"Sliding Spreadeagled Into The Poetree"
and "Poetry's Bloated Bellies"
Poetry
Is The Soul Of Eachother
( a.k.a.
: "Poetry Is Soul's Mooning" )
Here are some poems. The titles are listed below- but I haven't figured out how to make it so you can click on the title and get right to that poem......so you'll have to scroll down...... a long way cause as you may have noticed I'm trying to make these pages REAL easy to read.
Oh, and by the way, please feel free to print up these poems, share them, enjoy them, for your personal use. By printing them here, I let them fly!
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Mahalo! (thank you)
3singingeagles Ma'hinahinahina Grady
May 28th 1999 :)
1 | Dubious Initiations |
2 | Drink The Wish |
3 | Two Scenes From The Postponed Apocalypse |
4 | His Fated Blue Color |
5 | Bebopping Child-Men |
6 | Cascade Jewel |
7 | The Hitchhikers |
8 | Someday |
9 | Rocking Chair Mama |
10 | Into Life's Weather, Hastily |
11 | Invitation |
12 | Her |
13 | Could You Love Crazy Woman? |
14. | What I Don't Know |
15. | Mirror Queen |
16. | Come, Guitar |
17 | The Queen's Languid Days |
18. | Bodhisattva Promise |
19. | He Cares |
20. | Loose And Ready |
21. | Readying The Dance |
22. | The Space Between Two Breaths |
23. | SPLINTER VELOCITY |
The pattern said to cut on
the lines so they
Closed their eyes
"Let the force guide you Luke"
Said Yoda.
I read signs into everything
On that glorious morning
I settled into silence,as
I had planned, but almost forgot
"What has happened to her?
Something has happened to her
eyes.
They are so much deeper now!
I didn't think they
Could GET any deeper and
now
Maybe it's like
Why Presidents, Popes, Moses,
age dramatically right after
they
become.
Right?
After they learn the secrets
their ears
of authority must hear
and barely survive.
Feeling of stability
How many days
Have you dropped in like this
When I caught the corner of your
smile
In my teacup I drank it
Can I make the wish mine by swallowing
the eyelash? Hummmm? Can I?
Two
Scenes From The Postponed Apocalypse
2.
Her sweet and heartfelt voice
moved me
Truly angels are walking
among us
The last supper has some
tasty dessert at the end if you can get through it.
A caravan of nomads
Lined the highways of Light
Often his peaceful side
Revealed himself.
It was important for him
to reveal a side of himself which was blue in color.
People
Be bopped
In day
People
Hallucinated like
Oh- soldiers
Again
Roll in the
Hey!
Hey- what exactly is that "method"
you are using to
(Try) and distract me from
my
Luminescent Position!
Did you learn it
From a book
Lick the dust off
That will nourish
You
More than the words inside
have
Seemed to do
Darling- I never thought you'd
be
One to fall into one of those
silly- nah- stupid traps
I thought you were one of those
who knew how the Methoded World has evolved thus far I thought
Maybe you knew just how to
smile and
Accused me of it.
"You need a man in the house" they all said
As they acted like Young Girls.
"So, how long, have you, tarried
here?"
Said the strange passerby
Knarled hands and jaunty
walk.
"As long as I did" she answers
back.
The only possible completely
true answer that could have been given.
Sometimes respectfully Worthy
moments
Come in Patches
Sometimes they come
In luminous strings, like
Christmas lights.
On the back seat of
my car the young faces bobbed up and down
My heart was happy
just to see them there.
Though I did not see
them much, drivin and makin smart ass comments
occasionally to the
side with attitude like some benevolent old New York
City taxicab driver
An old salt full of
stories.
One of the young fresh
clean-shaved smiling faces introduced himself as
"God's Own Loving Singing
Joy Child".
