Should've Never- For Kaekoa
By: Kim
(c) 1999
Kaekoa had just gotten back from a date with Chris. They spent the day at a carnival. Now she was sitting on the swing while Justin pushed her. He sent her flying in the air continuosly as she laughed. She and Justin had hid their relationship from Chris, Kaekoa's current boyfriend and Justin's best friend for years. She thought she loved Chris but she loved being with Justin.
*I've been so caught up in the though of me and you/ even though I love someone else I know my heart belongs to you*
Keakoa jumped off the swing in midair and landed unbalanced on her feet with her hands reaching out in front of her in case she fell. She regained balance and Justin walked over to her. He wrapped his arms around her tightly and she buried her head in his chest. Justin lifted her chin so she was looking into his beatiful blue eyes that she could never live without. He inched his lips towards hers until they met in a passionate kiss.
*Tell me how did we ever let this situation get this far/maybe we should just try to hide things we feel inside/things I know we can't deny*
"Justin," She started trying he hardest to tell him how she felt although she was always a quiet, sheltered person. "I care about you a lot but I don't know how I can do this anymore." Tears filled her eyes as she thought about what she was doing.
"I love you, Kae. I can't hide the fact that I love you and I always will."
*Should've never told you/that I cared about you/didn't think that it would be so bad/Should've never kissed you/should've never geld your hand/Got to find a way to let these feelings go*
"I know Justin, but now it's up to me because I can't have both of you." She rested her head back on Justin's chest and cried softly. He walked around the park holding her tightly. "I don't want to hurt Chris, but we have to tell him. And I have to let him go as much as I loved him." Justin sighed. "We've been doing this for so long, we don't have to let him know." Justin said. "Yes, we do. I already feel like he knows or someone knows about it." Kaekoa said wiping her eyes.
*What did I do/the day I let you slip into my soul/it was then when I/realized that I would always want you in my life/no one else can know/Of the thing we've been saying on the telephone/it would be so bad/if they ever knew that me and you were secretly into each other*
Kaekoa and Justin walked back to his car and drove to Chris's house. She told Justin to leave and she would walk back to her house which wasn't very far from Chris's house.
"I should've never done this." She silently cursed herself as she made her way to the door. She hesitantly rang the doorbell Chris answered right away.
"What's wrong?" Chris asked noticing her eyes water.
"I need to talk to you." She walked in and Chris closed the door behind her. "What is it?" He asked getting nervous.
"I don't think I can go on tour with you. I mean with my job and everything." Kaekoa lied. Chris had recently asked her to her to go with them on tour and she hadn't answered yet. She pretended that was the reason she needed to talk to him.
"That's it." Chris said almost relieved.
"Well, I thought you would be upset." She put her head down feeling ashamed of what she was doing. "I am I was just expecting worse." Kaekoa got up because she couldn't take it anymore. "I should get going." Chris kissed her good-bye and she walked back to her house.
*Should've never told you/that I cared about you/didn't think that it would be so bad/should've never kissed you/should've never held you hand*
Kaekoa sat on her bed thinking about what was going on. She loved them both so much but she couldn't let either of them go. She loved her fun-filled days with Chris but on the other hand she loved her nights of passion with Justin.
*Got to find a way yo let these feeling go/I'm so scared trembling inside/Cause I'm feeling like somebody already knows/Oh my God, I love you both so much/And to have to chose between the two/is hurting me so deep inside*
She didn't want to tell anyone. She would keep it to herself for a while and figure things out.
*ring ring*
"Hello?" Kaekoa answered the phone. "How'd it go?" Justin asked. "I couldn't do it." She said wanting to cry again. "It's okay, take you time." Justin said even though he wanted her to tell him so they could be together more. "So are you coming over tonight?" She asked. "If you want me to." He said. "Please. I need someone to be with." They hung up and Justin came over a few minutes later.
"I have to tell him. I'll do it tomorrow." She said as she held Justin in her bed. "If you're ready I'll be there for you." Justin kissed her softly and they fell asleep.
*The End*
*Should've Never- Jennifer Lopez*
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