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This is just my attempt to share my testimony.I actually wrote it for my family a few years ago and made copies to give to them. Now I'd like to share it with you.

It's honest and true.

I pray that it will be a source of encouragement and maybe a signpost leading some to "THE LIGHT".

Where do I begin...

March 12, 1993 .... There are a lot of false religions...There are a lot of false messiahs. The BIBLE warns us of them. Unfortunately, these days, all you hear about in the news are the kooks, the crazies, the false prophets, the fanatics, and the liars and the cheats! People who use "God" to do sick things. People who abuse their own children and say they are Christians, (they are NOT), and then murder someone. People who use the BIBLE in wrong ways. They do not follow JESUS CHRIST or the BIBLE.

THEY ARE SICK...MISGUIDED...MISLED...THEY ARE WRONG!

Do you want to know the TRUTH? You can!! I'm not talking about some cult. I'm talking about the "REAL THING". Do you want to know what I know? I hope so. I hope you haven't been frightened off by what you've heard about Christianity. Check it out yourself. True Christianity is not like what you've heard about in the movies or on TV. And it's not just for "some" people. It's for everyone! Yes...even YOU!!! Without it you are LOST. Please...read this whole thing. Give it a chance. Sit quietly...alone...

OK...LET'S BACK UP HERE A BIT...

Christmas 1991 .... The most important part of Christmas is the first six letters. Christmas is when the Son of God became the Son of man, so that the sons of men could become sons of God.

God gave us the GREATEST GIFT of all...His Son...

Salvation is a FREE GIFT- but it's not your's until you receive it.

That's the most important message I've ever heard. I would LOVE to share it with my family and friends, but how? As far as I know, none of them know JESUS as LORD and SAVIOR. None of them think they need to hear about this. How can I share what I have found? If I had found the so-called fountain of youth, they would be eager to hear all about where to go and how to use it. BUT...what I have found is SO MUCH MORE WONDERFUL than that! But I don't know how to share "Him" without turning them off. LORD...help me.

NEW BEGINNINGS

Christmas 1989 .... was a turning point for me. I had been reading the BIBLE that fall for the first time in my life. It was a BIBLE that my friend Donna had given to our oldest daughter, Sherry, for Christmas when she was about 12 years old, but no one had ever read it. I picked it up out of curiosity one day and found it easy to read,(to my surprise),because it was in modern language. I understood it but it didn't have great meaning for me.

My husband Joe and our youngest daughter Jeanne and I had been watching the "JESUS" movie around that time, so that helped shine a light on what HIS sacrafice really was. The pain and suffering JESUS went through on the cross...all because HE LOVED US. He was INNOCENT, but HE DIED for OUR sins...... But it still didn't hit me....It was so long ago...What possible significance could it have today?....After all...MEN wrote the BIBLE...not GOD...right? WRONG!!! wrong!!! WRONG!!!

Anyway....that Christmas Donna gave me my own BIBLE, a Living BIBLE. That just means it is para-phrased in todays English. All of JESUS' words are in red so it is easy to see when it is JESUS speaking....Donna also gave us a concordance with Hebrew and Greek dictionaries of the BIBLE and a video of a Christian comedian....Well, Joe and I were embarrased to receive these gifts....We thought we'd NEVER use them....What did we want with such RELIGIOUS things? We didn't need that kind of stuff....After all...we never robbed a bank or killed anyone. We were "nice people"...."good people"....We loved our families and always tried to DO GOOD. Surely GOD knows we are "nice"....Surely we will go to HEAVEN when we die, because GOD knows we want to. And don't we DESERVE it? We certainly don't deserve HELL. I mean, there are a "lot worse people" than us. HE knows I DON'T HAVE THE TIME to get into this stuff....Besides...."RELIGION" is for "old people" and kids....Not for me..(excuses) I thought I could READ HIS MIND instead of READING HIS WORD....And it is HIS WORD...Yes men (and maybe some women) WROTE the BIBLE...but...they were under the INSPIRATION of GOD'S HOLY SPIRIT. The Catholic church and most Prostestant churches believe this....So if we BELIEVE this, then the BIBLE is....in actuality....the very WORD OF GOD!....Isn't that AWESOME?!!! How do I know that the BIBLE was inspired by the HOLY SPIRIT? Here is a brief study on why BELIEVERS say the BIBLE is the WORD OF GOD.