God's Own Loving Singing
Joy Child sang occasionally, during times of
silence and driving,
those little pockets where your mind goes
meandering-well-you
don't know where-and
Man, that made my beautiful
heart feel SO good
Oh,is it good OR WHAT
That there are us Singing
Loving God Children
Still alive, here and
there,
Quietly defending our
own extinction, like peaceful warriors in the
bleachers quietly watching
the drama and occasionally saying an
under breathed liturgy,
only when needed, coolness counts,
Not alerting anyone
to our plight,
Not asking for endangered
species protection, we ride here together,
sometimes,
We find each other,
maybe by chance,
A synchronous stopover
in two nearby trees plus some alerting thing done
by one of us,
Song, Showy flap of
wing,
(When flying alone
and practicing alert-caution / camoflague behavior?)
Statistically, having
these circumstances all together
Factor in the amount
of surface area of the earth
Then, also, number
of us still existing on the planet.
Thanks for sharing this
rare event with me.
She prepared for her Love
In the best way she knew
how.
Breathing.
Opening up the door,
Her smile beamed so bright
at him that the light that passed on either side of his face,
brushing over his ears,
hairs,
shoulders,
went all the way to The
Mountain behind him,
lighting it in a nanosecond
flash that
Was observed even by the
sea fish.
Opening up her heart
And her arms
She greeted her lover
As if she had almost
Stopped breathing
And he was the oxygen mask.
She pressed him against her
mouth
And inhaled.
She tore at the hair on the tattered carpet-bag of her dreams.
She lit up her pipe and graded the sunset.
Worthy reds I think.
And why not rock hardly on that old rocking chair?
Cheap thrills are
hard to come by at your age.
Pen after pen after pen after pen after pen after pen after pen after pen
Out
With
the old
Time
for the new again!
Oh
friend,
Oh
friend,
Oh
friend!
(nestle)
in my arms
I
have
Ridden----------with
you--------
Combine
every satisfaction
You
could dream of and
Still
come up short
"Over
accomplish" they cried
"Submit
often" and still
"Nothing
is insignificant" and also
"Peace
is preferable to Nihil" and-----------
Ridden---------------
the small horse-------- fleet and sure darts through brush easily
holds
my small frame and not 12 pennies to my name form that
holds
twilight. I need no money to hold Twilight.
I
need no pence. I crave not dinars or bullion as sweet recompense.
I
only salute daylight, dawn, twilight, anniversaries, sudden breezes, every
time the earth
moves.
Twilight
recorded my bare horse & barely
I
go off singing rowdy, probably drunk on meadow mushrooms and
I've
taken unholy vows in jest and
Begged,
successfully, the Performer's defense
Nasty
spirits have a "wicked sense of humor"
That's
why high level druids
Had
to become bards!
"It was just in play it was
Jest in Jest it was
Superseded
by
2nd
best
All
our lives we have
Laid
undressed
Leaving
the window open a crack
Feeling
the weather coming in and tasting our naked soft smooth flesh, as we lay
prone and
exposed.
and
not able, at least- with ease"
To
get up and go out into the weather? Experience it fully?
Go Hastily!
Walk
the careful tightrope
Nowhere
has the piece come
The
lace gown ripped
Under
his clever fingernails
You
would lose control
You've
never experienced an animal woman like her
Never
in your life.
This
time around.
Who
could have prepared you
To be burned alive?
The fire stayed a respectable distance away
From
your shining self
But
you couldn't hang back.
Can
the moth?
Clean water cascades
down
The walls, we
are ready to
Lose our comforted
shelters
And that's as
it should be cause
We're gonna
LOSE THEM anyway,
And,
Boy what messes
we'd be if we hadn't become
Prepared- for
it's
stark and naked
Beauty.
Call me to the
contest from across the sea
Periodically,
I will go.
Her shoes flew
across the counter
And, in getting
wet, she expected something but wasn't sure what
Took her keys
out of her purse
Laid them on
the night stand,
Sitting she
unfurled the hoop-art design
Of her dreams
and he
Had anticipatory
saliva on his lips.
