May 26, 1999 | |
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I feel like I've abandoned my hand held journal in many
ways. I write more online than I do in "in bound." I
miss the feel of the paper under my hand. I also am
false. I don't write in the same way online that I
do in my journals at home. There's a thick cover-up,
and I think that's mostly due to the fact that I
don't want to get intimate with my monitor and keyboard.
I end up writing for the sake of my readers and not for
myself, which is the most important aspect of journaling. I guess this is an issue I have to work on personally, because there is a line between personal-internal and personal-out in the open. Writing, for me, has always been personal-internal, knowing to what extent I wish to expose myself to which people. So, excuse me while I struggle between mediums and mediocrity. Peace out, sistah.   |