blue skies

theres this feeling I get a lot...I can barely describe it. It's like I weigh so much the earth is trying to pull me inside it. All I want is to feel light, to feel like the slightest breeze could pick me up and take me with it. I would fly with the clouds through the skies, looking down on everything below me, everything still grounded. But instead I feel like I'm going to go through the ground. My knees get weak and I have to sit down. The sky seems like its all around me, but so far away...