She had cleaned
herself thoroughly, with scouring powder even, so her
grain would
show
And she'd know
at once if he was disgusted or enthralled by
The tree-ring
like pattern of her scars.
Things happen
over time, you know.
Part II
Things that are
quite
Magical in nature,
Things that
you didn't expect.
"Take my hand"
she begged,
and how could
anyone say no,
To beautiful
shining eyes
With a hint
of occasional wetness.
Her.
How
many Dakota sunsets
Can
fit on the head of a pin
Is
the amount I don't know
Either
Zero, or infinity?
Spiritual
Queen
Of
the Hawaiian Islands
Who
are you to
Close
your hand
Over
my mouth
I am
As
close as your own heartbeat.
I
spread Aloha
Like
butter on crackers
You
begged to differ
You
know, you get like that, sometimes. Really.
Because
my mirror was wide
I
prayed with my
Hands
"Comeon
in" I say- here-
Sit
down in the foyer a moment and wait
I
didn't know you were
Coming
I
just need to clean my mirror real quickly
I want a
Guitar that
Will fit with
My body like
A Kama-sutric
Lover.
And so the Queen reclines
back on her pillows, expecting a sermon and recieving silence interspersed
with tunes played by the wind on banana leaves.
Discounted items attract
her attention.
Is exactly what I want
REALLY on sale?
She smiles.
Life is very simple these days for her Elegant Highness
Open up the pentacles
They've come again,
The Bodhisattvas,
Sand paintings askew.
I started writing a poem
About the stars once
There was an open encyclopedia
In my mind
On that day.
DON'T DEHYDRATE!
(He said to me too soft to
really hear)
I love you and
I want you around
As long as I CAN HAVE
YOU !!!
Under the arch
Of a sky of Gold
They said it was
so good
The aching you
know-
Where have you
been all this time
Queenie
I'm looking for
your
Protocol.
My
protocol's
Not
home at the moment
You
can leave a message.
The lion dance
Came and
I was
Mostly grateful.
I wore my pajamas to the dinner party.
I was ready for the
Lover.
Why didn't I realize
His face would be so beautiful
Hope on the tongue of fire, waiting.
Woah! It's a shock to
Your nervous system
Just to see the sky
Just to observe a tree.
I've chopped at my consciousness
And in it's splinters--- have
seen the forming of the universe
How can that happen so securely
And still with such
Velocity?
More to come :)
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1 | Archival Strands |
2 | Clam |
3 | Would? |
4 | Fools Get Jokes |
5 | Morning Pancakes |
6 | Missed Me, Baby? |
7 | I Was Lucky Enough To Memorize That Melody |
8 | You're Adrift Again! |
9 | MORE |
10 | You In The Sun |
11 | Defrag Your Mind |
12 | Horse Sense |
13 | Of The Earth |
14 | One Early Morning |
15 | Maiden |
16 | WIDE OPEN |
17 | Invited Hunter |
18 | Tell My Secret! |
19 | Again, With Us! |
20 | Merlin's Old Lady |
21 | Pawn Shop Trip |
22 | Chameleon |
23 | Guiding Grace On The Storm Crust |
The wind was attracted
to her hair
Close- it wants to
put its fingers in her hair
It's WET fingers
it wants to suck her hair
Take it's touch and
put it into
The ancient
archives.
Open up
Or close cause
The clam has come.
Since he was already
infatuated with her he thinks
How do I tell her
that
I want to breathe
her in? How?
He paced back and
forth
In the corner of
his mind
Hoping to find some
way to get next to her.
Would she love me
I
Feel her watching
me
Does she want
To roll into my bed
Would she be one
To relax my troubled
heart
To make it so I could
Glow again?
And would it be hard
to look at each other again without smiling?
Would it?
Would?
I do believe someone
cried the other day
But I wasn't ready
I told them I was
complex
But they were judgmental
regarding superficials and so......
In the morning I opened my eyes and tried to roll backwards
The joke was on me.