  1. The Old Testament writers affirmed that they were speaking the WORD of GOD and not the word of man. "Thus says the Lord", or an equivalent, is found more than 2,000 times in the O.T. (2Sam.23:1-3; Isa.8:1,11; Jer.1:9,5:14; 7:27; 13:12; Ezek.3:4; Mic.5:10; Hab.2:2; etc.

  2. The Apostles regarded the whole of SCRIPTURE as the infallible WORD of GOD. (2Tim.3:16; 2Peter 1:21; 1Cor.14:37; 1 Thes.2"13; Gal.1:11-12)

  3. JESUS CHRIST unqualifiedly endorsed the SCRIPTURES as the inspired WORD of GOD.(Jn.10:35; Mat.5:18; etc.)

  4. Fulfilled prophecy unmistakably demonstrates the authoritativeness of SCRIPTURE. (Duet.28:63-65; 28:37; Lk.21:24; Nah.3:1, 4-6; Zeph.2:13,14; Isa.13:19-22; Jer.51:37; Ezek.29:15, 30:6; Jer.46: 19-20)

  5. Archaeology confirms the accuracy of SCRIPTURE.

  6. The pragmatic test....the FACT that it PERFORMS what it PROMISES,(that it works in actual human experiences in response to FAITH), also shows the BIBLE to be the WORD of GOD. (Jn.7:17)

Now a word about the inerrancy of SCRIPTURE. That just means it is without error. It is infallible.

GOD...by the power of the HOLY SPIRIT...so prepared the authors of HIS WORD...that they were able to write precisely what HE intended....Since GOD is HIMSELF free from error, which is clear in these SCRIPTURES: (Psalm31:5; 100:5; Jn.7:20, 8:26; Rom.3:4; Cor.1:18; 1John 4:6, 5:20; Rev.6:10) and since HE has chosen man as the vehicle through which HE would disclose HIS TRUTH, it is wholly consistant that HE should conduct the process of providing SCRIPTURE so as to avoid all error, and wholly INconsistant if any part it should be in error....In plain English...it would NOT MAKE SENSE if GOD...who is PERFECT...would allow any error in "HIS WORD".

So....how do I convey this TRUTH to my family and friends? I must remember that it is the job of the HOLY SPIRIT to convince them. But I can pray that their hearts will be softened and that they be given new eyes and ears to see and hear GOD'S TRUTH....I want so much to witness for the LORD, but I can't seem to open my mouth to my closet relatives....I guess I am afraid of REJECTION....I did share my BORN AGAIN experience with my old friend, Janice....but that was easy because it was over the phone for one thing, and we hadn't seen each other in a couple of years, and probably wouldn't see each other very soon. So I guess I wasn't worried about being rejected by her but if she never called again it wouldn't hurt as much as loosing my family. (but it would hurt somewhat)....But with my "family"...it is much harder...and they are very important to me...to share this news of ...ETERNAL LIFE....I am sure they believe they will go to HEAVEN simply because they have not robbed or killed anyone....But what they DON'T REALIZE is...that WE ARE ALL SINNERS! But we can be:

Anyway, how can I tell them about their NEED for a SAVIOR? Before I was BORN AGAIN...I wouldn't have listened to anyone who tried to tell me about JESUS. I thought I already knew all I needed to know about JESUS. I remember feeling very uncomfortable at the mere mention of HIS NAME.

I remember Joe watching the 700Club, and I asked him why he was watching that show. We thought of Pat Robertson as "the enemy". I believed he was a faker, a liar, a crook who just wanted to rip-off little old ladies. and the way he prayed on TV....I mean...he closed his eyes and prayed to JESUS right out loud....in front of everyone! And he even invited people to join him in prayer! Wow! What a kook! ( I thought)....Then I found out that Pat Robertson has a personal relationship with JESUS CHRIST, and that's why he could talk to HIM.

I learned that I couldn't judge all CHRISTIANS by the things that some, like Jim Baker, had done. Even if Pat Robertson or any others should fall, I place MY TRUST in JESUS ALONE.

