doing something
which I'd forbade myself from doing.
The door opened easily. She hadn't locked up yet. Was that a sign?
Watching her for the past two hours smile brightly at the customers and
Liz in that oddly sexy costume made it tough for me to turn away like
usual. Before I knew it an hour had passed with me just staring from the
outside. I could try to kid myself and say that didn't mean anything,
but maybe I'm just tired of not feeling.
Suddenly, I hear movement in the back and I fumble around the cafe.
Should I pretend I want something other than what I came here for?...
What did I come here for?
Then, she appears and we both draw in a sharp breath.
Maria's a goddess. Her hair is spun gold, I swear. And her mouth... If
she could be put on mute, my life would be a whole lot easier. I
wouldn't have to listen to her blab about feelings and what she thinks
of me. I wouldn't have to build up the walls between us. She'd be like
the girl in the dark closet.
There's a beautiful woman in front of me. Her hair has been fluffed to
compensate for wearing the stupid alien antennae's with her uniform. And
her uniform had been exchanged for a sexy matching silky skirt and
slinky curve hugging top. I can't help myself. I have to look,...and
then look again.
I wish she didn't look so damn delectable.
I realize her eyes are on me too. Sliding up and down my body making my
skin grow hot. I'm already hot enough.
Our eyes meet. "We're closed," she challenges. I've always loved and
hated that about her. She's a stubborn princess.
"Do I look like I care?" She knows I don't. It's like a game we play,
and the end is always the same. But lately I've wanted more.
She purses her red hot lips and sizes me up. "You look like hell," she
snaps. She's right. What does she want? I stood outside for an hour,
transfixed on her...damn her.
I open my mouth to sling back a razor sharp retort, but instead I end
the game. "Do you want me to go?" I ask evenly, not showing her I care
either way. I don't.
Not really.
I'm giving her a chance. Save yourself Maria. You don't want to live in
my fucked up world. I don't want to hurt you. You need protecting I
can't provide.
Protection from me. Run for your life.
She must not have thought of these things because before I know it she's
closer than before. Now there's no turning back. No way out for her.
My passion is unstoppable. I've repressed these feelings for so long,
they're much too strong now for me to control. Her hand touches my chest
and any semblance of control I had is lost.
My hands snake around her petite waist and I pull her tight against me.
She gasps and I take the opportunity to lean down and kiss her. I can't
breathe now. She's all around me...her scent...her essence.
Sweet Maria why didn't you save yourself?
Our lips mesh together hungrily, licking and sucking at each other. I
need to taste more. My tongue slides into her mouth with a small moan
escaping the both of us. My blood is on fire.
My hands keep moving. This time down her sides and up under her shirt.
Her skin is baby soft, and warm. Her breasts press against me and
eagerly fill my palms when I touch them. Her head rolls back and I see a
beautiful expanse of skin. I need to touch and taste her everywhere.
I trail my lips down the side of her neck and latch onto her collarbone,
sucking firmly. That keeps me happy for a while, but when I look back at
her, I realize there's so much of her I want to touch, and so little
time.
Her pulse is beating fast, and I move my mouth up to it, applying
pressure with my tongue and lips.
"Shouldn't we like talk or something," she half says, half moans. Only
Maria would want to talk at a time like this. She answers her own
question when she moves her face back toward mine, this time attacking
my own sensitive neck. It feels incredible. Better than a dream. Maybe
it is a dream. Both end too soon. We know this can't last too long.
Her hands are up in my hair, combing through my wild tresses, and her
lips move toward my ear. Oh God, Maria. Warm and damp sensations run
through my ear as she swirls her tongue around my lobe. I can't stand
this woman. But I can't get enough of her either.
I remember my hands inside her shirt. Her bra is getting in my way. I
reach for the clasp and in the process, brush her sensitive nipples
straining through the fabric. Suddenly, kissing is not enough for both
of us.
Something hard hits my back and I realize her fingernails are digging
into my back, and we're also pressed up against a counter. She's trying
to pull up the bottom of my shirt as I kiss her. Surprising her with a
low growl, I grab her ass firmly, effortlessly holding her up in the air
against me. We spin around and I hoist her up onto the counter,
positioning myself between her hot thighs.
Staws, napkins, and plates crash to the ground but all I can hear is
Maria.
"Michael..."
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