She came without a
reason for cleaving. He hollered "syrup for them pancakes darlin' (?) but
She cood'hint hair
him.
"May I reach for you"
he offered "Please (?)"
"Okay, fawn-bait.
Comeon.
MAKE MY DAY."
Was I someone
You could have wished
for,
Maybe,
On a star,
On a daydream,
For a moment,
All over town,
On the sidelines,
In my hair
Do you like it there
Darling does it make
you,
Satisfied?
I Was Lucky Enough To Memorize That Melody
I sat against the
tree,
(flower bedecked),
and someone fell
in love with me right then,
right there.
So I opened my impatience
Like a file on my
hard drive
With just a LITTLE
hesitation.
I had so many folders
full of hopes
I wasn't quite sure
what to do with them
But, I must say,
you look beautiful, in the sunlight.
I love you.
Soooooo.....??.........
You thought the saga
was over
Beowulf you thought
that the
String of the continuum
would be----------
Rent aside by your
attitude
Scared away by your
shadow
Lost at sea, once
again,like before, adrift my dear, adrift my darling, aren't cha?
Aren't cha
So many pages of my life challenged.
Why am I not happy anymore
A blue sadness, over
me, has come, how does one
Leave behind this
much sadness?
send me to stonerland
Put me in that
frame of consciousness
Take me to the river again
The river that flows, all around me
Teach me the hidden languages
I have all I can handle and more
Your piece of sunshine
was my carpet-
just yesterday-
It was-
I met you.
The eclyptical dimensions
were way beyond free
floating I
Was so happy
About it I could
Hardly contain my
own
Imperfect
Enthusiasm.
A moment to write
Just one, fleeting
moment
It raised the day
It raised the dead
It flattened out,
calm, like it did over the expanse of ten million years
The old boy/ young
man
Hung himself from
His own broken heart.
Will he ever open that tender crevice again?
There was a certain
time, in autumn,
When she would start
to feel lonely.
As winter deepened,
so would she.
Horse would roam
the wild vale and she would too
Maybe I'll be a miracle.
Have I lost all
of my mind?
She pondered while
the horses winked, twinkle in their eyes.
Her eyes?
Woah.
My morning pages lit up the skies like a thousand balloons.
My heart was warm and happy, but not too surprised.
I thought I had fixed
everything. I thought I had finally corrected all the
Programs in my life.
Crying aloud, I (should
I have?) faltered.
Then, suddenly, The Conscious Realization that there was nothing of the earth that was poison to me, truly.
I Am Of The Earth
Earth Is Of The Stars
Oh yeah.
That's right.
I am.
We are.
Wow- feeling like
petroglyphs
Feeling like starlight
Home is where the
ART is so
Keep on keepin' on
Ey?
I ate stardust chased
down with Chamomile- Raspberry leaf tea for breakfast
As if I were pregnant
in the warm morning
And in my stomach
needed to be
Soothingly infused
with
All the knowledge
That it could be
Infused with.
She rolled out of
bed
Finding jelly rolls
very generously displayed
All her cronies were
happy
They all frolicked
Rejoicing in her
Reindeer games.
How many times have
I
Heard your name
Called softly by
Leaves of local trees
They like you, Mistress
They like you very very
Much!
Maiden......... uh.........
(?)
Yes, I was a maiden
again
Briefly
I tracked the moon
I found the star-
charts you
open my world
Wide up again.
How many times have
you wondered
How many times have
you wandered
How many times,
Mighty hunter?
Cross this land.
Cross this land.
How many hearts lay
a bleedin
How many hearts lay
A' sighin
Everyone flew like
Butterflies a' breezin
and if
Anyone told my secret,
Would I,
dance with it, in
the wind,
warm wind?
Sing
Play your heart like
Nero's fiddle
Laugh and not cares
who thinks what
Let you hair grow
Or cut it
Let your nails grow
And/or paint em'
Hey- don't try editing
that
Long and lonely list
That you have there.