I always thought the expression "BORN AGAIN" was made up by some Kooky people who just needed that kind of thing. Then I read in the BIBLE...John 3:3- "Truly, truly I say to you, unless one is born again he cannot see the KINGDOM of GOD." Now that was JESUS speaking to Nicodemus. Continue to read this paragraph in the BIBLE....JESUS goes on to explain that being BORN AGAIN is a spiritual birth....in verse 6 JESUS says, "That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the SPIRIT is spirit."

We must be

...in order to enter the KINGDOM of HEAVEN....JESUS said so! And I truly believe HIM....But you ask...."how does one become BORN AGAIN?"....Well, I'm not expert....I'm still young, "spiritually speaking"....but....you must first be aware of your sinful nature...and turn from your sins (REPENT) and turn TOWARD JESUS! ....You must BELIEVE IN HIM....Who HE is....and that HE DIED for YOUR SINS....you need to ask HIM into your HEART. HE will come in if you ask HIM to....and you will be BORN AGAIN!....You will become a NEW CREATION....having NEW EYES to see and NEW EARS to hear.

Jesus is waiting with His arms open wide...what will you decide?

ok...back to "my story"...

Spring 1990 .... I remember suddenly one day, I was upstairs listening to some music. Keith Green singing "Your Love Broke Through"....and listening to the words...I heard them with "NEW EARS". The lyric goes: "You pulled away the clouds that hung like curtains on my eyes. Now I see the answer was as EASY as just asking You in. Like waking up from the longest dream...how real it seemed...until Your love broke through". WOW!! It blew me away! I finally understood the words in that song....I FELT them....I felt I was "in love" with JESUS. I knew then that I was BORN AGAIN! And ever since that day I have had JESUS in my HEART, because I "asked HIM in".

Right about now you are probably saying to yourself, "she's crazy"..."poor woman"...She's a little strange....But you know what??? It's OK...I understand. in fact, I would feel the same way. As a matter of fact, I did!!! before...but please continue to read....My eyes have been opened....I feel as though I have been given NEW EYES & EARS. They are very sensative to things which GOD considers wrong....The world doesn't believe in SIN anymore....it's a joke! It doesn't believe in Satan...he's become a joke!....BUT...the BIBLE tells us everything that GOD wants us to know. We need to READ the BIBLE daily. It is GOD talking to us! DON'T YOU WANT TO HEAR WHAT "HE" HAS TO SAY TO YOU? And we need to spend time in prayer every day. That's us talking to GOD. It is really easy....HE is our FATHER....so just talk to HIM as you would to your parent. HE only wants THE BEST for us.

John 14:6 (Jesus said) "I am THE WAY and THE TRUTH and THE LIFE.". Without JESUS there is NO WAY to get to HEAVEN. HE is the ONLY WAY. Receive GOD's FREE GIFT....HIS SON...

JESUS

THAT HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN

THAT WHOEVER

SHOULD NOT PERISH...BUT HAVE

This is the ONLY way to HEAVEN. And the alternative is HELL.

The BIBLE talks about HELL as THE ETERNAL FIRE prepared for the devil and his angels....Matthew 25:31....ETERNAL DEATH or EVERLASTING PUNISHMENT is the unavoidable consequences of UNFORGIVEN SIN....Matt.25:46, Rom.6:16, 21, 23, 8:13....It differs from the "physical death" which everyone must endure.. It assumes it's final and most terrible form at the LAST JUDGEMENT..Rev.20:12 CHRIST himself says of HELL that it is a place "where the worm does not die, and the fire is not quenched"...Mark 9:48....And CHRIST ALONE is the way of escape....John 3:16; 8:51...Acts 4:12

How can I tell my family that they NEED to ask JESUS into their hearts? That they need forgiveness of their sins....they probably don't even think they have any sins....Of all of them, my brother knows at least SOME of the BIBLE...but he said he isn't READY to make a commitment. I guess he is afraid of having to give up something....If he ONLY KNEW! You gain EVERTHING! INNER PEACE that lasts... KNOW JESUS....KNOW PEACE...no Jesus...no peace. It's that simple, and it's TRUE.

It is NEVER too EARLY to receive CHRIST...but...at any moment it could be TOO LATE....We don't know WHEN we will die...only that we will.

