I must be stupid
I wish I were better
I can't speak at all
When I wake
When my mommy does come
Don't make a sound!
I hear him curse
I try and hide
He finds me weeping
He slaps me and hits me
He's already locked it
I fall to the floor
"I'm sorry!," I scream
The hurt and the pain
And he finally stops
My name is Misty
My name is Misty
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see.
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
With my bones nearly broken
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
But it's now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
Again and again,
"Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!"
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.