I've been there
On the edge of
On the brink of
Blue- the cobwebs
hang
Nobody spins cause
Like camels, caution
Laughs at stoplights
I
"Laugh in your general
direction" he claimed,
I knew he didn't
But I let him get
away with the claim
For comfort's sake,
Well,
For his sake,
for,
truly,
I ADORED him.
Sometimes we meet
people,
In life,
That we think we
had made a promise to,
Somewhere,
And,
In that,
We,
Somehow,
Sighed.
Long AND languid. OH yeah!
A woman goes home
Alone- to her little
home
Well, medium sized
and
Well, soon, her noisy
roommates arrive but
Though they are her
children,
And she must take
at least some (minimal) care of them
She sits in her silent
room
Wondering if she
could
Drink some tea.
Merlin healed his
future (past?) lover in the desert and then,
left for,
countries unknown.
Dolphins leaped for
the journey.
I wondered if it
was okay-
I pawned off all
my previous thoughts.
They gave me a good
price for them.
There's something I really love about those little lizards
Those ANOLE- Oh, yes,
I know, you protest loudly that they're
NOT TRUE CHAMELEONS
Something I knew
That doesn't lessen
my love or interest for them
Though it DOES make
me wonder
Why you shout so
much.
They gravitated towards
her
Cause they saw her
as the Chameleon
Yet as soon as they
were in her presence
They tried to change
that.
Guiding Grace On The Storm Crust
WILL you recover your
artist's soul?
WILL you find a (only
slightly) obscure passage somewhere that will remind you?
Hum?
And will you breathe
aloud,
sighing at your dreams?
He hoped.-
I could trust you,
couldn't I?
Yes. With your life.
With my heart.
Definitely. Trust
me to make it beat in rhythms it never has before.
Trust me to make
it vibrate with its incredible power.
That's what it's
there fore.
You.
Will it hurt,
These new heart rhythms,
This erratic,
forbidden really,
manipulation of my
heart that you're doing?
Oh yes.
Oh yes.
But just for awhile,
As the muscles newly
used,
Some first used,
Become nimble in
my hands and
Full of guiding grace
on the storm-crust.
Comments? E-mail me :) 3singingeagles :)
Feel free to print up, send, share all these poems, for your personal use and/or enjoyment. They are hereby released. The only exception is if you plan to publish them. Then, you want my permission. REALLY you do! Dating myself, I warn: "Don't Fool Mother Nature!"
Love,
3singingeagles Ma'hinahinahina Grady May 6th 1999
:)
These
poems may be freely reproduced for personal use. If you wish to publish
them, or use them to make money (MUSH! you stubborn poem, I SAID-----MUSH!
These furs need tuh be at the tradin'' post by noontide or I taint' tuh
git a faire price fur'em! MUSH!)
But seriously,
really, ask
permission, it's the NICE thing to do, and don't we all want to be
SO NICEY NICE like we're hypnotized into till they draft us and/or make
us corporate executives?
Love, 3singingeagles Ma'hinahinahina Grady
5/31/99 :)
singingeagles3@hotmail.com
1 | Treaded Again |
2 | Empty Frames |
3 | Across The Podiumed Chasm |
4 | Moby's Taunt |
5 | HUNGRY |
6 | Death |
7 | Rough Beginning |
8 | Dirty Dancing |
9 | Feline Feelings |
10 | What Pele Gives |
11 | Owl Thoughts |
12 | Bad Luck With Men |
13 | Your Plannular Destination? |
14 | Running With The Packs |
15 | That Smell |
16 | White Muses Morn |
17 | What Would We Do With Our Love Anyway? |
18 | Shut Him Out |
19 | Shipboard Fantasy |
20 | All Night Lei |
21 | Magic Mind Flowers |
22 | Late For Pleasing Father? |
23 | Vacuum World |
My retread
option
Did
not expire
Instead,
it took centuries
To create
an artist's realm
Some
sense was knocked into the cave-dweller tribes
We studied
hard
-praying for existence
"I don't
know about this"
All the
people called
From
across the water
"Make
love with me" I begged
Myriad
times- till finally
I lost
all interest.