Satan is a liar and the father of lies...he is a deceiver...he fills peoples hearts and minds with DOUBT and FEAR. But we can resist the devil and he will flee..James 4:7.... He is our adversary, prowling like a lion, looking for those he can devour...1Peter 5:8....BUT with JESUS we have the POWER to REBUKE Satan. JESUS paid a high price for us. HIS LIFE... HE bought us with HIS BLOOD!

I remember when that didn't make any sense to me at all. BUT by the GRACE of GOD, I understand it now. I just wish I could make others understand it. Not just MY FAMILY...but EVERYONE I know! Because GOD LOVES EVERYONE the same. HE wants ALL OF US to BE SAVED!

"WHY DOES IT MAKE SENSE TO BELIEVE IN CHRIST?"

  1. A Reasonable Explanation: Christ and the Bible offer answers to the key questions of life: where we came from, why there is evil in the world, why people search for God, and our purpose for living.

  2. A Reliable Book: The Bible is historically reliable, acurately preserved, prophetically true, consistent within, and it's message is powerful.

  3. A Credible Leader: Jesus' life was sinless. His deeds were miraculous. His teachings are profound. His death and ressurection are historical facts.

  4. A Powerful Movement: Christ's disciples would not have risked their lives for what they knew to be a lie. The church's continued existence and impact on society demonstrate God's power.

  5. A Personal Experience: Those who have put their trust in Christ as Savior have found the experience to be life changing and richly fulfilling.

CHRISTIANITY works because JESUS spoke the TRUTH.... I am THE WAY, THE TRUTH, and THE LIFE. No one comes to the FATHER except THROUGH ME. John 14:6

If you who are reading this, want to know more about JESUS CHRIST, read in the New Testament one of the GOSPELS, such as JOHN. It's a good place to start. Ask GOD to help you find the TRUTH about JESUS. Read for YOURSELF what people thought of HIM, who HE claimed to be, and what HE did on earth, and what HE can do for YOU! Then...take a STEP OF FAITH...a step based on good reason...and tell JESUS that you BELIEVE in HIM. But remember, BELIEF is more than just mentally acknowledging the TRUTH that JESUS died and rose from the grave for your sins. BELIEF involves entrusting your SOUL to CHRIST. Personally accepting the FREE GIFT of SALVATION...Ephesians 2:8,9 It makes SENSE to BELIEVE.

How do I go about sharing all this with my unsaved family and friends? I want them all to be saved. And the ONLY WAY is through belief in JESUS CHRIST.. That is why I am writing this. I hope and pray that each one of my family members and friends (and now you) will read these pages. And I pray in JESUS name for the ANNOINTING of the HOLY SPIRIT upon these pages... that whoever reads this will be somehow touched by the SPIRIT of GOD and humble themselves before the LORD and ask HIS FORGIVENESS & MERCY.... Now, I KNOW I have LOST some of you at this point...You are now uncomfortable to even be around me. I KNOW because I was where you are. But I must risk loosing you.

I hope you are not offended as you read this. I am no better than you. I used to LOVE the world and the things of the world. I thought RELIGION was boring and old-fashioned. But I am Not talking about RELIGION... I am talking about JESUS CHRIST...GOD's own SON. HIS BLOOD was shed for us. There is no forgiveness of sin without the shedding of blood.

I have been afraid to verbalize my feelings and beliefs. Afraid of rejection by my family. I LOVE them and don't want to loose them. But I have to risk loosing them by letting them read this. I want you all to read this because this may be the ONLY time you ever HEAR the message of the GOSPEL. And your SALVATION is SO VERY IMPORTANT to me...I'll risk loosing your love.

My life is FAR from perfect. I still loose my temper (though less often), but when I do, I pray for patience. And the LORD really HELPS me. You see, HE is REAL. And HE lives in me through the indwelling of the HOLY SPIRIT. If some of these expressions and facts sound confusing, I am sorry. I don't mean to confuse you...only enlighten you...for your own sake.

Before I became a CHRISTIAN,(that sounds strange because I always thought I was a CHRISTIAN simply because I was raised a Catholic), I would not have wanted to listen to anyone talk about JESUS. I would feel very uncomfortable at the mere mention of HIS NAME. And I never knew I needed to hear HIS message. I thought I knew everything that was important................................. But I was wrong!! So Very Wrong!! And I didn't know it..................... But now that I know the TRUTH....I have to share it.

One of the most common excuses I have heard for people not believing in the BIBLE as the WORD OF GOD is the many different translations of it. But...they all say THE SAME THING! Another excuse I've heard is "How do you know the BIBLE is TRUE?" Well, for one thing....archaeologists have researched, and studied and their findings PROVE it!....There are over 14,000 New Testament manuscript copies existing today. And they can't find more than a paragraph's worth of difference...and most of those are misspellings or alternate spellings. NONE of them affect any BASIC DOCTRINE...ON THE CONTRARY....ALL EVIDENCE points to the conclusion that we have an accurate text.

Even though I KNOW the BIBLE is 100% TRUE ... I can't force you to accept it. If you don't want to BELIEVE it...you won't...no matter HOW MUCH EVIDENCE I give you.....What would it take to PROVE to you that it is GOD's WORD? I PRAY that somehow you will BELIEVE. I sure don't want any of my family or friends to spend ETERNITY in HELL. Eternity means never ending. And HELL is a HORRIBLE place. I know from what JESUS said about it (in the BIBLE).

All of us are SINNERS. (Yes...YOU TOO!) That is why JESUS came...and why HE DIED. For the sins of the WORLD! To save us!!!

SALVATION IS A FREE GIFT...BUT...WE MUST FIRST RECEIVE IT IN ORDER FOR IT TO BE OURS.

Of course you might think you have not sinned....But we are ALL sinners. (Romans 3:23) Even you!!! And the penalty for SIN is DEATH, (Rom.6:23) Death....as in ETERNAL SEPARATION from GOD...in a place created for the DEVIL and his followers....I don't want that for my family & friends....I want to see them all in HEAVEN...... we all NEED FORGIVENESS....forgiveness: the removal of the penalty for the wrongs we have committed.

I never knew I did anything REALLY wrong....not something that would send me TO HELL....I remember thinking that GOD knows my heart.... and HE knows I mean well. And HE sees the "good things" I do. I KNOW HE wants me to be happy....and after all, there are a LOT WORSE people in the world than me!!!

BUT THE BIBLE...GOD'S WORD...SAYS: "ALL HAVE SINNED" (Romans 3:23)...THAT MEANS ME TOO!

So, no matter WHAT I think...or HOW I feel...no matter how NICE I am...or how GOOD I've been...no matter how often I go to church...or how rich or poor or sick or healthy I am...Like it or NOT....I AM A SINNER! The BIBLE says so...and that is GOD'S WORD! And Romans 6:23 says: "the penalty of sin is DEATH!.. but the GIFT of GOD is ETERNAL LIFE in CHRIST JESUS our LORD."

JUST IMAGINE....GOD...our HEAVENLY FATHER...our CREATOR... wants to give us the GIFT of ETERNAL LIFE.. He wants us to live with HIM forever....and all we have to do is accept JESUS as our personal LORD & SAVIOR. But so many of us turn our backs on this FREE GIFT from GOD. We think we don't need it. Or we worry about what people might think if we bacame a CHRISTIAN...( a true follower of CHRIST).... Or maybe we think we'll have to give up having fun. But honestly, I am having fun! I LOVE JESUS!!! And I know HE LOVES ME TOO. I have an inner peace that only HE could give me....I don't walk around like a nun or a monk or something like that....but the reason I don't watch certain movies or listen to some kinds of music anymore is because I DON'T WANT TO. I have no desire for it anymore. I can't take pleasure in watching the very sins JESUS was CRUCIFIED for. It would hurt me too much. But I don't condemn anyone for watching those movies or listening to questionable music....I am no better than anyone else, and I've done WORSE than some of you.

"For God sent the Son into the world, not to condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through Him."...John 3:17

The reason I am writing all these quotes from the BIBLE is so that whoever reads this will know why I BELIEVE what I BELIEVE and where you can look it up in your own BIBLE. Do you have one? Get one in TODAY's English. Everyone should have a BIBLE....We get an owners manual when we buy a car...or a TV...or a stereo...or computer...so we will know the do's and don'ts. The BEST WAY to keep things running the way they were MADE to run, by their MANUFACTUROR. Well, GOD is our CREATOR....our manufacturor....and HE had the BIBLE written so we, HIS CREATION, would run according to HIS plan ( or specifications). Get it??? It is so simple....SO WHY DO SO MANY OF US MISS IT????

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