I lost
my nerve that tender night.
Did I
leave you?
Maybe.
Your feathers
were in the wind
Occasionally,
for no reason
Someone
took their integrity and put it in a basket
"Boy,
it looks good in there" he said
Aloud.
"real good."
"Did
I mention that your dream of me is uncertain?"
I spent
money on ink and ribbons but
They
took my comments as an aside, instead of a fact
Oh- you
guys- what IS it
Do you
wish to carry me again?
Like
yesterday?
Like
before?
Like
I was BORN to sigh?
Born?
You know
what you must do
To
The Empty
Frames.
God, what
is WITH him, his Tender Heart
So sad,
his eyes,
In front
of the lecture hall.
You can
see, fresh ocean breezes, ones that had quite recently brushed the heads
of
Swimming
Humpback males in heat
Play
through his hair
In his
mind
As he
stands there.
The song of those males is plaintive.
Her long
flowing flowered coat was hard to miss
Her style-
well- WOAH
How could
she stand outside
And make
the wind fondle her like that
In public
and all
How?
It whips
her, the amplification
Of his
roomed breeze
It stuck
out from the podiumed place,
Took
a right at the end of the foyer
Building
artery
Found
the doors
And,
seeking, her, and,
Feeling
it coming towards her from behind
She looked,
briefly, slyly, over her shoulder, and whispered,
"I want your full power
When you touch me."
How could
she stand
Outside
And make
the wind fondle her like that?
There
are no questions now
I've
lost my mind, hoping
Do not
lose my kisses
The Dick
taunts Ahab, white
"Go away",
Devil Dick Says
Starbuck,
conservative,thinking, many
Wild
bones in HIS body too
But
A wife, a home, warm, to enjoy, upon returning, warm.
Hello,
lovely environment
Everything
shifted
Towards
the polar,
"Noonday"
sun.
If I make
myself smell like food:
Vanilla,
coconut, almond,
Being
my favorite flavors,
Does
that mean,
I'm trying
to attract,
A HUNGRY
man?
One of
her favorite games was lying in the
Sand
and pretending that
She was
a Starfish.
Time to
start all kinesuh interesting things today
When
stars get flung and crazy crows call from tree to tree
Are you
there? I was insincere.
I am
no better and/or worse
Than
anyone else.
My daydreams
are in reality
not mine.
I can
put the word "daydreams" and the phrase "in reality" into the same sentence
I can
misspell sentance
(Did
I? Really?)
(Possibly,
and you may have also misspelled mispell) (more than once now)
Bring
your dancing shoes
If you
dare
Check
the schedule out
With
minimal care
Always
the shovel
The rototiller
the
Butt
end of the
Fraternity
paddle.
Always
in our lover
We disappear
Drawing
ever
Our own
souls near
Call
our hearts and
Erase
our fears
Our eyes
have yet to see eachother, yet,
OH MI
GOD I know
Me.
Meyou.
Meow.
Wow.
Our heart
was wide
It was
spacious like the sun
I have
called for you, Pele,
I have
called your name &
I believe
that you have
Called
me
Back.
From
the end.
From
the beginning.
From
the cradle.
From
the grave.
From
the illusion.
From
the reason.
From
the reckoning.
From.
(Now that
you know that you are real)
Now you
know, now you know,
Now you
know what shows, showers, personifiers, openers,
Closers,
hope inducers, Asylumers,
Pissers,
laughers,
Why not,
more variety you say? Where
Are my
varied words?
The thesaurus
of my soul?
Where?
Where
are the extra original
Thoughts?
Where? Are they near?
Will
they come when I beckon
Them?
Will they? My friends?
My dearest
friends? Will owls
Congregate,
convene, gather, There? Will
They
be as bold as me?
really?
Really? Promise babe? Promise?
K.
What is
it
With
the man torture
Bring
them near then
YANK
them away what's with
The strange
non-change of fortunes
WAITING
for 1/17/99
Is THAT
more balanced?
Is every
DAY a winding road like Cheryl claims? Is it?
I painted
out loud and
The numbers
were clear
My smile
it stretched
From
ear to ear, to ear grinning
Cheshire,
you've chosen pain,
What
is
that- really-
All over-
again? What?
Unglue
the egg-parasite
With
almond and alcohol with
Hopes
it'll work this time
Release-
relax- they say
Hoping
you'll just let them fuck you, face pressed down into anonymity, beautiful
tender ass raised slightly, exposed
And then
leave quickly when they're done.
Where did all your grandiose plans go, the
Sorting
out your life plans
The
Sew not replace plans
Do I have
a strange history? Everyone wondered.
Muse!
It's
okay.
Right.
Can hardly move my mouth. Like I'm gonna move my feet.
As if.
But she
brought a small blanket and
Planned
to sit near,
The sweet
fire
Tans can
be subtle
Watch
out for falling
Debris.
(me)
Today
I shall write in purple
They
said- because of audacity
I rose,
once again, to the public, eye,
Did you
run with the science freaks were
You,
once, a science geek
Was everyone
afraid of living close to my
Edge-
I guess
(Woah)
he ran with
Wolf
packs!
I saw
my beloved in
The shadows
and wanted to tear the
Thick
velvet heavy theater curtains down.
I love the smell of ti leaf juice on my body
The fallen have known, like me- us. WE have known
That comfort, earth smell
Dark rich and real.
I wrote
my best poetry
White
muses sat with me, drinking,
Morning coffee.
What Would We Do With Our Love, Anyway?
An opening
formed in the clouds for me that morning
The precise
time wasn't exactly important
Well-
not to ME to scientists lofty precise entombed in statistics perhaps
The sleazy
man left my side
I was
happy he had finally
Come
home.
Is this
your first
Poking
in a long time
Oh yeah- oh yes- a very- long time
And you're
not even
Drunk!
This is
good-
That
someone could want me when they're
Not inebriated.
It's gone
so far with you my beloved
I'm thinking
of her death
How you'd
stick by her as she died and
How I'd
comfort you
As soon
as
Possible.
When I
think hard of being with you I realize how totally stupid/dumb/foolish
I'm
Being!
What would we do with each other once we got a hold of each other?
Oh. God.
Only knows.
Tear up
the unwelcomed letter
Festering
in your heart
Open, sunrise
Open, sesame
Your hopeful charms
Have lasted
long enough
Now.
I didn't
want to admit
I love
your many moods
Cause
SOME of them- oh god- so dark-
I could
sail on the sea with you two men
We COULD
be lovers.
I slept with my lei on
The juice
soaked into me
Oh! My
God! Now I'll never stop smelling sacred!
Give yourself
a bed and
A cushion
for your head just
A reason
to survive (all the)
Changing
that goes on round here.
Someone opened emptied up a pouch
"Take it away from me- yellow flower"
I replied
Slowly,
Dreaming.
I opened
up my mind again
Toothpaste
ruled the day
We could
have done an independent study
Huddlin'
round
Our mind
campfire.
She thought
she was lucky, They thought
She had
10,000 years of dreaming.
"I don't
think I've ever played that game"
She (guessed)
insisted
Burnt
coffee cause I had
3:20
AM hopes
Now,
Geography on time
AND literary
journal submissions too-
Will
be a challenge few
Would
bother with, will bother with,
Come-on
boys- show my
Father
that I am worth
His adoration.
Or not. He
must.
Know I am. Or else.
He wouldn't. Dream simple and loud.
I exited my reading by thinking about the sunrise
And I
was there- just was- oh God- the Amplitude modulation of it the
Humanity
of it for a moment
I thought
I saw my
Shadow-
before rememb'ring
That
I was in a vacuum once again
Grasping
For straws
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